AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Hey guys! I have read lots of Vauseman fanfics and now I decided to write one my own! I am really sorry if my English isn't right sometimes; it's not my native language (but I guess there aren't lots of Dutch people on this site, considering practically everything is English haha).
It's an AU Vausemen endgame fanfic! Rated T, maybe M later but I'm not sure yet.

DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own ANY of the characters in this story!

"Al, you really have to eat something"

I shrugged. "Do I?"
Piper has been overprotective since the incident, two weeks ago. We are together for a while now and we survived a lot of struggles together. Most of the time it was Piper struggling, while I helped her get through it. I don't like sharing my problems, I am used to solve things on my own. But now Piper wants to help me. She thinks she needs to help me.

"Yes, Alex. You really do. You haven't eaten something for like 24 hours. Have you been using drugs? You never eat when you use drugs.."

I felt her hand on my shoulder.
"Look at me, Al."
I knew I would break if I would look her in her eyes. I can't lie to those baby blue eyes. I just can't, so I looked at my feet.

"I am just not hungry Pipes. Besides, summer is coming and I want to fit in my bikini" I added the last part chuckling.
"Oh fuck that, Al. I know you don't care about the bikini. You don't even like swimming."
Piper knew me too well. I shrugged again.
"Just leave it, Pipes. I am okay. Besides, I have to go now"
I stood up and threw the bread Piper made for me in the bin. I knew she was staring at me, her eyes pinned in my back.
"Where are you going then? Shall I join you?" she asked softly.
I sighed while leaning on the kitchentable. Why does she have to be so fucking cute? I decide not to answer, considering the fact I might break down in front of her.
"Alex?"

I walked away to the bedroom, to put on my shoes. She followed me.
"Alex, please just talk to me. I want to help you, you know. I really care about you and I don't know what to do. Should I call Nicky?" Her voice was shaking, as if she was scared to talk to me. I felt sorry for her, although I knew it was my own fault.
"Pipes, just don't worry okay? You don't have to call Nicky, you don't have to do anything" I walked towards her, placed my hands on her hips and pulled her against me. "You don't have to do anything, besides from fucking me tonight" I whispered in her ear. I felt her body shiver the moment my breath reached her skin. I know my voice can turn her on amazingly quick.
Our eyes met eachother and we kissed, untill she pulled back a little. Our forheads still connected and she closed her eyew for a moment, before looking me in the eye.
"Please just say you are not doing drugs again?" she closed her eyes again.
"I'm not doing drugs again, Pipes" I lied.
"Promise? Please promise?"
I kissed her again and walked away. "I will be home late Pipes, don't wait for me with dinner" I slammed the door behind me and left her alone. As soon as I stood outside, feelings of guilt began to come up. I shivered since I forgot my jacket, so I started walking. When I was sure I was far away from home and Piper wouldn't come and sneak up on me, I reached for my phone in my pocket.

Alex: I need some stuff, where can I meet you? - Alex

I sat down on a bench while waiting for an answer. I noticed my mind slipping into these flashbacks, so I tried to mention all the things around me, as I learned from Nicky. Nicky is an old friend who suffered from a drugs addiction for quite some years. She is clean now and I am amazingly proud of her for that. I wish I could be as brave as she is, but I just feel way to lost for that right now. Especially since two weeks ago, with the whole incident...
The sound of my phone snapped me out of my thoughst. One new message.

Ayden: Meet me in the coffeecorner. - Ayden

The coffecorner wasn't far from where I was. I stood up while texting him back.

Alex: Be there in 5.

I tried not to think of Piper while walking to the coffeecorner. I have to be in control of myself. I am in control of myself.

AN:

Hope you guys liked it! Again, I'm sorry if there are any mistakes in there. It's not really long but I just wanted to try and see if it's good enough, you know. If I continue, other chapters will not be this short!
I will continue if you guys like me to, so leave a comment!

Lots of love, AlexxPiper