Hello all! This is my… what is it now? Ah, my fifth fanfiction… but with a twist! This will be a COLLECTION of ONESHOTS, random drabbles with different pairings, a break from continuously carrying on a dying story line. So, here we go…

Pairing: Daisuke and Riku.

Needing, wanting, wondering.

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Needing, wanting, wondering. Wanting in, needing out, wondering why. Constantly thinking, always hiding. Pushing the thoughts back, away from the surface, away from everyone else. Happy thoughts, sad thoughts, merging together. Nothing seems to matter when I look at her. Just a complete blur of wonder, awe, longing, needing, wanting, loving.

That's what she was; she was a complete and utter blur – tears one minute, smiles the next. Didn't matter. Nothing mattered. But… at the same time; everything did.

Nothing, everything – was there a difference?

Not when he looked at her.

Today she was smiling. Would she be the same tomorrow? Maybe, maybe not. She could get upset in the blink of an eye, and then her happy grin would be back in place two seconds later. The terrifying night when I'd tripped and fell onto her sister and she'd had the wrong idea, when she was running along the water's edge in the cold light of the moon, how she'd cried, then how she'd smiled… the light shimmering over the cool, still water… that memory was first to jump to my overcrowded mind. Her smile… The one she was wearing now… Out of all her glorious expressions, I love her smile the most. It makes you want to smile when she's smiling. It's that good. She's always that good. She never stops being her. That means I never stop wanting to smile when I'm with her.

Her features merge into an expression of soft questioning as she tilts her head to the left, smiling.

Her smile… Her smile… Her smile… I feel my lips form a smile too, my hand finds hers.

Needing, wanting, wondering. Needing her, wanting her, wondering why.

Love; this is love. How can it be anything else? It has to be… She makes me smile, I want to spend time with her, hell, I could be around her every single day and not get annoyed at her. I think that's a sign of real love. Finding some one who you can be around for ever and not get frustrated. She's the type of girl who you could easily pass by and not notice anything special – her face is beautiful, yes, but there are many other pretty girls out there. But… unlike all those other girls; she's different, she's wonderful, she's herself, she's there, she's the person I like enough to love her. Now that's real, true love.

'Love'… Love is the kind of thing you expect when you're young, then realize how hard to find that true emotion when you're older. 'Love' is a greedy monster who knows nothing but the words: 'I want'. 'Love' takes all. 'Love' can be fickle. 'True love' stays forever. 'Love' can be glorious, it can be ugly. 'Love' can leave you heartbroken, but it can also give you so much more happiness than you could ever imagine you could feel. There are many different types of 'Love' out there. Amazing that I've found a person who can make me feel this strange, breathtaking emotion and still, somehow, make me want to smile.

I know I'm mixed up, I know that I'll recall these thoughts and be surprised, even scared – but that doesn't stop me enjoying this moment. I know that I'm taking things out of proportion, thinking too much, taking little things and making them huge debates in the privacy of my own mind… but I don't care. These ornamental thoughts don't seem that daunting or twisted or cheesy, they just seem… to capture the moment. That's what I want to do. Capture this moment and never let it go. I want to hold onto it, keep it close. Like I want to keep her close to me.

I feel like there's nothing to hide when I'm around her, except these thoughts, of course…. But, then again – I don't think I actually know what I'm thinking. Now there's a strange thought.

All I can feel right now is this amazing emotion, over whelming me, over powering me, taking me over. 'Happiness'. I thought I had felt happiness before, but this is totally different. This is pure, blissful happiness.

I grin and look at her, and I can see the same thoughts in her deep, chocolate eyes that are in my ones.

She rests her head on my shoulder gently, I lean mine against hers.

It feels like this could last forever.

I want this to last forever.

I need this to last forever.

I wonder if it could?

I smile again as we watch the sun descend behind the houses in the distance in bliss.

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Yay! Done and dusted.

Hopefully the first of many oneshots or drabbles or random stories (what ever you wanna call them..) and, don't worry, they will get better... ::sweatdrops::

And a very big: THANK YOU EVER SO EVER SO EVER SO MUCH FOR READING AND I HOPE YOU LIKED IT : )

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