Within a single moment, my entire world was ripped out from underneath me.
There's no ground left for me to stand upon, no more oxygen left for me to breathe. I'm suffocating, slowly drowning in the thick waters of the sea.
My vision fading from echoing colours to an eerie pitch black.
If I close my eyes, I can imagine anything I want: the nice summer breeze, his laugh, his smile.
Hear his voice and see the shining of his eyes.
But it won't last...because I know. That when I open them again, he won't be here.
He'll be gone. And so will I.
But if I'm being honest, I lost him long before he died.
And in the process, I lost myself.
A tear slides down my cheek,
For me, and for you, there's tomorrow.
For him, there was only today.
And that's all there ever will be.
No matter how hard I try,
No matter what I destroy or rebuild,
He's gone. He's not coming back.
And I'm so, so lost.
And I don't know if I'll ever be found.
We protected eachother,
Loved eachother.
He saved me.
And I saved him.
And now, I'm left to fend for myself.
But without him, there is no me.
So what's the point?
Maybe I'll just join him. Up above the sea.
Where the fishes can't find me, and the birds fly below.
Maybe then, we can be together.
And there will be nothing in our way.
A tear slides down my cheek,
Or maybe. There's nothing there at all.