Hey guys this is my first ever fanfic that I had ever posted! Hope you guys can review and at the same time give me some view on how to improve! Do note that my English is not perfect and that there probably some grammar mistakes so please do watch out! Thanks and hope you would enjoy this story!
I've always wondered. How is it like to be cared for. To be loved. Not that I think I actually deserve it, I just thought. How nice would it be to have someone treat you like as if you are the most precious in the world.
I've never actually received any love from my parents. The reason I was born, was actually so I could donate a part of my lungs to my older brother. My older brother Psyche was born with a rare disease that caused part of his lung to malfunction.
The doctor told my parents at that time that if there isn't anyone suitable to donate his or her lung to Psyche, he wouldn't had much more to live. Driven to desperation at that time, my parents decided to give birth to another child. So that they could get the lung from him and give it to Psyche. So he could live.
And so, that was how my existence came about. After I had donated part of my lungs to Psyche and gradually he recovered. You could say that my reason for being born was gone.
In my parents' eyes. I was no more than a tool to help Psyche recover. After the task that was given to be at birth was accomplished. I was practically worthless in their eyes.
Sure, they continue to look after me. Giving me food, clothes, an education and a roof over my head. Those were what a parent was supposed to provide for a child. However, that was words were ever spoken between me and my parents. Even though Psyche was only a year older than me, they gave him the best they ever could to him. The best food, the best clothing, best education and the love they gave to I got from them were just leftovers. In their eyes, I was always the one in the wrong. No matter how many times I top my class in studies. They never did once looked at me.
All they ever saw was Psyche. I was nothing compared to him.