Experience "Emerald 2012"
Preface
Edward and Bella had been married now for 10 years and while those 10 year had been wonderful, Bella couldn't help but wonder. She wondered about lots of things of course being a vampire, because there was now so much space to think of so many things all at once. Her biggest wonder lately however had been whether she had missed out have saved herself for marriage and Edward. Did she miss out on some sexual experiences that might have made her more rounded in bed?
Now that Renesmee had reached the age where she stopped growing and was considered an adult by all means, the family had moved to New Hampshire and the kids were all enrolled in school. Jacob and Renesmee in high school and the rest in Dartmouth. Bella had started to notice how free with their favors girls really were these days and having befriended a few girls in class, she asked why. The reason was simple enough. Experience is what they told her. How could you know what you were doing if you didn't have experience?
This led Bella to thinking, yes how indeed could you be sure that you knew what you were doing if you had no experience. She had only been with one person and while that same person had only been with one person also, he had the benefit of his mind reading skills to gain experience. While it might be only technical experience verses hands on, Bella knew from her own fantasies that Edward was still getting quite an education. In fact, they had often tired things he had seen in the minds of others. Bella still wondered though, was her lack of experience hindering her sex life?
She thought on this for several weeks and tired to figure out how to fix the problem. She knew it was dangerous for her to have sex with a human but didn't know any other vampires she could approach in this manner. She felt she had enough control to not harm a human but when she would start fantasizing about one in her class the blood lust would rear its ugly head. She thought about Edward as well and how he had controlled it to have sex with her while she was still human. If he could do it why couldn't she?
Finally help came in the one place she hadn't thought of. Alice. Never bet against Alice.
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