Author's Note: Ok so I am editing this so it's better, and a HUGE thanks to all of those who have favorited/followed my story! Don't be afraid to check out my other stories, most aren't as ronchy as this one. However my mind's a lil messed up, so you have been warned!

Warning: Contains sexual content, if this bothers you then please do not read it!

Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Titans, as you probably already knew...

Third POV

Starfire has a secret. A guilty pleasure of sorts that no one knows about, nor does she want them to.

Recently she had just realized the joy of reading, and began to read books. While Raven preferred darker tales of magic and horror, Starfire was all about the romance. She loved it when characters met the ones with whom they belonged and sealed it with a passionate kiss. How they confessed their unending love for each other and overcame obstacles to be with the one person they love. Realizing that books were just as satisfying as movies, if not more, she became, well... addicted.

She had been in her room for almost the entire week. Only coming out for an alert or to scarf down some food, and then she was gone just as quickly as she came. Every one was getting a little worried about her. Especially because she was the one that initiated most of the time they spent together, but now she preferred to be alone in her room. Something was very off indeed.

Currently she was in her room reading one of her many romances, but this time the story was about her and a certain young masked hero.

Starfire had stumbled upon the wonderful world of fanfictions very much on accident. You see she was searching "on the line" to find recommendations on good romance books. Now interested in books that people wrote and published online, she wanted to give unnamed authors a chance when she found something called fanfiction.

Upon first reading the name she was confused, fictional stories about fans? Surely that could not be very interesting. Until she decided that fateful day to click on the webpage. A week later and she was an addict.

At first she was tentative, exploring the site and its various categories/genres. When she discovered it, stories about her and her friends. More specifically the stories of romance between her and Robin. She quickly learned that there were different couples within the group of Teen Titans. Of course the one she found the most intriguing was Robstar. Not to mention a few that disturbed her.

As it turned out they had a huge fan base... Very many stories to choose from. Beginning to read, she decided to start out with a "one-shot", learning that it meant a one time story with no more than a few chapters and stories. Picking one that sounded intriguing to her, she began to read.

Now, after many one-shots, she was currently into the depths of a 36 chapter story, and she couldn't get enough. She just had to finish the story, so Starfire had been locked in her room all day, and read the previous night until she collapsed from exhaustion. When she woke up, she went straight back to reading after she had gotten herself ready to defend the city on a moments notice.

She loved Robin with all her heart, but didn't know how he felt. In the stories, they would romantically confess there love for each other and begin dating. "If only this could be the reality" she thought, sighing sadly to herself.

Being so engrossed in her thoughts and reading, Starfire did not hear the footsteps outside her door.

Walking down the hallway, Robin was debating on what he should say. Nervously he began clenching and unclenching his hands.

Just a few minutes ago the Titans had been sitting in the common room, well all except Starfire. Beast Boy and Cyborg were playing video games as usual, while Raven meditated in the corner. Robin had been watching them play when he voiced what they had all been thinking.

"Have you guys seen Star?" Robin asked.

"She's in her room" Raven droned. No one had to be an empath to know where Starfire was, she had been in there all week.

Pausing their game to look over at Robin, Beast Boy said with concern "Dude, she's been in there a lot lately."

"BB has a point, maybe someone should go talk to her, make sure she's alright" Cyborg said, looking around at them all.

All three Titans turned and looked to Robin at the same time.

Robin just sighed and nodded his head saying "Alright I'll go talk to her." There was no point in arguing, they would just convince him to go anyway. Getting off of the couch, Robin made his way over to Starfire's room.

He had no idea what he was going to say to her. Arriving at her door faster than he would have liked, he stood there for what felt like ages, but was in all actuality only a few minutes. Finally summonin his courage, he tentatively knocked on her door.

"Starfire?" he called through the door, listening for a reply.

As soon as Starfire heard the knock on her door, she panicked. Upon hearing the voice she immediately knew it was Robin, and became even more frazzled. "Just one moment please" she called to the door.

Shutting the laptop Robin had given her for Christas, she threw it under her bed to avoid suspicion. Since Starfire began reading fanfictions about her and Robin, she had become more attracted to him than ever. Becoming very hard for her to hide her feelings even more than usual, which also attributed to her hiding. She checked herself in the mirror, just to make sure she looked decent before walking over to the door and opening it.

