I saw you, and my heart fluttered inside its cage.
Trapped, but so ever wanting the freedom it once had
Safe, but craving the warmth it cannot produce by its lonesome self
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Once, and only once, did I fall in love with you
Your heart, your love, that symbol was so radiant on you
Since way before fate chose you as it's keeper, love was always reflected upon your smile
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Once, and only once, did I fall in love with you
I'm sorry, to myself and to you, but I don't remember that exact moment
It's just that I knew, you know?
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We raced and danced and lived and finally I kept your hand in mine.
So when I accidentally let go, I swear it slipped, you fell.
So capable of loving, and so weak to loneliness
Please reach up and hold my hand again.
I swear
You won't fall again.
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Loneliness, despair, everyone experiences it
I understand. I know. Please don't tell me things like "You wouldn't understand." Cause I do.
I understand too that there are others who would know more than me.
But why is it a wrong thing to not know as much?
If you're unhappy, I'm unhappy.
And I'll do whatever it takes to turn your frown upside down
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And I pull you up only for you to shove me down.
BaDump
BaDump
You reach down. You pull me back up.
Why?
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We lie on the floor. Unmoving. Time moves. But hearts stop.
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I know that the dancing has stopped, but I can't get up and start walking again.
So I take some time, reconfigure myself. And I can walk again.
And all the while you have danced to the beat of a different dance long ago.
I don't understand why the beat you move to is so similar to mine, yet your face shows more love than I have ever seen.
His beat makes you happy, huh?
You're happy. I know.
Just stop pulling and pushing me all around.
Don't grab my arm tenderly.
Don't stroke my hair affectionately.
Don't do something so full of love I would never know again that I would just want to pull you into me and never let go.
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Just… stop.
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I always thought it was weird that Sora reached for Tai in the movie Diaboromon Strikes Back. Like, why did she do that? And I kinda expected Tai to hold her to protect her, but of course he wasn't. Idk. I feel like drawing some Taiora now cause I'm really pissed off (again. It's been years since I rewatched the movie :d). R&R, P&TY~