Why hello there fellow readers! Gray-Chan speaking. c: Lately I've been Reading a lot of Zex/Xion fanfics, and decided to write something short. (I made this late at night with a bit of writer's block. XD) I'm not very good with first person point of views but I wanted to try it. ^^' I hope you like this little short story of Zexion. Enjoy! ^.^
What is this feeling I have inside my chest? Why am I feeling nervous? …Wait, nervous? Since when do I 'feel'? I'm a nobody, why should I even feel? Tch! Why is she making me feel like this?!
I don't know why but ever since I laid my eyes onXion, I have beenfeeling something heavy inside my chest. My face sometimes feels like it's on fire when I'm near her. Is this what humans call "love"? But am I the only one who feels this way? I have noticed Xion act strange with me… Her cheeks often go pink when she talks to me, and gets a bit shy. It makes her look cute though… Wait, what am I saying? I can't feel! I don't… For the first time, I don't know how to deal with such strong emotion…
I've been feeling like this for three months now, and it keeps getting stronger… I dislike talking with some people here in the Organization XII, but Xion, Roxas and Axel are an exception. I told Axel how I am feeling lately; he just looked at me and laughed. 'That, my friend, is called love. You have fallen in love.' he said. Love? I thought I wasn't capable of loving someone, especially Xion… But every time I stare at those ocean blue eyes, her dark like night hair, and her smile… I feel… Happy.
Axel is right… I am in love. I have already read so many love books to find out if Axel was right. …And he was. But what should I do? I can't just go to Xion and tell her "I love you" can I? What if she doesn't feel the same? What if she rejects me? I do not want to feel alone again…
I laid on my bed, thinking on whether telling her now or not. What should I do? Should I ask Axel for help? He is a Casanova in the human world… Hmm… I stood up and grabbed a pencil with a pencil and went to my desk.
After 2 hours of non-stop writing, throwing away papers, re-writing I have finally finished something so simple. I face palmed at my stupidity. One of the books I read said that falling in love makes you do stupid things and doesn't let you think straight. Well, guess the book wasn't wrong after all.
I wanted to get closer to Xion and make her fall for me… Yes, I have finally admitted my feelings for her, even though I'm a nobody and I don't know how to deal with such emotions. I'm ready for anything, and this is a great chance to know how love works.
I finally reached Xion's bedroom door. I took a deep breath, I felt what people call, my "heart" racing and my cheeks burning. 'Just slide the letter under her door, and leave to your room Zexion…' I thought. Hopefully she'll accept his letter. It said:
Would you like to go and get
some sea salt ice cream..?
I have nothing better to do.
What do you say? You want to
hang out? If you do, meet me
outside my room at 6:00pm.
-Zexion
'Sigh, I hope this works…' I thought to myself once more and sliding the letter underneath Xion's bedroom door. With that, I started walking the path to my room. I felt nervous, yes but I also felt satisfied, and ready. I want to see where this emotions lead me to.
Well, what do you guys think? Was it good? I was planning on doing a Xion versión, and then make another where it shows what happens. What do you guys say? You guys interested? And sorry if I wasn't so good with first person point of view... And also my apologies for being so short.. ^^'a But I'll do Xion's versión but I need your opinión people. Thanks for reading guys! ^^