"Greetings Robin" she said, deciding to leave the 'friend' part out. "What does the bringing of you to my door?" she asked somewhat irritably.

"Oh... um... I-I just was wondering if you were o-ok" Robin muttered, silently cursing his stuttering.

Starfire grew even more fearful. Oh no, she thought, he will do the finding out of my secret. Then she began thinking of what to say without giving any details away. "Oh... Um, yes Robin I am the fine. Why do you do the asking?" she questioned, biting her lip and wringing her hands nervously.

"Because I'm worried about you... I mean, we all are" he hastily corrected, his cheeks turning a bit pink.

Starfire was shocked to hear that Robin was worried about her. Not only the fact that he was thinking about her, but why was he worried? "Robin... Why are you the worried about me? Have I done the something wrong?" she asked.

"No, no you haven't done anything wrong Star. It's just..." he paused, searching for the right words while absent mindfully rubbing the back of his neck, "Umm... it's just that normally you're always wanting to spend time with someone and are usually in the common room, but recently you've been in you're room a lot, and I just wanted to make sure that you're ok." Concern evident in Robin's voice.

Upon hearing his words, Starfire immediately tensed.

Robin, noticing the changes in her posture and the panicked look on her face, began to dig a little deeper. "Star, what's wrong? It's ok, you can tell me. I'm here for you, you are my best friend after all" he said, putting a comforting hand on her shoulder and looking into her eyes.

Biting her lip, she looked into his mask. I wonder what color his eyes are, she couldn't help but wonder. Then remembering the situation she was in, immediately began to tear up.

"Starfire, what's wrong?" Robin prompted once more.

She had had enough. "YOU!" Starfire screamed as she turned around and went into her room in a flurry, slamming the door shut behind her. Then running over to her bed she curled up in a ball and began crying into one of her pillows.

Robin stood there with his mouth slightly open, completely shocked. Me, he thought, what did I do? Hearing the sobs through her door, he immediately began feeling guilty for making her cry, whatever it is that he did. He made up his mind to go and make this right, she was his best friend after all. Even though he secretly was in love with her, they could get through anything together as best friends. Right?

Knocking on her door, he said "Star, let me in."

There was no answer, and after a minute of knocking he decided to hell with it. He typed the override passcode in her door, which allowed him access to any locked door in the tower. Stepping into her room and shutting the door behind him, Robin took in the scene before him. There was Starfire, his beautiful radiant Starfire, curled up in a ball and sobbing into a pillow on her bed. Pain and guilt surged through him, knowing that he did this to her.

Walking over to her bed, he sat on the edge. Not knowing what to do, he gently laid a hand on her back. She flinched at his touch and pulled away, her sobs now stopping, but face still buried into her pillow.

Robin ran a hand through his hair sighing, and began "Star..." but Starfire interrupted him.

Springing up from the bed and looking over at him, Starfire had true venom in her glare. "No Robin, you do the listening to me" she stated icily, clear defiance in her tone. She stood in front of Robin, leering down at him. "I have been the locked up in my room all week doing the reading about us by the fans of fiction!" she said, her eyes glowing a bright green as she pointed a finger at him. "You! Do you not do the liking of me Robin? I have been the most pacient with you and have waited, but nothing has done the happening! All of these people believe we are meant to be, I know I do the believing. I love you Robin, I always have. Do you not feel the same?"

All of the anger drained out of her body, being replaced by sadness as she finally said what she needed to. Her eyes lost their glow and began filling up with tears once again. Turning her back to him and wrapping her arms around herself, she tried to stifle the sobs rising in her throat.

Robin sat there, completely stunned by what she had just said. Starfire, his secret love, the amazing, beautiful, exotic goddess actually loves him? That's why she's been locked away is because Starfire had been reading fan fictions? About them?!

Peeling his mask off, Robin stored it into a compartment in his belt. Then he got up and walked in front of Starfire. Gently he cupped the sides of her face and wiped away her tears with his thumbs as she looked into his eyes and gasped.

