Waves of pleasure shot through him with every thrust. Steady-paced, Hajime bent down, laying his chest on Toru's wet back. "More?" He whisperered, his lips brushing on Toru's ear

"Yea..nnnhhh aaahhh...yeah...yes..." The brunette uttered.

With a swift movement, he pulled out of Toru, making him gasp. He grabbed his hips and turned him around, and leaned down grasping Toru's erection.

"Haj-AHH!" Toru moaned loudly, as he started going up and down on him with his mouth. He circled the tip with his tongue, the brunette's member growing hotter, rubbing his own erection in the process.

"I'm...ah...ahh...about to..." Toru panted arching back, his eyes shut tightly.

"Not yet, Toruuu..." he slurred, releasing the throbbing shaft.

"Ple- Please." A hungry grin spread on Hajime's features. He thrust his index finger inside Toru, then two fingers and three, getting a loud groan from the brunette.

"Please, please." The brunette begged again, and his lover thrust his cock inside him. Toru immediately released as his lover burst inside of him.

Toru panted, a wide grin adorning his lips. "Hajime," he murmured, leaning on his elbow to look at the spike-haired teen. "I love..." the words dried in his throat as he saw Hajime jaw-dropped and wide-eyed, stepping backwards slowly.

"What's wrong?" He jolted up to a sitting position, grasping the sheets in his palms, his body not quite ready to stand up yet.

Hajime stared at him with trembling lips and mouthed something.

"What is it, Hajime? What's wrong?" He begged.

The spike-haired teen shook his head and murmured a word, muffled by the sound of him tumbling down on the pile of clothes carelessly thrown earlier.

"Sorry, can you repeat that?" Toru said.

"Gh... Ghoul."

A wave of dread and guilt ran him through like a knife – well, worse, actually. He'd been stabbed before, and it wasn't quite as horrible as this.

"Hajime,I.. I'm…" Tears welled up in the rims of his eyes.

"No!" he yelled at him, sneering in disgust and hatred. "Shut up, Shitty Oikawa."

Don't call me that, he wanted to say, call me Toru again. Anything, really. Just not Oikawa, like he did when they were still just friends.

"I'm sorry!" He shouted, and slided from the bed to the cold wooden floor. Toru immediatelly pulled his knees to his chest to hide his naked body from Hajime.

The spike-haired teen just shook his head, "Fucking die, Shittykawa. Just die." He spat, and stood up collecting his clothes from the floor.

"Wait, please!" Toru leaped off the floor with his inhumane speed and gripped the other male's wrist.

Hajime pulled back and back again but the ghoul was stronger than him and he knew it. Toru turned him around, making him face him but he was hurt. He glared off to the side. Toru, nevertheless, looked at him, at the human being in front of him that was his life force, not because genetically he was his prey, but because if it wasn't for him, Toru would be dead cold inside.

"Let me go, Oikawa." He pronounced the syllables in a quiet manner, soft even, though his expression remained the same angered, betrayed one.

Toru took a gulp of air to steady himself. "We have known each other since second grade, we have been teammates for over ten years, and we have been lovers for three."

"Shut up!" The other male snapped, the arm under Toru's grip trembling. Toru could tell just how he was feeling, because he'd known Iwaizumi ajimeHajimeHajime his entire life and he wasn't the kind of guy who walked away.

"I didn't tell you because when we met we were kids and I didn't really care whether you were human or ghoul because you were my first friend, my best friend. I didn't tell you in junior high because you were taught to hate ghouls… You would've hated me too. You would've thought I was just lying because ghouls are wolves in sheep's clothing. It's in our nature to lie." Toru paused and took a deep breath, trying to contain his emotions.

"When it was time for high school, I was already too in love with you to give a damn if I was a ghoul and you were a human."

Toru stopped there and let a single tear escape his eye, stream down his cheek and land on Hajime's clenched fist.

"So why didn't you tell me now, that we're together!?" He blurted out, the pain in his voice hitting Toru like a brick wall. He shuddered with the words and Hajime's glare, locked onto his eyes – onto his real, pitch-black and crimson-red eyes.

"Why?" he repeated in a lower, tired voice.

"Because I love you! I was protecting you!" He let go of the other teen's wrist and cupped his cheeks with his hands. He pulled him closer taking a step towards Hajime but the other male planted a palm on his naked chest stopping him and threw his hands off his face brashly.

"That's exactly why you should've told me," Hajime said then turned his back on the ghoul, headed for the door.

"YOU WOULD'VE LEFT ME!" He shouted as loud as he could. "You would've left me and I couldn't bear it – I can't bear it! I can't lose you!"

Iwaizumi Hajime stopped dead on his tracks.

He whirled in place, tossed the clothes he'd been carrying aside and looked about as murderous as possible.

"Goddamn it, are you serious right now!? Do you know how much I had to put up with all these years!? Do you know how many times I wondered if you were going to leave me for good for some girl!? Do you think being a ghoul is more detestable than seeing the arrogant prick you like surrounded by girls every single waking minute!?"

Toru's lips were pressed into a thin line with a deep wrinkle between his eyebrows. "Well….yeah. But I'd never leave you for some girl!" He said. "You're the most important person in the world to me….Wait, did you just say you're okay with me being a ghoul?"

Hajime suddenly realized what he said, "I don't know." He murmured and dropped his eyes to the floor.

Feeling a little bit of hope, Toru took a few steps forward, reaching for Hajime's hand. "Will you stay with me even though I'm…."

Hajime glanced up, meeting Toru's eyes. "I want to but…"

"Then stay." Toru went down on one knee.

"Wha— What are you doing!?"

"Iwaizumi 'Iwa-chan' Hajime, I promise to never lie to you again even if it costs me my life." The brunette declared with a wide grin. "So please don't leave me. Ever."

"Shut up, dumbass" he said meekly, his cheeks bright-red and his eyes watery, smiling at the man he loved.

A/N: I don't usually write smutty things... so pls give me some feedback on that :)