Okay, so I can't believe I am publishing this ::blushing profusely::, but here goes. Rated M for smut, language, etc...please be forewarned. Thank you to my new friend tjcrowfoot for listening to my rambles and editing. You totally rock! Reviews = love people! Happy reading and I will post the second part soon!
Oh, and I should probably have posted, I don't own Glee, if I did, things would be very different. Oh well...they can be in my head.
Wound Up Tightly
He was wound so tightly he thought he could explode at any minute. Damn her for doing this to him, for having the power to start and stop without any consequences, leaving him hard as a rock, despite the numerous cold showers and jerking off sessions. He slammed the back of his head against the cool locker trying to block the image of her naked body straddling him, grinding against his dick and telling him she was ready. He shook his head before hitting it again. Maybe if he passed out he wouldn't feel like he was ready to blow, in more ways than one. Finn was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't hear anyone come into the locker room until Puck slammed his locker shut.
"What the fuck was that out there? You seriously sucked. No way we can win when your head is stuck up your ass." Finn groaned. This was so not what he needed right now.
"Leave me the fuck alone. I have enough to deal with." Puck ran his hand over his Mohawk and barked with frustration.
"What the hell has Berry done to you now?" Finn glanced up and narrowed his eyes. He so did not want to discuss Rachel with him.
"I don't want to discuss Rachel, especially with you." Puck sighed and sat down on the bench near Finn's feet.
"I get that, I mean I did make out with her and all." When Finn tightened his fists at his sides Puck held up his hands. "Dude, chill. I am not after your crazy chick. I just want to help you with whatever is going on…" He rubbed the back of his neck and added, "for the team's sake." Finn leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
"You can't help me with this. No one can."
"Give it a shot, what's the problem?" Finn shrugged and figured what harm could telling Puck the problem be.
"Fine, last night Rach and I went to dinner and everything was fine until her hand slid up my thigh…"
"Rach come on, this isn't fair." Finn whined as Rachel slid her hand up his thigh and began kissing his neck.
"But, don't you want me?" She whispered in between sucking lightly just below his earlobe. He groaned and turned so he could kiss her fully on the lips. She tossed one leg over his, wedging it between his two. Their kissing became more and more intense when she slid her hand over his erection. He broke away and glanced around the semi-crowded restaurant; thanking God they had a booth towards the back.
"Rach, of course I want you." He placed his hand of hers as she squeezed him. "Can't you tell?" She giggled and pressed her body fully against his side before kissing his neck again. "But we can't do this here." She looked up at him, her eyes filled with a mixture of adoration and pure unadulterated lust. He was a sucker for those eyes and when she asked almost innocently he knew he'd pretty much do anything she asked.
"Haven't you always thought about sexual relations in public?" He tossed his head back onto the back of the booth and laughed a little at how she could sound so prim and proper while asking him to fuck around in a restaurant booth. When she managed to figure out how to slide her hand in his pants, stroking him softly, his moaned her name softly as his eyes nearly rolled to the back of his head.
"Jesus, Rach, you…what has…gotten into you?" He managed to stammer. She didn't stop, but rather sped up her movements then squealed when he nearly laid her back onto the seat and kissed her. When she gasped against his lips, he sunk his tongue deep in her mouth , nearly cumming on the spot when she arched up against him. He didn't know how out of hands things would have gotten, in a fucking restaurant of all places, if the waiter hadn't come over, clearing his throat loudly, asking them not so politely to leave as their activities were upsetting other customers. Rachel blushed and whispered how sorry she was, but was all over him in the car as soon as the door shut.
"Woah, hold the fuck up. Berry and you were getting it on in the middle of Breadstix?" Puck asked and added with a smirk, "That is fucking hot, especially with Berry, I mean her ass and those lips, I can only imagine…" When Finn glared and slammed Puck against the locker he continued grabbing Finn by his jersey pushing back, "Back the fuck up." Finn shook his head angrily and shoved back.
