Gilbert looked down at his gleaming knife and smirked, They're all so oblivious… For the past five years the albino had been false to everyone. They all think I'm some egoistic bastard. The thought made him laugh, They won't miss me. And I won't miss them. And with that on his mind, he dug the knife deep into his wrist until he felt it strike bone. He ripped it up to the crook of his elbow and tore it out, the crimson blood flowing steadily out and blinding pain filling in. He sighed and leaned back in the chair, watching the flow, his vision slowing fading as the red pool on the table grew larger and larger.
Ludwig walked into the house, So happy I finished my work early. He looked around the living room, I wonder where bruder is. Maybe we can go drinking together…..it's been forever! He looked in the basement—nothing. By this point he was worried, the house was silent and his brother was the opposite of that. Maybe he's in the kitchen….. The blonde German was shaking slightly as he walked, something's not right….. And when he walked into the kitchen, his hunch was proven correct.
Gilbert awoke later in a pure white room. "Fuck…" He hissed, Damn bastard got home in time… He sat up and stretched, popping his spine and sighing. "I'll just try again when I get outta this hell hole."
"I don't think so," A familiarly accented voice growled from beside him. Gilbert looked over at his blonde brother and laughed harshly, "What? You're gonna stop me. As if."
Ludwig stared at his brother in shock, Why is he so different!? "What happened to you bruder! And why the hell did you do that!?" He jabbed his finger at his older brother's wrist which was now bandaged.
His brother looked down at the sterile white bed sheets silently, all previous anger gone and replaced by a solemnity that was difficult for even Ludwig to grasp. "Well."
"It's of no business of yours. Leave me be." Gilbert whispered, not looking up. Why doesn't he just let me die! He's never around and I'm just a burden, what's the point of my existence if I just get in everyone's way…
Ludwig looked at Gilbert with wide eyes, looking very similar to that of a kicked puppy. Slight guilt twanged in the albino, I've never seen him look like that since he was five….
"B-but bruder…" He stammered, trying to find out what was wrong with his older sibling.
Gilbert sighed and ran his hands through his hair, "Just get out."
"Not until you tell me what's wrong." He sat and stubbornly crossed his arms over his chest, eyes cold.
"Well you're gonna be here forever." He tilted his head down and avoided his brother's harsh and broken gaze.
Ludwig got up and slowly left, his body numb. He stood in the doorway for a moment and said softly, "Why brother…" then he was gone.
Tears pricked in the corners of the albino's eyes and he rubbed his hand over the white stained red bandages. "Because I'm useless. Because I shouldn't even be alive right now…."
He laid his head down on the pillow and fell into a fitful sleep.
Ludwig slid down to the floor and leaned his head back against the wall in the hallway. He felt the tears come and hide his face in his hands and started to sob.
A/N: uhm…yea…no response to this….next chapter to come soon.