So I have no idea how well this will do on this board. It's doing great on the other boards but I guess we'll have to see how it does over here...

It's MerDer. And totally and completely AU.

Stuff you guys should know...It's rated about PG-13. I will TRY to update once a day...but no promises. First update should be up in a while.

And I don't own the show, it's characters, any of the songs I use or anything else I use.

Here's the song:

Lifehouse First Time Lyrics

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the scar, under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the scar, under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the scar that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Like being in love to feel for the first time

Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Like being in love to feel for the first time

The first chapter is really short but very important so pay close attention to the deails!

First Time

Stupid. This was stupid. Totally and completely stupid. Moving someone across the country against their will was stupid. And mean. Stupid and mean. Growing up on one end of the country for ten years and then being moved to the other side should be illegal. Definitely illegal. Flying coach with…other people should also be illegal. But it's not. Overbearing parents should be illegal. But they're not. There are a lot of things that should be illegal. But they're not, so here she was.

This wasn't fair. She didn't do anything wrong. She was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Of course, it was blown way out of proportion, so now she was being sent to the other end of the country to live with a family she didn't know she had until about a week ago, and being forced to attend some dumb ass private school and basically be the Marsha fucking Brady of the Upper East Side of Manhattan.

But of course, everyone just loves a good scandal. Why she was ending up in Manhattan was definitely a scandal. Or it would be turned it to one. Oh, this would be fun. Almost too much. Definitely not…ordinary, as her mother would say. Little did her mother know, no daughter of the Great Ellis Grey was ordinary.

Tell me what you think!