"R-Robin..." she said, her eyes wide. "Your eyes are glorious" she breathed, looking into his sparkling sapphire pools.

He gave a quiet chuckle and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "Starfire, I didn't know you felt this way. Of course I like you Star" he said, looking into her beautiful emerald orbs, "I didn't know you were waiting for me, and I'm so sorry that I kept you waiting for so long. I'm not good with this feelings stuff, but I'm willing to try, for you." Removing one of his hands from her face, he reached down and intertwined their fingers together.

"Robin, what are you saying?" she asked, her eyes narrowing in confusion.

He smiled replying "I'm saying that I want you to be my girlfriend."

Starfire's mouth fell open and her eyes brightened as she breathed "Truly?"

"Yes truly" he said, causing her to smile. "Also I wanted to say that I love you. I always have, and I always will" he declared.

She stood there for a minute shocked, before she smiled and jumped on him. Her legs wrapping around his waist while her arms snaked around his neck. Immediately slamming her mouth against his.

Surprised by her sudden actions and weight, he put his hands on her bottom to support her while he got over his initial shock and kissed her back. This caused her to moan in response and kiss him harder.

Before long he grazed his tongue across her lips, silently begging for entry into her sweet mouth. She opened her mouth eagerly, allowing him access. His tongue immediately found hers and they began fighting for dominance, the kiss deepening further.

One of his hands began to roam her back. Starting at her bottom and following the curve of her spine upwards, then back down again, experimentally giving her bottom a light squeeze. She let out a small moan in response and he smirked against her lips.

Reaching up to her neck he unlatched her gorget with a hand, letting it fall to the ground with a thud. His lips left hers to leave a trail of kisses along her jaw and down her neck. Starfire's eyes were closed in pleasure as she tilted her head to the side, allowing him better access as he licked at her neck.

Starfire let out a slight whimper and snapped off Robin's cape while ripping off her gloves. Then she ran her hands down the front of his shirt and upon reaching the bottom, slipped her hands inside, feeling his chest. Robin let out a slight gasp and trailed kisses back up to her lips, capturing them in his own. Feeling his arousal poking her, Starfire inwardly smirked.

Then she started grinding herself on him, rubbing her hot center on his growing arousal. Robin let out a loud moan as their tongues began another war, this one more violent than the last. Not being able to stand it anymore, he carried her over to the bed and laid her down, crawling on top of her. Their passionate kiss never breaking.

After a few minutes of passionate kissing, Robin broke their embrace needing air, and looked down at her. Starfire's cheeks were rosy and her lips were swollen from their kissing. Her long red hair fanning out around her on the pillows, eyes clouded with lust.

"Robin" she said with longing, making his eyes snap to her's, "please do not stop, I have done the waiting long enough."

Robin smiled and gave her a light kiss on the lips, then looked at her lovingly whispering "Don't worry Star, I'll never make you wait again."

Smiling she raised her head to kiss him, but Robin broke away again saying "Starfire, what about protection? Not that I don't eventually want to have kids, but I'm not ready to be a father quite yet."

Starfire giggled and replied "Do not worry Robin, Tamaranian women can only get pregnant at certain times in our cycles. I cannot currently get pregnant at this time."

Robin sighed in relief and said "Good."

They started kissing each other once more, which started out slowly. Until the passion started building up and soon their tongues were dancing together with hunger. Starfire surprised him by rolling them over so she was straddling his hips. She smiled seductively down at him, and Robin couldn't believe this sly minx was his innocent Starfire.

Bending down and kissing him soundly on the lips, Starfire reached for the bottom of his shirt and broke their kiss to pull it over his head and throw it behind her. She looked over his chest, lightly running a hand across his muscles. Although he still had yet to grow, his chest and stomach were finely chiseled.

"Your body is most pleasing Robin" she flirtatiously cooed in his ear, nibbling on the lobe.

Robin shivered in delight at her, and began running his hands up and down her back again, exploring every dip and curve. Then he moved his hands around from her back to her sides. Starfire attacked Robin's mouth, but then reached down, trying to pull off his gloves. Getting the message, Robin removed his hands from her to pull off his gloves, and then put his bare hands on her toned stomach.

