Summary: Dean thinks some is wrong with him. The very thing wrong with him is his best friend. Enter his best friend Cas who has a secret of his own. He wants Dean and thinks he knows what Dean needs. He tries to give Dean what he needs but is that enough. He knows dean is going threw something but how long can he accept that. He tells Gabriel who tells Jo. By telling them they end up lying. Why is it that Bella Dean's girlfriend is the only one being honest. Join Dean, Castiel, Gabriel, and Jo as they go threw high school trying to keep everything under warps.

Author's Note: Thank you for taking the time to read the first story. I hope you enjoy. I like to write a story that just keeps on building. SO let's treat this like it's a new TV show. Give it the first ten episodes or chapters before you decided if you want to continue I will only write from 1st pov. I hope you enjoy. Trust me this will be a story you will never forget. Hell give it more than ten chapters. You will love and hate me at the same time. This promise you . I am sorry for any ting missed during edit. Make sure you read the chapters from Jo and Gabriel's pov. They are important plus you might love their story too. But I wouldn't write from their pov if it wasn't important.

p.s i should warn you, I write this while i am not sober. It's the only way i can write. please take the time to read this. I edited this the best way i can. i changed it from 3rd person pov to 1st. I hope you enjoy.

Warning This story might piss you off a lot. Dean will especially make you mad. Jo and Gabriel are major characters too. Sam is not in this one but he will be in future stories once he gets older.

Part 1: I Do kind of like you...maybe Love you

Freshman Year

Chapter 1: September

Dean

Welcome to Lawrence, Kansas population ten thousand. We are a town where everybody has a smile of their face and love in their hearts. A town that welcomes all, where everybody knows everybody and there is no such thing as a secrets. At least that is the line we give to tourist. See we are a town that makes our revenue between the months of May and September. We are located by man-made beaches. We attract a lot of mid-west people who are too cheap to travel far. Anybody who comes here feels like this is a place where you let your hair down, relax, and not be judge, but the truth is; it's all a lie. Yes I said it, the people here are all full of crap. Everybody judges everybody and everybody has a secret they don't want to get out. If you come down here during the summer season, it's like our town is one big happy family, but once you leave, we go back to secretly hating each other and trying our best to keep our secrets from getting out.

Now that I have told you about my town, let me tell you about me. My name is Dean Winchester, my friends call me Dean. I am fourteen years old and yeah I have a secret, but I'll get to that a little later. I live in a part of Lawrence that is known as simply as The Crest. I live in a four bedroom two story house, with my aunt, uncle, and cousin but I have come to think of them as my parents and sister. My little brother use to live here too but he got a scholarship to attention some boarding school in Philadelphia, so he spends most of his time there. He does come home for holidays and school vacations. I love him dearly and will forever choose him over anybody.

I moved in with them when I was eight years old. See my mother was murdered when I was four and my dad kind of lost it. See my mom's killer walked free and that didn't sit well with him. He tracked down the guy and killed him with his bare hands. He has been in jail ever since. In case you are wondering he is severing a life sentence. A lot of people always ask me about my parents but I never tell them. I simply find a way to change the subject. Trust me it's a lot harder than it sounds. You might wonder why I don't tell them but like I said before people in this town judge you and I don't need to be judge even more. Especially when it comes to my own little dirty secret.

Now you might be thinking what so bad that a fourteen year old boy feels he needs to hide. If you ask my aunt and uncle they would sayi am too young. Oh by the way I am aure they have secrets of there own but hey I don't know and I can't tell. I have one of my own. To tell you my secret I have to tell you everything and it starts here.

It's Tuesday morning in Lawrence and my family is sitting around the kitchen table, each taking part in their morning routines. My uncle Robert Singer simply known as Boby sits at the table reading his Daily News drinking a cup of coffee. My aunt and his wife Ellen sits next to him with a plate of eggs and toast. Their only daughter my cousin or sister as I have come think of her Joanna also known as Jo sits eating a bowl of cereal. I should warn you, if you ever call her Joanna she would knock your head off. She hates it.

This how our mornings always went. We are a close family but we just aren't simply morning people. We value those quiet moments before our day starts. I value them the most especially today of all days. It's the first day of high school and I couldn't be more nervous. I was up all last night thinking how the next four years of my life would go. I never been a bad student but I never been a great one. I always found myself right in the middle. Not doing great but not doing bad either, but last night I vowed to myself that I would do things different. I would try my hardest so I could get into a good college. Yeah it might a little early to be thinking of college but hey you got to start somewhere. So anyway back to breakfast.

"Why hasn't your cousin come down yet?" My uncle says as he looks at his watch. I had come down. I had just stepped into the kitchen when he noticed that I am not there yet.

"I'm not his keeper daddy, but my guess would be he up there making sure he looks pretty for the first day of school." Jo says with a mouth full of food. For someone so pretty, she sure has no class. She is always talking with something in her mouth and nine times out of ten it's always something sarcastic. My aunt starts to say something but I clear my throat to let them know I am standing behind them.

"Dean honey what's wrong" she asks noticing the worried expression on my face as I headed to the cabinet to grab a bowl. I sworeI was hiding my nerves better.

