For those who haven't read "Aspiration: The Beginning". You should, because this is part 2 of it
A/N: Since I'm on spring break, I'm hoping to have another chapter this week, but if I don't. It should come out on the 11th
[Thank you to my reviewers! Even those who don't like Aspiration, I still take your criticisms to better this story :) ]
-Speech- People thinking or talking telepathically
-break- Means POV has changed or Some time has past (or both)
EDIT 2014: Like last time it needs to say 2014 to be new
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Axel barely pushed himself inside when Roxas cried out.
Roxas was sitting on is lap, his whole body was fidgeting and squeezing Axel's shoulders so hard, Axel could feel the nails digging into the skin.
"Relax, remember?" Axel breathed, it was torture moving so slow to almost not at all, but Roxas was still new to this.
Roxas was moving head back and forth, maybe trying to relax, most of his hair fell on his face; "I know! Shit! Give me a second!"
Axel licked his lips; "Take your time"
Roxas moved his hips and made a noise Axel couldn't tell if it was good or not. Axel wrapped his hands around Roxas' waist, holding him up in that position, slowly pulling out and pushing himself back into Roxas.
Roxas' eyes were squeezed shut, he was gritting his teeth.
"If you need to scream, it's okay" Axel pulled Roxas down on his cock.
Roxas yelled out, grabbing Axel and pulled him closer, he rested his head on Axel's shoulder.
"Do you want to stop?" Axel whispered.
Roxas shook his head.
Axel craved Roxas, he wanted him now, so he grabbed Roxas' erection and started pumping it. It must felt good because Roxas was moaning and moving his hips again. It started slow, but this time it was rougher, deeper, more than Roxas was used to.
"Ah- Axel!" Roxas cried out, his fingernails digging into Axel's back
Axel tried going slower, moving his own hips around; "Just trust me"
Roxas only kept crying out, Axel didn't know what he was doing wrong. But it Roxas felt so amazing, the pleasure that shot threw him was driving Axel crazy. He just wanted for Roxas to enjoy it too, then he started thrusting slightly different when Roxas moaned out.
"Yes!" Roxas moaned; "More Axel!"
Axel licked his lips and started moving faster, pushing more and more. Axel couldn't even think straight, being inside of Roxas was all he wanted, he could tell by Roxas getting louder that both of them were reaching their climax.
Roxas groaned when he felt his release, a little before Axel had his sweet orgasm. He grabbed Roxas' face for one more sweaty kiss, after a moment the two of them fell back on the bed.
The two them were trying to catch their breath, they laid naked on Axel's bed holding each other. Axel could hear Roxas' heartbeat slow down after awhile, he embraced him closely, he liked feeling Roxas' warmth. Roxas pushed his body to reach Axel's face and plant another kiss on it.
"I love you" Roxas smiled
Axel pushed his forehead to Roxas'; "I love you too"
The two them laid there for a long time, Axel stared his ceiling; This is perfect...
Roxas moved his head; "So..."
"So?"
"I was thinking maybe we can go to my house on Friday, my Aunt's coming back next Wednesday, so we have until then to have fun." Roxas said optimistically
Axel just looked at Roxas for a moment, "I don't think I should leave town yet, Riku's too unstable right now."
"But I only have 2 weeks, when this week is over I'll spend next week with my Aunt,I'm sure he'll be okay with you leaving..." Roxas said, trying convince him
Axel nodded; "I don't think so Rox."
Roxas looked down in disappointment.
"And it's not like we can't fun here" Axel shifted his body to be on top of Roxas
Roxas only grumbled; "Speaking of Riku, I think you should check on him."
"Right now?" Axel whined
Roxas shrugged; "He's taking the break up hard and it's not like Sora can talk about it. Go on, go. I'll be waiting"
Axel pulled a pair of pants on and walked out his room, but found Riku lying on his couch like normal. Just staring at the open air.
"Riku? How you doing?" Axel asked
Riku didn't answer
Riku? C'mon, you haven't eaten in days... I don't want you to go crazy and attack Roxas.
Riku looked toward Axel, I'm not hungry. Why don't you worry about you and your mate. And I'll worry about myself. Okay?
Riku... You can't live like this.
"Axel!" Riku said frustrated; "Just shut up, I'm fine. Do me a favor and leave me alone..." Riku snapped aloud
Roxas sat up when he felt his cell phone vibrate, he looked at it and noticed he had two text messages.
The first was from his Aunt, a picture message with his dad on the beach. He smiled when he saw it, it was nice having something from her.