"Don't go there, don't fucking go there. Not about her. You and I are already on thin ice when it comes to Rachel, so don't push me."
"Point taken. No more talk about Berry's fine assets." When Finn growled Puck just laughed, "Whatever man, just tell me the rest, cause I ain't seein' a problem here. She was horny and you got laid." Finn slammed his hand in the locker causing even Puck to jump back. "What the fuck happened?"
"Rach slow down, please…" Finn pleaded as they made their way up her staircase shedding clothes along the way. Rachel shook her head, her dark hair cascading down her back as she pulled it out of her ponytail.
"Can't wait anymore." She whined. Finn needed to find out, to make sure she wasn't going to regret this in the morning. He loved her too damned much to fuck this up, so he grabbed her by the shoulders and kissed her hard until she was nearly limp and panting against him.
"When the hell did I turn into the girl in this relationship?" She smiled shyly and shrugged.
"Sorry. I'll stop if you want."
"Hell no. I just want to know when did this change happen, cause if I remember, last night you said you weren't ready and tonight you were ready to go at it in the middle of Breadstix." She sighed when he quickly turned her around pressing her back against him.
"I am too embarrassed to tell you. Can't we just have sex?" He shook his head as he walked them into her bedroom then starting teasing the side of her neck, making sure kiss everywhere he nipped. She melded against him, gripping his hips tightly with her hands.
"No, I need you to tell me what brought this on." Before he could continue she spun around and pushed him back onto her bed.
"Are you complaining?" She argued as she straddled his thighs, now wearing nothing but her star covered boy shorts.
"N…Noo…I…jussttt…" She cut off his stammering when she leaned over and began pressing kisses from his abdomen to neck. "Fuck, Rach..." She didn't stop, instead she slid down his body yanking his boxers down with her before bringing her lips to the tip of his rock hard dick. He knew if she went down on him, he'd lose all semblance of reality as she really did give the best head ever, but…
"Wait, are you telling me Berry has gone down on you?" Puck interrupted, hard at just the thought of Berry giving a blow job.
"Seriously? That is what you are focusing on? That Rachel, my girlfriend, has down on me?" Puck rolled his eyes in annoyance.
"Fuck yea! Of course that is what I am focusing on, well besides her half naked." Finn stood up ready to beat the shit of his so-called, kinda ex-best friend when Puck laughed, "Dude you are so fucking whipped. I mean what guy wouldn't get turned on by the thought of Berry giving head, I mean granted she can be bossy…"
"Puck…"
"High strung."
"Puck…"
"Irritating as all get out…"
"Puck…"
"But, damn she is a hot piece of…"
"PUCK!"
"What?"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Puck laughed and leaned back against the lockers.
"My lips are sealed. Go." Finn sighed and ran his hands through his messy brown hair.
"Fine, so…"
"Rach, stop…" He pleaded as he pulled her up his body, groaning when her bare breasts rubbed against his chest.
"Why? Don't you like when I do that?" She asked in a shaky whisper and he knew she thought he wasn't into it. He pushed back her hair which was now covering them like a veil and pressed a kiss on her forehead.
"No, God, no, Rach you know I love it when you do that, but I need to make sure you really want to do this, I mean, it is your first time. Don't you want candles and shi…I mean romantic stuff?" She buried her face in the crook of his neck while he ran his fingers up and down her spine.
"I don't need romantic. I just need you…now." She said, her words slightly muffled against his skin. He stilled his hands and suddenly flipped them over, so he was nestled between her parted thighs. He wrapped one of her legs over his hip and pressed himself against her.
"You sure?" He nearly growled, knowing he wouldn't be able to stop once things got started again. "You sure this is what you want?" She bit her lip nervously, but nodded; however, the moment she hesitated he pulled back.
"Fucking pansy." Puck goaded. "You had her willing and naked underneath you and you totally chickened out. I mean, now I know why you are pissed." Finn shook his head.
