No More Goodbyes
Disclaimer: I dont own Twilight, Stephenie Meyer does.
Y'know, bein Sam Uley's little sister was a total piss off on some days. Only because when I'm starving, I open the fridge to find that the bastards ransacked the fridge. Again. I only liked Jacob and Sam really. The other's were just.... well full of themselves.
I groaned and plopped onto the couch, not caring anymore. Sam had told the pack to steer clear of me. Jacob told me that he didn't care about me.
My brother and his friends never came around anymore. The only association i have with the wolves is Bella Swan. But that's just cause she's my best friend. Not even she could help with the pain. Nothing could numb it. Especially since the only guy I've ever loved, told me he didn't care.
I streaked to the kitchen and smiled darkly. I grabbed a pen and left a note.
Dear, whoever finds me.
I'm sorry to who found me like this. Bloody. I guess that I just wasn't good enough anymore. I want to say I'm sorry for whatever I did. Oh that's right.... I called you guys backstabbers. But that was after the hateful things you said. Well it doesn't matter right? Im just a seventeen year old girl who doesn't know anything.
*****Kathrina Uley*****
I grabbed a knife and dug the blade into my wrists, watching blood pour out. I laughed at the sight. Who knew death could be so... so humurous? I took a deep breath and plunged the knife, deep into my stomach.
I pulled it out with a sharp gasp, cut my throat, and leaned against the wall. Darkness consumed me, but not before I heard three blood-curdling screams.
" Oh my god Emily" I heard Bella's muffled sob.
" Too much blood" i heard Emily whisper.
I heard the door crash open. Why the hell could i not open my eyes!!!
" Emily, I got your...... oh my god." Billy Black?
I could hear the faint sound of a monitor..... oh crap. It's one of those heart measure things..... damn it!
" What happened?" Billy choked out.
" Dear whoever finds me. Im sorry to who found me like this. Bloody. I guess that I just wasn't good enough anymore. I want to say I'm sorry for whatever I did. Oh that's right.... I called you guys backstabbers. But that was after the hateful things you said. Well it doesn't matter right? Im just a seventeen year old girl who doesn't know anything." Emily read aloud.
I felt a bony hand grasp mine. Must be Bella's.
" They're gonna pay. Leah phased to go deliver the news to those.... the hateful protectors, that sixteen year old Kathrina Uley is in the the hospital, in a coma from blood loss. She... she cut her wrists, she stabbed herself... slit her throat!" Bella shrieked, her grip becoming tighter.
" Bella. Calm down." Emily whispered.
I heard the sound of a chair scraping against the floor.
" Where is her room!?!?!" i heard someone yell.
" Just down the hall!" i heard Leah growl.
I heard footsteps... er stampede... make it's way to my room.
" Get the fuck away from her!" Emily growled, followed by skin to skin contact. Slap? ouch!
" holy shit...." sam whispered in a broken voice.
Then i couldnt breathe.
" get the nurse in here now!!!!!" Bella screamed.
I couldn't get any air in or out.
I heard tons of people rush in, then felt the contact of some mask on my face.
I realized it was one of those breathing masks. The darkness, unconsciousness some may call it, took over.
" It's too bad you weren't there today Kitty. Claire was asking for you." I heard Seth say. A rundown of his day? well this oughta be interesting.
" She kept saying ' wheres kitty? Where's Kitty?'" He sobbed. " She's at the docotors Claire' we told her. We couldn't tell..... we cant tell a three year old that her aunt might not make it through. Please Kitty. Please don't say goodbye. Not just yet. We can't.... dont put us through that," he choked out.
" Seth? Can i have a turn?" i heard Sam ask quietly.
I didn't hear any movement.
" Hey honey. Im not sure if you can hear me right now. Oh god Seth? Is this what you sound like to Edward? Ugh nevermind. Anyways. Im sorry. I didn't..... oh god.... I was just mad..... I didn't mean it. None of us did. And when I forced them to not see you..... it killed them Kay. It killed all of us. Please. We need you.... I need you.... hell even Paul admitted he needed you and... well that's something coming from Paul. I love you little sister." He whispered. His voice rough... cracking through most of his little speech.
" I'm sorry. I cant stand seeing you like this Baby Uley. I can't. and you know what kills me the most? that it took seeing you in a hospital bed to see just how much I love you!" Jake said.
Silence took over. He loved me? OH MY GOD HE LOVED ME!!!!!!!!!!!
" Well of course if you cant hear me now.... this is going to be awkward. I'd probably be sulking... dying to know if you," He went on.
" Jake?" I croaked out while my eyelids slowly opened.
Several gasps echod through the tiny room as everyone jumpred to their feet and surrounded the hospital bed.
" Baby Uley?" Jake whispered, his eyes red.
" I love you Black" i murmured as my eyelids started to clsoe.
" No stay awake! Please for me?" Jake begged.
My eyes fluttered open and i saw them take in a breath of relief.
Doctor CUllen rushed in with a smile on his face.
" You're awake!" he said. I simply nodded.
" here. Eat so you can stay awake" he said with the happiest voice in the world, as he handed me a tray of fruit. I smiled and reached for an orange, but Sam beat me to the punch. Hmm well this oughta be interesting.