Author's Note: This is my first Rin Sesshie fic. Please be easy on the critique. Rin is becoming a woman. They both

share the same feeling, but will they be able to tell each other?
All The Things I Couldn't Say
The day was May 15, it was like any other dat except for for one thing. Rin was becoming a woman today, she would be

nineteen. She was happy that she was going to be looked at and treated as woman. Most of all she wished that

Sesshoumaru would look at her differently. She had had feeling for Sesshoumaru since she was fifteen, but was scared

to tell him because he may not have looked at her that way because she was a child, at that she was human.
Sesshoumaru and Jaken decided to have a little party for her. Jaken cooked her favorite meal, unwillingly because

Sesshoumaru had threatened him. And Sesshoumaru gave Rin a brand new kimono. It was blue, her favorite color. She

had wondered if he just gave it to her because she needed a new or, or if he gave it to her because she knew it was

her favorite color and she would enjoy it.
"Happy Birthday Rin, your now a woman." Sesshoumaru said in his deep and sexy voice as usual.
Rin smiled, "Thank You Sesshoumaru-Sama." She went and gave him a hug. She relented a little, but gave him and

hugged her back. Then she kissed him on the cheek. She realized she had embarrassed him because he blushed.
"Rin."
"Yes Sesshoumaru-Sama?"
"Since you are a woman now it's time for you to do womanly things."
Rin thought he was asking to be his mate, but was disappointed when that wasn't the case. But what he said still

made her happy.
"From now on you will cook the food and wash for me."
Even though she wasn't going to be his mate she would be able to take care of him and that made her happy just the

same.
"Yes Sesshoumaru-Sama." She said smiling.
"What about me Sesshoumaru-Sama." Jaken asked.
"What about you Jaken?"
"Well when you said that Rin would be cooking and washing you said me instead of our."
"I'm not understand what you asking, Jaken."
"Isn't she going to cook and clean for me too."
"No..Jaken you are old enough to care for yourself."
Jaken would have said something, but decided not to because he didn't want Sesshoumaru mad at him during their

journey.
"Rin, go put on you new kimono. I want to see how it looks."
"Okay."
Rin went behind a tree and changed into her new kimono. She came from behind the tree and showed him the dress.

Rin had grown a lot since the first time they met. She was taller now about 5'6 and her body had developed nicely.

Sesshoumaru had never noticed how full her breast were. He smiled to himself then stopped.
"What am I thinking? Look at Rin in such a manner. She would never look at me as a lover, she probably looks at me as

a father." He though to himself.
"You look lovely Rin."
She smiled to herself when he said this. "Really?"
"Yes."
She went and gave Sesshoumaru another hug. She sat next to him and they ate the meal that Jaken had prepared.

After they finished eating they started on their journey again. As usual Rin walked next to Sesshoumaru and Jaken

walked behind them directing Ah-Un.
Every so often Sesshoumaru would glance at Rin and notice how her breast bounce as she walked. "Why do I keep

looking at her in such a manner? She has grow up to be a very beautiful woman." Sesshoumaru tried to push her form

his mind and concentrate on making it back to the castle before dark.

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Later in the day the pause they jounery so Rin could eat and rest for a lilttle while.
"Sesshoumaru-sama, there's a river near by, I'm going to catch some fish." She ran off in the direction of the river.
"Sesshoumaru-sama?"
"What, Jaken?"
"Why do we keep Rin around? She's a lowly human, she serves no purpose."
"She keeps you busy."
"Sesshoumaru-sama, how could you say such a thing?"
Just then Sesshoumau jumpped up and ran towards the river. She was being attacked by a youkai. With on swing of

his blade the demon was sliced in half. Sesshoumaru looked down at Rin. She had fallen in the water. And her kimono

clung to her body. Sesshoumaru pulled her out of the water and she smiled at him. Sesshoumaru removed his shirt and

handed it to Rin.
"You can't walk around in wet clothing, put this on."
"Thank you Sesshoumaru-sama." Rin then began to undress.....in front of Sesshoumaru.
"Why is she getting naked in front of me." He tought to himself.
"Hopefully Sesshoumaru-sama will find me attractive and try something with me." She thought. She looked up at

Sesshoumaru and saw he was blushing.