I will try to update this story as often as possible! I'm still debating if I should make Meredith pregnant or not. I would like your opinions on that subject.

Meredith took a deep breath as she walked out of the hospital to get a little air. She thought about her Father howfor once he was nice to her. It wasn't like that a couple months ago she remembered the slap as it flashed in her mind. Now he was saying he was sorry and she was the best daughter. She knew it was just the booze talking but she couldn't help but long for love from her father.

Speaking of love whenever that word came to mind she immediately thought of Derek. She still loved Derek even though he might not still love her. He did go on that date with Sydney. Maybe he was falling for the geeky and awkward girl. So they had the breakup sex but maybe they should end it so he could get on with his life with Sydney. As she got to the bench where she usually sat to concentrate her thoughts, she saw him sitting there. He looked sad and alone. She made her way over to the bench.

"Hey, how was your date with Sydney?" As Meredith sat down next to him

"I was wondering when you were gonna bring that up" Giving her that mcdreamy look

"My dad's in the ER he cut himself. He's not bad company actually he's quite funny, and charming, drunk"

There was a usually awkward pause She tried to make lighter of the moment.

"Is it weird that I like my drunk dad better than my regular dad?"

"A little"

"My patients in coma and he's never going to wake up again. His best friend's in the waiting area. Poor thing she thinks he's gonna wake up any second!"

Meredith held his hand and she smiled at him. He squeezed it and also held on to it fot dear life and gave her a small smile.

"Dr. Shepard" as Rose caught up with Derek.

"I'm Sorry about your patient with the brain if I was his mother my world would be torn apart and if I was his best Friend….."

"You're the nurse who was making click comments while I was operating in the OR"

Rose felt ashamed "Yes I am"

"Well that's not appropriate for my OR Spend it wisely next time" Derek said storming off.

The Chief sat at his desk a knock came to the door "come in!"

"You wanted to see me chief."

"Derek I'm so sorry to report this but…"

Derek sat in the storage closet where he had first found Meredith over a year ago. It was funny when he had found her she was upset about her mother and now it was his mother. He picked up a breathing bag remembered his date with Sydney oh how stupid was he. How would Meredith ever forgive him? He needed someone anyone he was just told his mother had a heart attack. Now she was in a deep coma and no one was sure when she would wake up. He sat there staring up at the ceiling beautiful blue tiles you could say. The door opened up a little as a little light shone through. It was Meredith the sunlight complimented her hair just so she looked like an angel.

"Meredith?"

"Der what are you doing in here?"

"I was just thinking about something"

"Well what was you were thinking about?"

"My mother she was in a heart attack and now she is in a coma and might..." Derek was interrupted by tears. He just cried into his hands, Meredith sat down next to him and held his head into her chest.

"I'm so sorry everything will be okay I will help you through this!" as she softly patted his back. She thought about she pushed him away after the drowning and how she had pushed him away even before. She wouldn't let Derek that to her she just wouldn't stand for it.

Well that's my first chapter I know the lines are sort of annoying but I'm hoping next time I'll write more so there won't be as many. I hope you liked the first chapter.