Becoming aroused from his bare hands on her stomach, she began grinding on him once again. Robin moaned and kissed her harder, sucking on her tongue and bottom lip. Running his hands from her stomach down to her thighs, he reached her boots and pulled them down her legs. Once both her boots were gone, he ran his hands back up her legs and to her stomach, kicking off his own shoes in the process.

Starfire left Robin's lips and started leaving a trail of kisses along his jaw and down his neck to his chest. She licked his collarbone and swiped her tongue down to his abs, tasting every inch of his glorious chest. Robin moaned, then looked down at Starfire as she tormented him, finding that watching the goddess was extremely arousing. Trailing her tongue back up to his mouth she licked and kissed his lips.

Flipping them back over, he trailed kisses to her ear and growled "My turn."

He attached his mouth to hers, while their tongues battled his hands slowly ran upwards from her stomach until they reached the bottom of her shirt. Hesitantly, he moved one of his hands up until it rested over one of her breasts. Starfire moaned loudly and arched her back, pushing her chest firmer into his hand.

Encourged by her reaction he moved his other hand up, so that both of her breasts were covered by his hands. He gently squeezed one of her breasts and rubbed his hand in a slow circle. Starfire gasped and moaned arching her back further, kissing Robin even harder.

Becoming bold, Robin moved his hands to the bottom of her shirt and lifted it over her head. Robin looked down at Starfire wearing only her short purple mini skirt and a lacey lavender bra.

He looked up at her face and raised an eyebrow. "Lace?" he asked.

Starfire blushed a bright red and smlied sheepishly up at him. "It was friend Raven's idea" she replied bashfully. Then a seductive smile formed on her lips, "What is wrong with it? Do you not like it?" she asked, pushing out her chest.

Robin smirked, "Oh no, I love it, but you know" he said, leaning down to whisper in her ear, "I think it would look better on the floor."

Shivering in delight, she complied and rose up off the bed a little to allow him better access to her back. Reaching behind her, he undid the clasp to her bra, and slipped the straps off her shoulders, flicking the garment behind him. Then he let his gaze fall to her chest.

Robin forgot how to breathe as his eyes grew in size along with his arousal. Her breasts were flawless and firm, perfectly fitting into the palm of his hand. Heaving from their activities and the hungry gaze Robin was giving her, she flushed a light pink and fought not to cover herself.

Robin whispered "Beautiful" before he dominated her mouth with his.

Leaving her lips, he trailed open mouthed kisses along her jaw and across her neck, moving down to her chest. Taking one of her rosy nipples in his mouth, he began to lightly suckle on it. One of his hands rubbed her other breast and gently squeezed, tweaking her nipple.

Starfire gasped when Robin's mouth closed over one of her mounds. Letting out a moan of "Robin" while her back arched in ecstacy, causing more of her to go into his hot mouth.

"Richard" he said, looking up from her chest and into her eyes.

"What?" she asked breathlessly, looking up at him curiously.

"M-My real name is Richard" he explained, searching her eyes.

"Richard?" she said, testing out the name, then she smiled. "What a glorious name" she breathed, "May I call you Richard?"

"I would love it if you called me Richard" he said, meaning every word.

She began running her hands through his hair and lightly tugging on it, bringing his face back to her chest. He happily excepted her request and lightly pulled on her nipple with his teeth, causing her to give out a whimper. Gently nipping her chest he ran his tongue back up her neck and to her mouth where she devoured him. His hands continued their assault on her breasts by pinching and tweaking her nipples, causing her to rub herself on him and kiss him with more hunger.

Running his hands down her stomach and to her skirt, he started pulling it down her legs until she only wore underwear. Again Robin was surprised to find that Starfire wore a lacey lavender thong. Instead of questioning her though he just smirked and looked up at her.

She smiled sheepishly at him and said "It came with the bra."

Robin just chuckled and shook his head looking at the woman he loved, almost naked underneath him.

Starfire, feeling his arousal poking her, decided that he had too many clothes on. Making sure to rub her arousal on his, she caused him to suck in a breath. Upon hearing his intake of breath, she smiled seductively at him and said "Richard, I believe you have too many clothes on" flipping them once again.

