"Bella Bella! Are you going to be in the talent show?" Alice asked excitedly.
Her, Rose, and Emmett were the only ones talking to me. I had hurt both Jasper and Edward without trying to and now neither one of them would spare me a second glance.
"I guess..." I trailed off thinking of what I could even do for the talent show.
"Yay! I bet you win!" Alice squealed as we finally approached the table
"Bella is going to be in the talent show!"
"Good for her." Jasper said in a monotone. I knew he was mad at me, but he and Edward were starting to piss me off!
"You know what, shut the hell up Jasper!" Rose said as she stood up. Obviously Rose had enough of it to.
"She already has enough going on!"
"What do you mean, her life is perfect!" This time it was Edward who spoke up.
"Was" I Whispered,
"What do you mean?" Jasper asked.
"Nothing" I said as I walked away.
By now I was fully aware of what I was doing for the talent show.
*Talent Show*
"Now Isabella Swan will be singing an original song she wrote for her dad!"
After watching some of the other people I was pretty darn nervous.
"I wrote this song for my dad. I swear I am still not use to him being gone." I tried to attempt a weak joke so I didn't burst out crying.
Maybe it's the things I say
Maybe I should think before I speak
But I thought that I knew enough,
To know myself and do what's right for me
And these walls I'm building now
You use to break them down
The tears I'm crying out
You use to wipe away
I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't make me have to choose
Between what I want
And what you think I need
Cuz I'll always be your little girl
But even little girls have got to dream
Now it all feels like a fight
You were always on my side
The lonely I feel now
You use to make it go away
I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart'
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart
Don't wanna be torn
Why is all this so confusing?
Complicated and consuming?
Why does all this make me angry?
I wanna go back to being happy
The tears I'm crying now
You use to wipe away
I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay,
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
As I finished with the last note I took in all the cheers. And the only ones I could thank were my dad -for always being there for me before his time was up-, Jasper and Edward-for making me be torn-.
"Bella I am so sorry!" Jasper said as he came up to me.
"I finally made my choice." I said with a small smile.
"Oh…really," He asked sadly.
"Yeah, I choose you. I was just waiting until you stopped trying to make me choose." I said as he hugged me.
And as I said this I swear I could hear Charlie telling me 'I told you listening to you heart was easy. I love you Bella.'
"Love you too dad." I whispered.