So this is a Shayley songfic with the song "crave you", Shay said on one ustream that it was her favorite song so... hope you enjoy :)
I had to remove the lyrics because of the privacy policy, but you can look for them if you want, again, enjoy :)
I see you there. You're talking to Lucy. Apparently she said something funny, because you're laughing. I love how you laugh. Its so melodic and perfect, well, everything about you is perfect. I'm with Ryan, but I'm not really paying attention to him. He's staring at me, but I'm staring at you.
I love when we are together. It's just you and me on a different planet where Ryan doesn't exist, where you love, where we kiss, where we love each other. On those moments I wish that we stayed together for the rest of our lifes.
It's time to separate. You have to go shoot, I have to go learn my lines.
We were together... And now you are gone.
Everything feels like we are still on set, shooting a scene. It's all rehersed, it's all about pretending. I pretend I'm in love with Ryan. You pretend like you don't care, but you do. I can see it. Or maybe i'm just imagining so, maybe I want so badly to be yours, maybe I want so badly that you love me that I make up the whole story.
Damn, you got my heart on a silver cage.
I don't get it. I don't get why I'm still with Ryan. Maybe is because I wouldn't know what to say or maybe because he is like a safe place to go.
You and I are talking again, we are kaughing together and Ryan gets there. He wants me to go with him and I say yes.. but I actually crave you.
When I get into your dressingo room it looks like it is all shinning. You just look so beautiful... It looks like your dripping in gold...
We are at this party. I don't even know who or what are we celebrating, but you invited me, so I said yes. I got all dressed up, I put on the best and most beautiful dress I had just so I could impress you. When I entered to the party everybody turned around to see me. You didn't even seemed impressed. My heart just broke at that moment.
We did this ustream a while ago where you said your favorite song was crave you. I was listening to it. But I had to change it. It was just too much. Our situation was exactly the same. Well, my situation. I wish someday you'll look at me the way I look at you. I just love you so much.