Straddling his hips, she ran both of her hands down his chest, pushing her cleavage together and out, teasing him. Her nails digging into his skin lightly as she ran her hands down his chest, leaving a trail of fire in their wake. Robin hissed in slight pain and pleasure, squirming underneath her. Reaching the waist of his pants, she slowly started pulling them down his legs, until he too was only clad in a pair of boxers. Then, looking into his eyes, she slowly eased him of his last peice of clothing.

As soon as his boxers were gone, Robin let out a sigh of relief, not having been able to stand being trapped in his pants much longer. Starfire noticed this and giggled, until her gaze fell to Robin's manhood.

Being her first encounter with this particular part of human anatomy, she was curious. For one, she had no idea that it could be, well, so... large. She doubted it would even fit. Cautiously reaching out a hand, she grabbed him. Feeling the contradiction between smooth and rough skin, she gingerly began running her hand up and down his length.

Robin let out a moan and fought not to flip them so he could pound into her. Encouraged by his moans, Starfire began pumping her hand faster, all the way from the bottom of the shaft to the head. She was suddenly stopped by Robin's hand stilling her own.

Noticing her curious glance, Robin chuckled and said "I couldn't take much more. You are way to good at that."

Smiling, Starfire crawled up his body until her mouth met his, giving him a passionate kiss. Quickly turning into a frenzied kiss of tongues battling for dominance with moans and pants. Starfire grinded herself against Robin as she sucked on his neck, while his hands were fondling her breasts.

Flipping them back over, Robin moved his hands to Starfires panties and what remained covered underneath. Running his hands along the outside of her thong, he rubbed her center through the fabric. Starfire let out a deep moan in response as she attacked his neck. Encouraged by her response, he gently took off the only barrier between them and threw it on the floor. Looking over her body in the moonlight, he was in complete awe of the goddess underneath him.

"You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met in my entire life" Robin said, true love and adoration in his gaze and voice.

All of Starfires doubts flew away as she took in Robins words and gaze, turning red. Robin couldn't believe that despite what they were about to do, she still remained his sweet and innocent Starfire.

Focusing his attention back on her body, Robin looked at her womanhood, curiously running a finger over her slick folds.

"Mmm... " she moaned and attacked his lips once more.

Finding her moans to be incredibly sexy, he decided he needed to hear more of them. Inserting a finger between her slick folds, he smirked at the affect it had on her.

Starfire gasped, "Richard" she cried as her body stilled, solely focused on the sensations his finger was causing.

Encouraged by hearing her gasp, he inserted another finger into her and began pumping his fingers in and out of her. Starfire squirmed beneath him, letting out moans and gasps.

"R-Richard... Please,Richard... I-Ineedy-you" she begged in between pants.

Not wanting to make her wait any longer, he pulled his fingers out of her and positioned himself at her entrance.

"Are you sure Starfire?" Robin asked, looking into her eyes.

"Yes Richard I am sure" Starfire said, nodding her head.

"Ok... Umm... I've heard this next part is suppose to hurt" he said, trying to warn her.

She simply nodded her head and said "I know Richard, and I am ready."

Robin nodded his head and kissed her sweetly on the lips, then slowly eased himself into her, trying to make it as painless as possible. As soon as he was all the way in amd they were hip to hip, he stopped. Laying perfectly still as she got used to him,he felt her body tense under his. Starfire was in extreme pain, but trying not to show it. She felt like she was being stretched to the max. After a few minutes her discomfort began to fade and was instead replaced with an odd feeling, the feeling that there was something inside her that had never been there before.

Kissing him lightly on the lips to show she was fine and they could continue, Robin began to move. Starting slowly at first he pulled almost all the way out before gently pushing himself back in until they were hip to hip. It took all of Robin's self control to not cum right then and there, instead letting out a moan. Starfire followed suit as she let out a moan of her own as Robin began a steady rhythm.

Starfire had never felt so good in all her life. She ran her hands through his hair and tugged on it, moaning.

"God Star, you're so tight" he said through clenched teeth as he thrusted into her.

"I-Is that... b-bad" she said, the last word coming out as a moan.

"N-No... not... at... all" he said in between pants.

Robin picked up the pace as Starfire's moans became increasingly louder. Starfire sought out Robin's lips and kissed him with all of her passion as she was beginning to reach her breaking point.

