Listening to those songs,

Spells out how I feel,

Tears blur my vision,

As I try to remember why I live.

The hole in my chest rips and roars awake

Arms wrapping,

Dots appearing,

I gasp trying to breathe again

Someone stop this pain

I don't want to live anymore

Someone help me!

Please!!

The floor is coming up

I hear a thud

And I feel pain on my side.

Someone…save…me…from…my….sanity…

Goodbye

I say while

I welcome the darkness