NIGHTMARE OR GREAT DAY?

"It was Friday evening I spent the time in my house because I didn't make plans with my friends, I was waiting for my boyfriend Izzy to give me a call but he didn't, I was making some popcorn for me and palmon, I was about to take them from the microwave when I heard my phone ringing I went to the living room to pick up the phone it was Izzy"

-Mimi we need to talk, meet me at our place at 6 pm- he said in a very cold voice

-Our special place you mean right? - I ask excited

-yes but it's not gonna be special after we talk – he said not very friendly

-What do you mean? - I ask confused

-Nothing just be here on time- he said with a cold voice

-Ok I'll be there- I said in a worried voice

"I was afraid; he has never been so cold to me. I went to see Sora, who is my best friend, I had so many doubts in my head that I needed to talk to her, and I couldn't go at Matt's place because he was out of town touring with his band."

-hey so what's up with you? - She asked me. I was not sure how to tell her about him, I preferred to talk, I needed an advice

-it's Izzy, he's freaking me out, he is behaving so harsh with me lately. He called me and said that we needed to talk, but he sounded very strange. I mean, you know, he's always nice to me, but he didn't even say hi.

-talking about the unexpected, first you need to calm down, he might be in trouble or perhaps he is just having a bad day but if he is cold with you as you say, be prepared, you know he loves you but on the other hand I heard Joe saying he is been very friendly with a girl of his computer club. I'm just warning you.

"Sora's words made me think of my relationship, I know he loves me but I wasn't sure at this point, the warning he said to me, scared me a lot, I kept many doubts about my relationship, doubts that made me feel so strange , I know I have the answers but I'm afraid of them"

-I know he loves me Sora but his behavior says it differently, I'm scared. I'm curious but if he breaks up with me, my world is gonna fall apart- I started crying, tears started to sprout out from my mahogany eyes, Sora hugged me.

- don't cry, you have to be strong for these situations, be prepared it's not bad to be afraid but you have to overcome your fears, you know we support you.

-I'm sorry, I didn't want to make you cry, just talk to him, be strong and be prepared. I'm sorry for not being good at giving advice. I hope that things work out for both of you. Her smile made me feel better, but I still feared the worst

-thanks Sora, I'm sorry to interrupt your practice. You are awesome, I promise to help you if you are in trouble, well I should get going Izzy is waiting for me. And again, thanks for the advice, see you.

-You are welcome, see you

"I ran to the park and towards our bench to see Izzy already there, with him, a box was in his hands, I wondered what it was. I walked to him until I was in front of him, he told me to sit down, I did what he said and then he talked"

-Mimi you don't deserve me, I'm sorry for being a coward; I guess I'm not good enough for you. You deserve someone better than me- he spoke, his eyes looking away from me.

-Izzy, I love you. Don't be silly, there's no guy better than you for me, I love you, but I don't understand your coldness these days.- I said trying to be strong. I had fear the worst I tried to be optimistic, but the worst was about to happen.

"I tried to hold his hand but he didn't let me he put the box in my hands, I was trying not to think of the worst I didn't imagine that the worst could happened but it did"

-Mimi, I am grateful for your love, but I met someone else and I love her as I have never loved someone. I'm sorry, but I want to break up with you, this box belongs to you, I'm giving back all the things you gave to me, while we lasted. I'm sorry, I hope that one day you can understand me and forgive me- he looked at me and gave me the box. I was crying but I remembered what Sora had said to me and I tried to be strong.

-It's alright Izzy I knew this was coming, I hope we can still be friends, it's not gonna be easy but I wish you the best and thanks for this 4 months, you were a good boyfriend after all.

-how did you knew? – he asked amaze by my words– I hope you find someone better and you'll be happier with him, I'm sorry again but I did love you.