"Mmm... Richard... oh, oh X'hal" she moaned as he thrusted into her and fondled her chest with his hands.

"Staaaarr..." he moaned in return.

Robin was thrusting into Starfire so hard that the bed was slightly rocking with each move. Then when Robin thought he was going to explode inside of her, he felt it. Starfire's walls clenched uncontrollably around Robin's length, and her back arched off of the bed.

"Richard!" Starfire yelled as she climaxed.

"Starfire!" Robin yelled as he came.

Robin collapsed on top of Starfire after he emptied himself into her. He laid on top of Starfire, both unable to move, still decending from their high. As soon as Robin recovered enough and was able to move, he rolled off of Starfire and laid next to her, pulling the blanket over them. Starfire turned so that she was facing Robin and looked into his eyes. Reaching out a hand Robin tucked some of Starfire's hair behind her ear and gave her a light kiss on the lips.

"So Star, is this as good as any of your stories?" he asked, a light smile on his face as he looked at her lovingly.

"No" she said, looking into his eyes. "This is better than anything I ever could have imagined Richard" she declared, smiling.

Smiling at her words, he pulled her flush against him "Good" he said, kissing her on the forehead.

Laying her head on his chest, Starfire snuggled into his side, never feeling so loved before and began purring. Despite being a slave and all the abuse from her captors and family, she found her true love and overcame all obstacles to be with him. Just like a chapter out of a fan fiction.

Feeling the strange vibrations from the girl snuggled into his side, he looked down at her and raised an eyebrow. "Are you, purring?" he asked.

"Oh... umm..." she said turning red as she looked up at him "Y-Yes, it is something Tamaranians do when we feel loved."

"Really?" he asked, smiling. "Well I'm glad you feel loved then" he said, squeezing her into a hug.

"Yes I do... Richard" she said, putting emphasis on the word 'Richard'.

He blushed and smiled sheepishly at her. "Haha... well, you know, I figured you might as well know my real name since we were going to make love" he said, turning an even deeper shade of red.

"Well I find your name to be glorious" she said, smiling.

"I'm glad."

"You know what else I find to be glorious?" she asked flirtatiously.

"What?" he said, smiling.

"The color of your eyes" she answered, taking a finger and tracing the outline of where his mask would usually be.

"Mine are nothing compared to yours" he replied.

"I have always dreamt of what color they are, and now I find they are the most dazzling shade of blue" she continued.

"I know you always wondered" he said smiling. "So I took off my mask to show you how much I cared for you, and clearly it worked" he teased her, lightly tickling her sides.

She giggled and screamed "N-No! Richard s-stop!" He began running his hands up and down her sides tickling her while she squealed, him laughing at her reaction. Barely being able to breath she laid next to him, panting from Robin's relentless tickling.

After she caught her breath and stopped giggling from their little tickle fight, she smirked as she supported her head with her hands "I will have to take the shower in the morning, perhaps you would like to join me?" she asked, drawing imaginary things on his chest.

Robin's eyes widened as he looked down at her, swallowing the lump in his throat "Oh... um... yeah" he said, imagining Starfire in the spray of the shower. She giggled and Robin just shook his head "You sly minx" he said affectionately, running a hand through her hair.

"Perhaps..." she replied, trying to act indignant. "Now let us get the shut of eye" she said as she lowered her head on his chest and settled into his side, shutting her eyes.

"Goodnight Star" Robin said "I love you."

"Goodnight Richard, I love you too" she said as he wrapped an arm around her.

No more stories for me, she thought as she took in a deep breath, none will ever be as good as real life she concluded finally. Drifting off into a sweet sleep, Starfire dreamt of her new happy ending.

Whew! That was a LOT of smut, but I think it's cute. ;) Yeah, yeah, I'm aware my mind is messed up, but hey you're reading this so meh! :p Any who, I have revised this story (or at least this chapter) because it has been bothering me. Now it flows a bit nicer, but there are probably still mistakes. Oh well, no ones perfect.

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Hey and check out my other stories while you're at it, I promise MOST of them aren't as disturbing as this one! ;)

Coming Up: The morning after and 'good news'