"It was all simple words, playful at best,
So the story starts"
-Emarosa "Her Advice Cost Us a Life"
These feelings
(or whatever they are)
are wrong
and you know it.
You're a married woman
(happily married, too)
and he's merely a kid.
But no, he's no longer
justakid
because now he's all grown up
and that only makes matters worse.
You watched him go from
that little tyke with the
baby face &golden innocence
to that lean teenager
who isn't so innocent anymore.
x
You find yourself
growing red in the cheeks
whenever he's around you
(and since when did Veelas blush?)
Wake up, flower
because that's your daughter's best friend
and your eyes should never linger on him for
that amount of time.
It doesn't matter
(or shouldn't)
that he's the biggest flirt you've met
since the Weasley twins
because you're the adult here
and you know better than to be encouraging
that behavior
(googlyeyes&winks&doublemeaningcomments)
x
Look to your side
and see your husband
whom you love more than anyone could ever guess.
He is the only one who should be
on your mind
and you know that.
But that beautiful blond
&his beautiful words
make you feel like a teen again
(and, with the war, you had to grow up so quickly.)
Lorcan is f-r-e-e
of worries
of guilt
f-r-e-e as a bird.
While Bill is the exact opposite
burdened by the war
burdened by loss
burdened by the bite
and maybe that's the reason
you feel a pull towards the golden boy.
You see that he is everything
Bill used to be
(that Bill wishes he could still be.)
x
He knows.
Bill knows.
&& what hurts more than these flimsyyetfirm feelings for the boy-turned-man
is the approval
you catch in your husband's eyes
Because he knows,
& he knows that he can't be your everything
ANYMORE
So don't feel ashamed to occasionally "flee"
Because you should feel
lucky
Two men hold your heart, but they also both gave you
theirs.
The lyrics used above belong to the band Emarosa.
This pairing, Fleur/Lorcan, has NEVER been done before. It was discovered by mew so if you use it, please give her a mention. This pairing is now a part of Mew & Mor's Weird Pairings.
I want to thank mew for helping me with this! She wrote the last section because my ending made the poem feel unfinished and she had the perfect idea. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
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Fangz mew for betaing! *Hands framed Scred posters*
XD