"Would you fucking stop interrupting and let me finish?" Puck shrugged, slowly losing interest in anything but picture Berry totally naked.
"Finn, you are being ridiculous." Rachel sighed as she leaned up on her elbows. "I want you, plain and simple. Why are you being so difficult?" Finn couldn't help but laugh at how the tables had turned. He had never pressured her, but he was always the aggressor and here she was practically begging him, naked…on her bed. Damn why was he making this so difficult? No, he needed to know why the change had happened and then he could fuck her senseless. He just needed to figure out how to get it out of her, so he lowered his lips to her flat stomach and smiled when she shivered, threading her fingers in his hair, massaging his scalp.
"Tell me." He murmured against her skin, the vibration of his words, sending shockwaves through her body.
"Finn, please, just…" he lowered his lips to her navel, brushing them ever so lightly and torturously against the sensitive skin.
"Tell me." When she shook her head no again, he pressed his mouth right against her soft mound, so she could feel his hot breath on her skin. She arched to meet his mouth, but instead of continuing he turned his head so his cheek was resting against her body.
"You are cruel Finn Hudson." He smiled, but didn't move.
"Tell me and I will be nicer then you could ever imagine."
"Fine, but you can't freak out…okay?" She whispered, still resting her fingers in his hair. He swallowed hard, now somewhat worried. He didn't move.
"I won't freak out." She tightened her grip in his hair causing him to look up at her and what he saw scared the shit out of him. She was blushing profusely and biting her lip, hard.
"Promise?" She asked her eyes locking on his.
"Promise." She swallowed and released him from her hold.
"Well, remember when I said I was going to try and become friends with Lauren?" Finn sat up slowly, not quite sure where this conversation was headed.
"Yes, I remember you saying something about that. What does this have to do with Lauren?" When she looked away Finn, grabbed her hands, now thinking all kinds of things he shouldn't have. "Rach? What does this have to do with Lauren? Was Puck involved?" Rachel's eyes widened and she pulled her hands away, suddenly feeling very exposed and uncomfortable.
"No, Puck isn't involved. Why would you think? You think I had some sort of three way sexual encounter with Puck and Lauren?" Finn shook his head, now confused as hell. How did they almost have sex, to discussing a threeway with Puck and Lauren?
"Rach, no, I am just trying really hard to follow what you are trying to say. Please, you have to try and help me out here." She sighed and patted the spot next to her.
"It isn't what you think." He laid down and she quickly molded her body against his, resting her head on his chest, sighing when his fingers threaded through her hair.
"Baby, I have no idea what to think. Which is why I am so hesitant to have sex. You aren't acting like yourself." She wasn't acting like herself and honestly didn't care, so she placed an open mouthed kiss on his nipple, swirling her tongue around it. She heard him moan out a few obscenities as she continued working her way down his body. She was so not giving up. "Rach…come on, you…you aren't playing fair." He groaned yet he didn't stop her as she licked her way down his abdomen.
"See, Lauren came over and we were going to rent a movie from Redbox." She said as she continued tasting his body.
"Uh huh." Was the only verbal response he could make when she swirled her tongue around his head. She paused and looked up at him with a wanton stare. Those always make him putty in her hands, but what she said next, made him almost cum for the second time tonight without her touching him.
"Well, we didn't exactly find, Redbox…we uh kind of found, redtube instead." Fuck. She didn't have a chance to react when he pulled her up and flipped her back over, so she was pinned between the mattress and his body.
"Are…are you telling me you are embarrassed because you found a porn site?" She turned away embarrassed, but shook her head no. "Rach, then what is it? I mean everyone gets turned on by that a little." She swallowed hard and whispered.
