Here I am standing in the Cullen's garden which was meant to be my wedding reception except no-one was here including the love of my life.

My name is Isabella Marie Swan and I am 18 yrs old. Today was meant to be the happiest day of my life. I was meant to get married to my vampire boyfriend Edward but he seems to have different plans. He seemed to have called everyone to cancel the wedding, everyone that was except me. The chairs were all positioned in long rows, they had white drapes over them with red ribbons tied in a bow around the back resting bit (a/n sorry to ruin the moment but I don't know what it's called) and the altar was a white marble arch with roses going around it.

So once again, here I am in and empty altar on my knees with the rain pouring down like there's no tomorrow. I didn't know what to do. Should I scream or cry or run? The bouquet of flowers is still in my hand and as realisation hit me I dropped the flowers. The flowers landed on the floor with a thud and because it was so quiet people with normal hearing could hear it.

Edward left me!

"No, no, no, he promised he would not leave!" I shrieked, my voice getting louder after each no. But he did! My insides felt numb and it was like my heart was torn out. Why would Edward leave me? Why would Alice leave me? Why would Jasper leave me? Why would Emmet leave me? Why would Esme leave me? Why would Carlisle leave me? The only person that can give me a valid excuse is Rosalie because I knew she didn't like me from the beginning, even then why did she leave me?

My head started spinning and the pain in my heart was unbearable. I was angry and upset but mostly I was confused. Why would Edward do that? He loved me didn't he? I let out a blood curdling scream and then started sobbing. I was feeling a mixture of emotion and truth be told words cannot explain how I feel. None of the feelings were of joy though, they were all pain!

I sat/kneeled there for days, crying at first but as the days slowly passed the sadness turned into another emotion, anger. How dare he leave me? I slowly got up and made my way home. Both my parents died when I was young so I know my house is empty and no-one would ask me questions. I could see people staring at me and to be truthful I didn't care. Although I didn't care I couldn't help wondering how bad I look. My hair which was put in a beautiful bun probably was all loose, messy and full of knots and I bet I had panda eyes from crying so much. My dress was torn because I decided to come home through the forest and all the branches and twigs scraped my ankle and arms but I couldn't feel anything. As I said before, I felt numb.

I went home and stood in the hallway. In the hall way was a full length and I was right. I did look a mess. In fact I looked worse than I thought. Maybe that's why Edward left me, because I was ugly and plain. As I stood there wondering there was a small voice in the back of my head telling me that Edward probably left because of another reason. Maybe it was because of what happened on my hen night.

I decided to have my hen night two days before the wedding so it would be less hassle. Actually I didn't want a hen night but Alice being Alice threatened to take me shopping for a WHOLE MONTH!!! So obviously I gave in but I had one condition, that it was two days before the wedding. It turned out being really fun and the whole day would have been perfect if Jasper hadn't ruined it. Actually I don't think he ruined it, he actually made it more eventful but then I was drunk and I could remember everything but the emotions are a bit mixed up. So me being clumsy, I fall and bang my head and it started bleeding. Jasper went out of control and tried to kill me. The whole next day everyone was feeling guilty and Jasper kept apologizing and I kept saying "it's alright Jasper". Edward though being the gentlemen he is thought he should make it up to me so he put his guard down and we made sweet love.

If I think about it the day before the wedding was the happiest day of my life, keyword being was because now they left me and I'm all alone.

I trudged upstairs and lay on the bed and did something I should have been doing. I went to sleep! A long sleep with various nightmares of why Edward left!

A/N: Sorry it's short but you need to get an idea of why he left even though I phrased it horribly! So tell me people what you think? Please review and I hope you like this story! Trust me I'm working on the next chapter now and it gets better!!! Oh and sorry for stopping in the other story but everyone was telling me I should put this one up first!!! Oh I won't leave no author's note at the top...it ruins the "effect"!

Brain: What effect?

Me: You know the effect...you know effect...you know!

Brain: ah yes the "effect" *whispers to readers* I don't know which effect people. *normal voice* NONE OF US OWN TWILIGHT!!! UNFORTUNATLEY STEPHANIE MEYER DOES...BUT NOT FOR LONG...HEHEHEHE...

Me: What do you have in mind Brain?

*both start plotting to steal Twilight*