So the first text message lightened him up a little, but then he read the second text message. It was from Zexion, it said;
"Roxas. Hey, I know it's short notice. But I need to see you as soon as possible. It's really important. Soon. And don't tell your boyfriend, okay?
-Zexion"
Roxas stared at his phone. Unsure of what to do, go see him? Without telling Axel? Roxas soon began to text back
"Zexion! I can't just go see you so late notice! And why can't I tell Axel?
-Roxas"
Roxas waited patiently, still in thought. He wasn't very happy with Axel, but that doesn't mean he wanted to lie or keep secrets from him
"Please Roxas... You and I have been friends much longer than you've been with him... We need to talk... About vampires.
-Zexion"
Roxas gulped; "About Vampires." What could possibly be so important that he couldn't tell Axel about vampires... Roxas thought about it, he trusted Zexion. But enough to hide from Axel? Would it be worth it? And what if it wasn't? Axel might get mad... But...
"Okay... Where do you want to meet?
-Roxas"
Axel just sat on the other couch.
"Why are you here?" Riku asked
"I'm waiting for you to talk to me..." Axel replied sincerely
Riku turned his head in disbelief; "You don't have to hang out here, go back to your bedroom with your little human boy."
"He's not very happy right now, I think I should wait until he cools off." Axel said
Riku smirked, "Trouble in paradise?"
"No, we're fine, perfect, just freakin' peachy" Axel said bitterly
Riku sat up and turned to look at Axel; "Don't take him for granted Axel... You never know when the fate will take him away..."
"I won't... I love that boy more than anything..." Axel said smiling in contentment.
Riku just stared at Axel's smile. It radiated happiness, he wished he had that happiness again... He wished even more that he had Sora again...
"Hey baby, where are you going?" Axel asked when Roxas came out of his room
"Um... I'm going to see some friends..." Roxas said, a little nervous
"Oh. Okay, have fun." Axel said
Roxas nodded and walked outside the door
"I don't understand. Was he lying? That felt a little weird." Axel said addressing Riku
Riku shrugged; "He seem on edge, he wasn't really lying... But he wasn't completely telling the truth. At least that's how it felt." Riku responded
"I'm surprised you didn't read his mind, you love invading people's privacy"
Riku nodded; "Sorry, my telepathy hasn't been working too well..."
"It's probably because you haven't had any blood in days."
Riku raised an eyebrow; "Neither have you."
Axel stood up; "That's because I don't use my power like you everyday. Besides, lately bloods been feeling weird. Whenever I drink blood... It just doesn't taste right..." Axel said, saving some of his worry for himself.
"Zexion?" Roxas said, looking down; "Are you sure we should have met somewhere public like the park?"
Zexion stopped reading his book; "What's wrong with talking in public."
Roxas sat down on the bench next to him; "Don't play dumb, you know Axel doesn't like you. And he'd be upset at me if he knew I've been sneaking behind his back." He said a little worried
"Don't worry, it's not sneaking. You and I are friends, right?" Zexion said smiling
Roxas gave him an angered look; "Friends? I don't know if I want that... not after what you did to Riku and Sora! You broke his heart doing that!"
"Roxas, Riku tricked Sora. If Axel did that to you, you would want me to do something; right?" Zexion said
Roxas looked down, the thought alone made him sad "I don't know..."
Zexion put his arm around Roxas' shoulder; "Besides, what I did with them. Does that really effect our friendship, you're the only one I have to talk to."
Roxas looked back up to see Zexion's face, it made him uncomfortable to be so close to another guy that wasn't Axel.
I hope Axel won't be mad if Zexion and I are still friends...
"So exactly why did you call me here?" Roxas asked, trying scoot away from Zexion
Zexion took his arm off Roxas; "You already know it's about vampires. But it's a lot more serious than just any casual conversation."
Roxas was a little confused; "What do you mean?" he asked, Zexion stared at the floor for moment. As if to be conflicted on whether he should talk about or not, then he looked back at Roxas and took a deep breath
"Murders... Murders have been happening a lot lately in Twilight Town. At first I thought it might be that Axel and Riku. But now I'm sure it wasn't them..."
Roxas signed sort of in relief; "They didn't! I'm so glad!... Wait... How do you know that?"
"I've been watching and following them, Axel seems to always be with you; and Riku is always at home. One of the nights I was following them, a dead body turned up. So it couldn't have been them. But this is also confusing me... Because vampires can feel other vampires. Even though I'm just a dhampir, I still should feel them..."
"And?"