"I am not embarrassed that I found it. I am embarrassed because well, we watched it for like hours…and I…I kind of liked it…you know maybe we could…" She didn't get to finish the sentence before Finn's lips crashed upon hers, his tongue thrusting in her mouth as if showing her what he was going to do to her next. His hand reached between the two of them, pulling her boyshorts off with one yank and then he wrapped her leg around his hip again…
"Whoa, hold the fuck up." Puck growled.
"What is it now?" Finn demanded his head resting in his hands.
"You are telling me that your girlfriend and my girlfriend were watching fucking porn together?" Finn shook his head in frustration.
"Again, that is what you are taking away from all of this?" Puck smiled wondering if he could get Lauren to invite Rachel over for a slumber party.
"Fuck yeah."
"Whatever, just listen…this is when things went bad and I mean really bad."
"Fuck Rach, I just…I have no words." Finn stammered when she moved her hips to meet his.
"Just, God, please fuck me already." He stared at her for a second.
"Did you just say you want me to fuck you?" She wrapped her hand around the back of his neck and forcefully pulled him towards her.
"Yes and I mean now." He smirked and once again kissed her hard. Hearing her say she wanted him to fuck her was probably the hottest thing in the world. She moaned and pressed her heel in to his lower back, silently begging him to take her. Shit. Condom.
"Do you have any protection here? I hadn't planned this…" He was cut off by her pulling him back to her lips.
"Went on the pill when we first started dating, so I am safe." He stared incredulously at her.
"You were planning this?" When she nodded he slammed his mouth back onto hers. "Baby, this is probably going to hurt. I'll try, but…" She pulled her against him, so their bodies were completely flush, wrapped the other leg around his waist and whispered forcefully,
"Take me now or I swear I won't be held accountable for my actions."
"Sounds pretty fucking sweet to me." Puck interrupted. "Did she suck or something, cause gotta tell ya again. Ain't hearing a problem." Finn stood up ready to leave. He didn't need this shit. "Sorry, won't happen again."
"Whatever, then…"
This was fucking phenomenal. Everything he could have wanted was beneath him and in about two seconds he would be praising God. That is until he heard a familiar and very unwanted and unwelcomed ring tone.
Don't ya wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Don't ya wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Don't ya
SHIT! FUCK! I am going to fucking kill her! Finn screamed silently, hoping to God it would stop, but it didn't and Rachel froze.
"Finn? Who is that?" Finn shook his head and started kissing her neck, nudging her entrance. She pressed her heel hard into his back and asked again, but this time, not nicely. "Finn, I swear to fucking God, and you know I don't swear, but you better tell me who the hell that is."
"No one, Rach, don't worry about it." Rachel lowered her legs and slid out from under him, leaving him face down on her bed. When she frantically searched his jeans he shot up and went to wrestle the phone from her. "Rach, stop, you don't want to…"
"Santana? You are still talking to her?" He closed his eyes and took a steadying breath.
"No, I am not talking to her. She just, well ever since we got back together a few months ago, she has been calling." Rachel shook her head and grabbed the sheet off her bed, covering her naked body.
"You…you promised and…and she has a ring tone…do you…I mean is that what you want…me to be like her?" Fuck fuck fuck fuck! He inched towards her, but she simply stepped back crying.
"No, please, you need to understand. I didn't put that on my phone, she did and I didn't think about it because I never answer. Rach, you have to believe me. I don't want her…never have. I mean we were about to make…" Rachel shook her head and whispered angrily,
"Don't you dare say you were going to make love to me when you don't know the meaning of it. Get out."
"Damn man, now I see why you are so pissed. She cut you off."
"Again, that is what you get from all of this? She cut me off? I fucked up again and while she is talking to me, there is no way in hell she is going to go there with me, anytime soon. What the hell am I going to do?" Puck looked over at Finn who was now slumped on the locker room bench. He really did feel sorry for the punk. I mean he really did consider him a friend, or he would have screwed Berry, so he decided to do the friendly thing and help him out.
"You do exactly what I say and Berry will be begging you for it."
Final A/N - This was created as my fildo haze story and it is in two parts!
