My Bleeding Heart

Blankets of snow cover the land,

Cold like my heart when I last touched your hand.

A day of sorrow…

To know I will not see your face tomorrow.

Tears of grief,

Fall like raindrops from a leaf.

Splashing to the ground,

To where they fall, like my heart, they are bound.

With a voice thick of pain a whisper your name…

With hope you will come back and our love with be the same.

My soul is hollow,

To the end, for you, I would follow.

For no matter what beauty or peace I see,

Without you what will I be?

A blade of once great purpose shattered to pieces,

For without you my hopes and dreams are mere creases.

Ones of happiness and love never to be found,

For those have been drowned.

For I am forsaken

Because you, my love, were taken.

My heart, does it bleed?

Waiting the day when I am freed.

Freed to run back into your arms,

Safe from all grief, pain, and harms.

Blankets of snow cover the land,

Cold like my heart when I last touched your hand.


Dedication for Zhang Liao and Lu Bu of how Zhang Liao feels after Cao Cao executes Lu Bu.