"And I don't, I don't feel any new vampires in town... It's almost like... Like they can use magic." Zexion said, Roxas could tell that this scared him
"But Axel told me that vampires can't use magic! Cause they're dead!" Roxas said, even more confused
"That's how it's suppose to be... I just know what happening and I'm afraid I won't be able to protect the people of Twilight Town..." Zexion said sadly
Roxas smiled lightly, hoping to cheer Zexion up; "Zexion, you don't have to do this alone. Axel and Riku can-"
"No Roxas! I'm not accepting help from those- killers! Axel is no better than a common murder!" Zexion yelled
Roxas stood up; "No he's not! I can't believe you would say that after all this time, after everything we've been through! I happen to love him, Zexion"
"You don't love him! How do you know he hadn't compel you to feel that!"
Roxas started walking backward, hurt at those words; "No! Axel loves me! He would never-"
"How do you know?" Zexion asked, then trying to lower his voice
"Because! I don't have to explain myself to you!" Roxas said, with tears in his eyes; "I need to go!"
"I've decided to leave town." Riku stated
"Where will you go? You have no money. You're not supported by Xemnas like I am." Axel pointed out
"I don't know, But I need to leave here... As soon as possible." Riku said
Axel was surprised; "Leave Twilight Town? Why? I would think you would want to stay here for Sora."
"Are you kidding? Of course I would want to stay for Sora! It's torture not seeing him! You, Roxas, literally every fucking thing can be around Sora, Not me! I can't because he has no idea who I am! I can't handle that, I don't want to see him if all he's going to do is look at me like a stranger! Why would I want to live here if it causes me that much pain!" Riku yelled loudly
"I don't know... But you can't act like I don't know how it feels! We've all lost someone Riku..." Axel snapped back
Riku turned his head sharply; "But it's not the same, Sora is alive! Ventus is dead! You can't see him even if you wanted to... Besides, you have Roxas now."
"And I waited over 150 years for him...Maybe you'll meet someone-"
"New? I don't think so... I only want Sora! I want Sora!" Riku said, without the strength to yell "I need leave... To get away from this place..." Riku signed putting his head against the wall, Axel just stared; feeling pity.
"I'm so sorry Riku..." was all he could think of saying, surely there was some way to cheer him up. But there wasn't
"It's okay, I'm gonna go out, okay?" Riku said, Axel nodded in approval. When Riku opened the door, Roxas came running in; then tripped and fell.
"Are you okay?" Axel asked running up to him to pick him up
"Yeah, I'm fine." Roxas said standing up then noticing Riku leaving; "Going somewhere?"
"Just out, I'm bored. Plus it'll give you two some alone time." Riku said smirking before leaving
Roxas just stood there after Riku left, motionless.
"Roxas? Is something wrong?" Axel asked concerned
Roxas shook his head; "Yeah! I'm fine! Just tired!" He said walking into Axel's room, Axel followed.
"Roxas, you know. If somethings wrong you can tell me." Axel said, knowing that something was bothering Roxas
Roxas sat down and took a deep breath; "Axel... You would never lie to me right?"
"I have no reason too... Why? What's on your mind?" Axel asked sitting down next to Roxas
"I just wanted to know... since the Riku and Sora situation... I don't want something like that to happen to us..." Roxas said
Axel got closer to him, and used his hand to put it under Roxas' chin and make Roxas look him in the eye; "It won't... I love you Roxas, and I would never lie to you. Our relationship is real and so are all the feelings we have for each other." Axel said with assuring smile
Roxas smiled back; "I'm glad." he said before Axel leaned in to give him a kiss, Roxas kissed him back. He couldn't believe that for a second, he doubted their love. Zexion was wrong. Anyone who said otherwise to what Roxas thought, was wrong.
"Axel?"
"Yeah?"
"You okay?" Roxas asked, noticing that Axel turned away just as they were passionately kissing. Axel just kept looking away;
"Um... It's just that... You smell really goo... I haven't drunken any blood for a couple of days... So I'm just drawn to you in a weird way..." Axel said, Roxas could only see the side of Axel's face, he seemed to be laughing nervously
"If you're hungry... You can have some. I told you that before." Roxas said sitting up
Axel finally looked at Roxas, a little annoyed, his eyes already glowing terrifyingly red; "And I thought I told you before, I'm not doing that!" Axel said, upset that Roxas insisted on being bitten by him, a blood sucking monster that lose control and drink Roxas until he was dead. But Roxas just didn't understand how hard it was to resist him, so him insisting on Axel drinking his blood was just torturing Axel more.
