Words Drop

Have I posted Gravitation before? I'm not sure but I do know I've written it before… In any case, the song is Bleed by Hot Chelle Rae. And, before you ask, I don't own the song or Gravitation. Enjoy.

I feel like I'm drowning in ice water

My lips have turned a shade of blue

Everyone who knows you knows that your relationship with Yuki isn't always easy. In fact, most of the time, you feel like an emotional wreck. Even the best feelings leave you disoriented. Dizzy. Like you've been spinning and spinning and spinning… Part of you wants it to stop. Wants to put both feet firmly on the ground and savor the feeling of being completely in control. You barely remember what that feels like. It's been so long since you've been steady. The other part, he part that's in love, the stronger part, the one that can barely breathe, wants to be dizzy forever. Wants to be Yuki's forever.

I'm frozen with this fear

That you may disappear

Before I've given you the truth

Whenever you write songs about him or for him, there are always two different views on them. Some say that their emotions have been captured by a simple pen to paper action. And others say that they are the most horrible, dizzying, emotions thrown up all over the page. Those are the people who always want to be in complete control. Yuki used to be in the latter category. He claims that he still is now. Now, though, when you sing those songs or he reads them over your shoulder, a little smile flickers across his face. And you know he can relate.

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you

So you can see what I can't say

People say you're stupid. And, honestly, you'd have to agree. But you're pretty good at reading people. And, if you really press him, even Yuki will admit that you capture emotion pretty well. But not better than him. And that's alright. Because you don't want to outdo him anyways. You just want to be his equal. Sometimes, you think that, instead of stupid, people should say you aren't intellectual. It's true. You aren't good at school and facts and stuff like that. You're just good at reading people, making their emotions simpler and putting them on paper before singing them for the world.

I'm dying here (I'm dying here)

'Cause I can't say what I want to

I bleed my heart out just for you

Your favorite thing about song writing is that those feelings that you can't really give voice to, seem to like being put into rhythm and spilled across the page like a mess you can't possibly clean up. It hurts. To look at the paper and know that the right moment for these words was a week ago or yesterday or anytime in the past that isn't today. If it were anyone else you wouldn't put yourself through this. You wouldn't you say. But you probably would. 'Cause that's love.

And it's all here in

Black and white and red

For all the times

Those words were never said

Yep. That's it. Maybe you could be an awesome person and tell me what you think?