Rated: Older Teen

Pairing:Ichiru/Shizuka

Father.. even Zero always warned me about getting into a relationship with an older women. But I didn't listen.. And I got myself involved with a prefect creature, who was in her early thirty by her appearance and I was fresh out of high school. I never liked school unlike my twin. So going to college was never in my future.

I floated from job to job. Moved in and out of friend's places.. Party all the time.. Then I met her at a night club I was working at. My pretty face drew in the customer and her. Like a flower blooming out of season. She completely captive me.

I wish I could say everything was prefect when I went back to her place and never left. However no matter how much I tried it wouldn't work. It was never going to be prefect.. My heart would explode first..

"Please just hear me now." My words broke out another one of episodes. One more screaming and yelling fit as she lash out on me. Shizuka, is the only women I know who can completely wear me out.. Mentally, emotionally and physically.

"No one ever hears me out, Ichiru. We're done! We are completely and utterly over!" she screamed at me we drove back to our place.

So she can calm her rage in the most natural way. With a few puffs.. Instead of making misery we were on the flooring having the best break up sex then the night before.

Maybe I am sick, twisted, yes even somewhat disturbed.. However when she scream at me 'I hate you.' Her nails feel way better as they dig into my flesh. When she moans 'I'll miss you when you're gone, Ichiru.' The goose bump reach all the way to my toes.

With out any doubts in mind the break ups is very worth the sex. Laying on the cold floor, wrapped in the kimono she was wearing. Watching her take a few more hits.. Knowing with every fiber of my body another one of her episodes will break out.. Just like the night before.. Causing another around of her bitching and yelling things she doesn't mean. I could only look forward to the outcome of what happen after that.

So I can handle all the Shizuka baggage she caring. I don't mind that I'm always wore out from her. 'Don't worry so much, Father. Everything alright now.' I thought to myself watching her get stoned once more. So we can make love rather than misery..

"Ichiru, stay with me forever."

"As you wish."

My relationship isn't prefect, no matter how hard I try. Shizuka, not the type of women you bring home for any holidays or family events.. But I love what she does to me..

A/n: Inspired by the Hinder song 'get stoned'