"Please Axel? I just want you to feel better..." Roxas frowned
Axel turned his head, conflicted in himself. His usual side, the one that he was born with; didn't want to drink from Roxas because of it just seemed wrong to take advantage of him. But his vampire side, also loved Roxas; and desired his blood from the moment he met him.
Axel began pant when he felt like both those sides were fighting with each other; "You sure?"
Roxas was sure; "Yes."
Axel looked at Roxas and smirked; his vampire side won.
Roxas was surprised when Axel pressed him against the wall, and felt his spine tingle when Axel put his hand under Roxas' shirt to take it off. Roxas lifted his arms so the shirt would come off easier. When it did, Roxas looked up at Axel with his blue eyes; noticing Axel staring at his neck with his red eyes.
Axel remembered their first encounter and how much this creamed colored neck appealed to him, he looked down and on Roxas' face, his eyes were shining like a child's. Axel smirked again; "You're so beautiful..."
Roxas smiled lightly; "Is that a good thing?"
"Of course." Axel said putting his head next to Roxas neck, at first he just kissed it softly.
Roxas took a deep breath, trying to not tense up; he looked up since he couldn't even see Axel's face. Then Axel opened his mouth and put it on the bottom of his neck and Roxas could already feel the fangs that hadn't bit down yet.
Then Axel bit down, hard. Roxas yelped in the pain that suddenly came, he grabbed the back of Axel's shirt and felt his blood come of the wound that just opened. It was a horrible pain, like to little knifes stabbing him in the same spot at the same time. Tears came down his face as this unbearable pain, he couldn't imagine anyone going through this until they died.
"Axel... Please stop... It hurts..." Roxas said weakly then arching his back when he felt Axel bite down further. "Axel!"
Axel couldn't hear Roxas' cries. He was to busy drinking the most delicious blood he ever had. He wanted more, biting more into Roxas' flesh; not paying attention to Roxas struggles.
Roxas holding on to Axel, but then he felt light headed and everything was going blurry. "Axel..." he moaned closing his eyes
Axel suddenly remember what exactly what he was doing when he felt Roxas' grip on his back loosen. "Roxas!" He yelled not biting him anymore and with Roxas' blood still dripping. Axel bit down on his arm; "Roxas! Stay awake baby! I need you to drink this, you'll feel better! I promise."
Roxas tried to look up and couldn't really see what Axel was talking about, Drink?
"Come on Roxas!" Axel said putting his arm next to Roxas' mouth, then Roxas did as he was told. Even though the wound disappeared, the blood that had been given didn't magically come back, so Roxas still felt like he was going to faint. "I'm so sorry Roxas! I didn't mean to take so much!" Axel said, feeling ashamed as cleaned off the blood.
Roxas could barely move his head to turn to see Axel; "It's okay... You warned me... I just wanted you to feel better..." Roxas said closing his eyes
Axel laid down next to Roxas and wrapped him in his arms, "Good night Rox... I'm sorry" Axel said, kissing Roxas' forehead
Roxas smiled back; "It's okay. I'd do anything for you..."
Axel looked up when he heard Riku come home, Roxas had already dozed off when he did
Some where in the far side of town. Stood a vampire drinking her kill.
"Oh! It's just you M'lord! I thought you were Leon! You scared me!" She said relieved
"Yes. Well he doesn't know that you've been still killing humans, I already promised that for you. Tell me, how's the search?"
She shook her head; "Sorry My lord, I really can't find any trace of Marluxia anywhere. My best guess is that he's probably dead."
"Well then, forget about him then. I have someone new I want to seek."
She looked at him with a smirk; "Who?"
"Well, it's someone who you love. Even more than you're own master." He said
"More than Leon? You're crazy! There's only one person I actually loved... And he's..."
"Ventus?"
She nodded "I was going to say 'dead'. But I guess that's the same thing. Who is this person?"
The man smirked; "Ventus. I spotted him today."
Her eyes widened; "What! But how!"
"Let's just say that we have a case of... Reincarnation."
Sorry this was a little slow, but it's the first chapter of the 2nd part!
(I plan to explain all the chapter titles)Today's Title was Lady Gaga's "Speechless":
The reason why I chose that song, was because of Riku, in the song she talks about a guy who just "Gave up" and lost all hope for things, I thought that fit considering he's still upset about losing Sora. "Speechless" came to mind while writing this chapter.
So I hope you guys it and please review! I like to hear people's opinions
Xoxo
Snow-Sakura