Bloody Roses Mean Love
Chinese Fairy: Hiya! This is my first Yu Yu Hakusho fic! Please don't eat me alive… that would hurt, well anyway, this is to me Brother, his one of his favorite animes: Yu Yu Hakusho! Also this for all the Hiei/Kurama fans out there!
DISCLAMER: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho, nor do I own the characters… I do NOT own the song, "Sayonara Bye Bye"
WARNING: There are a few sad moments, and an attempt of suicide in here! Along with Shounen-ai! (Boyxboy love) If you are cheerful and don't want it to go boom, I suggest you leave to enjoy a happy fic!
PAIRINGS: Hiei/Kurama! Cute couple… (Sigh)
Chinese Fairy: On, to my note, I just want to thank you for reading my fic and also leaving a review telling me how to fix this fic! Now, on with the fic!
"…" Speaking
'…' Thoughts
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Bloody Roses Mean Love
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"It's raining… but I can only feel and hear it, I can't see it nor see it's meaning. I am a lost cause… saying that there is neither honor nor redemption in suicide, what a fool I am.
"I thought that if I acted cheerful and seemed happy, that would cover up my sadness, that it would hide my pain, I was wrong yet again… why must people suffer when there is nothing for them to live for? Why must they go on living when there is nothing! WHY!"
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Kurama bolted upright from his bed. 'What the hell? That same nightmare… why do I keep having it? Is Youko trying to tell me to end my life? Maybe… I don't know…' he thought.
The Youko allowed a small tear to fall, and slowly the tears kept on coming, descending off his face, a sob then escaped from his mouth; "Why do I want to die…?" he asked nobody. Not knowing a certain Fire Demon was outside.
Hiei's eyes widened with shock. 'The stupid fox wants to die…? Maybe I should tell Yusuke, or maybe even Kuwabara. Just as long as the fox is safe from harm.' Hiei thought, he jumped off the tree branch he was sitting on and disappeared into the night.
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Kurama woke up the next day to someone knocking on his front door, leisurely he went to open it, before doing so he placed on a small smile; when he opened a fist came into contact with his cheek.
Kurama flew back in surprise and fell to the floor. "Why are you thinking about suicide! Why? That is just running away! You are a coward if you die by your own hands! What, you don't care how many people mourn for your death. You don't care! Your just so selfish!" snapped a raven haired boy.
"Yusuke…" murmured Kurama, his bangs covered his eyes; if could see them, you would see tears start to form. Kuwabara moved from behind Yusuke and walked over to check if Kurama could stand. "Don't kill yourself, dying is not what you think. You may have killed yes, but you have never killed yourself; so don't." Kuwabara said as he lifted Kurama to his feet.
"How did you find out?" demanded Kurama, Yusuke answered this question, "Hiei. He was worried about you so he came over at an ungodly hour in the morning to my house and told me everything."
"Hiei? How did he-" Kurama cut himself off and he remembered what he said last night. "Damn it." He muttered, Yusuke moved out of the doorway and was about to close to door but Kurama took that chance and ran out of the house. "KURAMA! Damn… Hiei!" Hiei appeared right next to Yusuke and nodded, "Right."
Hiei disappeared and like a shadow followed the fox to where ever he was going.
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Kurama managed to give Hiei the slip and walked to the park; when he arrived there he went to a small rose garden, "Beautiful… it's just so beautiful. I hope when I'm dead I'll be beautiful…" whispered the Youko.
"To the supposedly slashed heart the softly crossing wind is gentle
The sunset always wraps the hands that met and clasped each other and goes melting
It's funny This doesn't match My face with yours now
I feel like looking in the mirror
Don't be sad 'Coz it's all right
A "thank you" hides in the casual greeting
Sayonara bye bye Stay fine
'Coz it's a distinction from me do catch it"
He walked over to a rose and plucked off a thorn, he then placed the thorn in the palm of his hand and used his Ki to make it grow into a small dagger with a small rose at the hilt of it. He sat down in the middle of the rose bushes and started to sing a song.
"Till just a while ago I did not speak of tomorrow
I've come to be so gentle that fruitless thoughts increase
But just for now I'd like to a little...
Don't be sad I'll be going
Mistaking it for a loyal greeting, it repeats
Sayonara bye bye Stay fine
If it's around two postcards a year I'll catch it"
Kurama then placed the dagger to his left wrist and was about to cut open his own writs when…
"DON'T DO IT FOX!" a shadow lunged towards Kurama and landed right next to the Youko, he yanked out the dagger from Kurama's grasp and threw it across the field of roses.
"Surely someday someday we will meet
It's all right If you don't return the cd's and the blues' harp it's all right
Don't be sad Don't be sad
Don't show me a face that took a sudden hit
Sayonara byebye Stay fine
whenever I can say congratulations
I'd like to try meet you"
Kurama was frozen in time for a split second before he scrambled to get up and reach for the dagger; Hiei read the fox's mind and jump onto Kurama straddling his waist. "What is wrong with you! I you never ever showed that you wanted to take your own life! Why now? Was everything you told me a lie? About how life is precious, and how we shouldn't waste it! We should never kill ourselves, or others! But we kill others to survive! You need to survive too!"
"Don't be sad 'Coz it's all right
A "thank you" hides in the casual greeting
Sayonara bye bye Stay fine
'Coz it's a distinction from me do catch it
Sayonara bye bye Stay fine
If it's around two postcards a year I'll catch it"
Hiei hesitantly got off of Kurama and placed the Youko into a sitting position. "Kurama…" The fox didn't look at Hiei when the Fire Demon called his name. He just kept facing downward. Hiei licked his lips and gently lifted Kurama's face so that he was looking at him.
"Fox… no, you're not just a fox, your Youko Kurama. Kurama, when I found out you wanted to die… my heart stopped beating, and I felt really… really sad. I felt as if my heart was ripped out of my breast. I don't know why I feel this way. TELL ME WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY!" demanded Hiei angrily. Tears were flowing freely down his cheeks.
As soon as they fell off his cheek, they formed into the Tear Gems that turned a mixture of black and red. This caused pain in Kurama's already broken heart. "You… you feel the way of love…"
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Well… that sucked! But for those who want to second part updated… REVIEW! And please, forgive me, this is my first Yu Yu Hakusho fic… and I just am bad at writing these fics! SORRY! Also please excuse my grammar errors and mistakes! Ja Ne!