Title: Marionette

Word Count: 252

Author: kawaii hime-sama

Date: 23rd November 2009

-DISCLAIMER- I don't own Prince of Tennis, Takashi Konomi does. If I owned Prince of Tennis, this wouldn't be a fanfiction, now would it?


He plays by his own rules, never once asking me how I feel. Anytime he gets bored, he goes out with other guys, even girls sometimes. But I can't, because I could never betray him like that, even if he can to me, and also, I'm afraid of the consequences.
He'd never hurt me intentionally, I know that. Not even while drunk would he hit me. But he could easily inflict utter torture and mental pain on whomever has any form of contact with me, like I belong to him. I'm a possession. A doll.

He keeps me happy, well looked after, but I'm alone. I've always worn the latest of latest fashions, even before the style's been created, officially.
But I long for him to love me. Love me properly. I feel as if he believes that he owns me, and I hate it. I don't like to be played with. I want to be able to do things for myself, to be able to live. To stand on my own two feet. To be free.

So, I'll run away, someday when he's with one of the 'others'. He'll never miss me. He'd just replace me if he did anyways.
I'm just a pretty bauble in his eyes. If only he could see that I love him so much.
That I'm more than just a pretty face.

I wish he could love me.
But, I know, in my heart of hearts, that this will never happen.
I have to leave, now.


-khs

Yea, it's short, but it's only the prologue...
I'm very sorry if you've been waiting for my other stories, but schoolwork has been (and still is) a total b*tch! Well, I hope you enjoyed this, and if you'd like me to continue please review! I won't get anything done otherwise... I'm too relaxed with my fanfics! TT_TT
So, anyways, I hope to be more on time with updates from now on, but I can't promise much at the moment...
Ja, mata ne~!