WHY
-RedMoon-17: yagami tsugumi loves yaoi said I should write this so I did. I don't own Naruto.
I didn't deserve him,
I know I didn't.
I thought that by betraying him,
It would show him,
Show him that I wasn't good enough for him.
I didn't.
They say it was suicide,
They know it wasn't.
They say it wasn't my fault,
They know it was.
I won't see him again,
Because of my stupidity.
I know I won't go where he is.
He was happy,
And I was the person that took that happiness away.
They say I'll only get fined,
They think I should go to jail.
My brother said this would happen,
I didn't listen to him.
And because of it,
My love is now dead.
And I now want to kill myself too.
They say that's childish,
They want me to do it.
I shouldn't have ignored him,
We could have still been friends.
I was the idiot,
Not him.
I shouldn't have called him that.
And now I'm in hell because of it.
No, this isn't hell,
Its worse then hell,
Because he is not here with me.
I wish I could tell him,
Tell him that I'm sorry.
But I can't,
I can't because I too am dead.
Like I said,
I'm in a place far worse than hell.
Because he isn't here with me.