"Oh nothing Just-"

"Just you're nervous about high school right" she asks with her warm loving smile. Aunt Ellen had that aura about her. She could make anybody feel at ease. Even a death row inmate but don't let that fool you. She always and will always have a mean side. Lucky for us it only comes out when we were royally screwed.

"Yeah I guess" I said sitting next to my pink haired cousin. I still can't get over her dyeing her hair pink. She use to have this beautiful golden hair that flowed down her back. I guess she wants to make a statement too. It's her first day too. We are only three months apart so we have always gone through school together. Even though she drives me crazy half of the time, I am still glad she will be right there with me.

"Oh just relax. I'm sure you'll do just fine." Aunt Ellen says as she rubs her hands threw my blonde hair. I have always had a low cut but somewhere in the middle of august I decided to let it grow out more. I figured it would complement my green eyes and naturally tanned skin then have a low cut.

"You should be if you're wearing that." Jo says as she poured herself another bowl of cereal. My god she eats like grown man. She could eat her weight and then some in food.

"Thanks for the words of encouragement" I said twirling his thumbs. I said it sarcastically, but I tried to make it sound strong if that makes sense. I don't want her or anybody else to know I am secretly freaking out..

"Jo, why you can't be nice to Drew" my aunt asks as she rests her head on her hand. If you don't know by now I have taken a seat at the table. Although I don't know why I bought an empty bowl to the table, I am too nervous to eat

"I'm just getting him ready for what he is about to walk into." Jo says as if she is all knowing.

"What I am getting into to? You don't even know what you are walking into." I said pointing at her. I had too. If I didn't then she would go on longer than what she was about to.

"Yes but I'm a hot chick " she said pointing her spoon at herself "Look here Dean. You're a weirdo, the sooner you accept that the better." I really hate her right now.

"Joanna Beth" Aunt Ellen says as she shakes her head. "Honestly if you can't be nice then keep that mouth of yours shut." I want to laugh, say something, or maybe even do both but I know if I do she will snap on me. Plus hearing hea ing her say Jo's full name is enough for me. She hates her name. Anytime she hears it, her teeth starts to grind. See Jo thinks her name is too old fashion and girly at the same time. She wants to be known as a girl but a sporty girl if that makes sense.

"Oh come on mom I'm kidding" she said blowing a kiss at me. My aunt gave her a look to let her know she was not amused, so she decided to keep her mouth closed. My aunt's looks can speak a thousand words without even saying something. I love it and fear it at the same time.

As we all decided to stop talking I sat there thinking about Jo's words. I wondered if there was any truth to them. Would I get picked on at school? I have always been the total opposite of my cousin. She was everybody's best friend at least I think. She never was for one to tell me if she had a problem in school. She always told me, which I guess she learn from Aunt Ellen. See I usually spent time talking about it and I got into fights at least twice week in middle school. I had always been one of the shortest guys in school which was why I guess I was always was picked on. That was then, but over the summer I grew six inches and was kind of tall now. I went from being five foot two to five foot eight. I also put on some muscle thanks to my best friend Castiel but thanks to me people now call him Cas. Everybody called him that, expect a few people but I will get to that. But me and Cas worked out every day over summer break. Now I dear somebody to say something. I also took up boxing if you haven't guessed.

The sound of the kitchen door slamming knocked me out of my thoughts. "Jeez paranoid much" Jo says eating yet another bowl of cereal. She better be careful, she might start to gain weight. Wait what am I saying, if she gains weight she might take it out on me.

"Hello everyone. I'm sorry about slamming the door. It just got away from me." Cas says in his deep voice.

"It's okay Cas but you might of scared Dean. I guess you're going to have to kiss him to make it better." She said looking over her chair.

"Hey Cas. Bite me Jo."

"I would but I don't want Cas here to get jealous" I had to just roll my eyes at her comment as I got up to grab my book bag. I was so nervous last night I left my things in the kitchen so I could be ready to go. Does that makes me dork?

"You do know school doesn't start for like another forty-five minutes and it's like a fifteen minute walk right." Jo says looking at her imaginary watch.

"Yeah I know but I wanna see Bella before school starts." Bella is my girlfriend if you haven't guessed.

"Bella, oh my god why are you still with her" she says turning to look at me. I of course was now irritated. Cas of course just stood there hoping he would not be dragged into a 'What do you think of Bella debate?'

"What's your problem with her now?" I ask

"Nothing I just think that you too aren't right for each other. Don't you agree Cas?" she says looking at him. I can tell he just wants to be left out of it.

Cas being the person that he is just chuckled at her comment as he hoped to god she would not try and force him to comment about our relationship. I can read Cas. I know him better than anybody will ever know.

"Someone else? Like who?" I ask. I have to ask her. Jo doesn't make sense at times. See I don't get it. At first she liked my girlfriend but in last couple months she had a change of heart.

"Will you get the hell out of my kitchen with this nonsense. Ya idjits " My uncle says. He really is a really a nice guy but he just hated nonsense.

"But Daddy it was just getting fun." Jo says in a pouty voice as she got up to leave the kitchen. I am so glad he said something. Sometimes I don't know when to shut up.

"See you at school" I sat as I flasha fake smile as the two of us walked out the door

Author's Note.

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