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Chapter 1: What Have I Gotten Myself Into?

I opened my eyes sleepily then moaned as I swung my arm over my face to block out the bright sunshine coming through my window.

"Roxas!"

I turned as my brother, Sora, peeked his head in the door. "Good morning, sunshine!" he announced.

I smiled slightly. "Only you would be this bubbly first thing in the morning."

"You're beginning to sound like Riku!" Sora laughed. Riku was Sora's best friend from way back. The two of them were both older than me, Sora by one year, Riku by two. We all went to high school together with our friend Kairi, and her cousin, Naminé. Speaking of school, I groaned and pulled the covers back over my head. A startled yelp left my mouth as my brother jumped on top of me.

"Roxy-foxy, get up!"

I peeked out of the blanket and glared at him. I always hated that nickname….with an undying burning passion.

Sora snorted. "Like you're gonna do anything."

"Wanna bet?" I countered. I didn't give him time to reply as I pushed up forcefully throwing him off the bed. He landed with a loud "umph!" and I couldn't help but burst into laughter.

"Roxas," Sora whined, rubbing his butt, "that hurt!"

I leaned over the side of the bed and grinned. "Well you should know better than to jump on your younger brother early in the morning." And it was true. Me plus early morning equaled a sarcastic as hell and slightly pissy Roxas.

"Roxas, Sora! Breakfast!" came our mother's voice from downstairs. I moaned and rolled over, pulling the blankets back over my head as Sora quickly jumped up and dashed for the doorway. Sora's footsteps stumbled slightly as he ran to make his way down the stairs to the breakfast table and soon I heard him yell happily as he reached the kitchen.

The sound of the doorbell made me open my eyes and it was then I realized I had drifted back off to sleep. "Roxas! Seifer's here…" My eyes opened wider and I threw the covers off of my body and stumbled to the doorway.

"Sora! Don't let him…" My words cut off as Seifer appeared in front of me. "…in," I finished, taking a couple steps back.

Seifer smirked a bit as he walked into my room and softly shut the door behind him. "Really, Roxas? Don't let me in? What's up with that?"

"I-I was just saying that because I'm not ready for school yet…" I trailed off as the blond started walking towards me, matching the steps I took backwards. Seifer was a senior at our high school and kinda sorta my boyfriend (if that's what you'd call it). I say kinda sorta because no one had officially asked anyone out and yet we spent a bunch of our time together outside of school…mostly at his house doing…stuff. Stuff that if my family found out what I was doing, I would probably be killed and my dead body grounded for the rest of eternity, but what the hell. There was only a two year difference between us, so I had shrugged it off.

I was jolted from my random space-out as my legs hit the side of the bed and I fell backwards. Seifer's smirk grew as he leaned over me, using his arms to hold himself up. "Slept in again, slacker?"

"Erm…I, uh…no?" I stammered.

"I don't believe you," he replied, leaning closer to my ear.

"Uh…um…um…I…um…"

"Hush," he told me. Then he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine, lowering himself as he slid his hands behind my head and pushed me more into the kiss. His tongue slid across my bottom lip and I parted mine obediently, letting him deepen the kiss even more. If there was one thing I had learned, it was that Seifer liked control. He loved having control over me specifically, because he knew that I wouldn't resist. But could you blame me? The guy was on the football team and highly looked upon. I'd be a fool not to listen to him.

"Roxas…" His voice was suddenly in my ear, and it took me a moment to realize that he had broken the kiss and his hands were now roaming down to the hem of my shirt.

"S-Seifer? I don't think we should do this before school….and especially not in my—" I stopped talking as he looked up and gave me a look that obviously told me to shut up. Then, once I was silent, he proceeded to pull my shirt over my head and wasted no time in ridding me of the pajama shorts I was wearing. "You do need to get ready for school…right?" he said with a predatory edge to his voice.

"Y-yeah," I managed to reply, "but…."

"Shut up, Roxas," he said again as he stood straight up. My breath quickened as I saw him start fumbling with the button on his jeans then, to my relief, the door opened and Sora burst in.

Sora took one look at the position and lack of clothes on my part and frowned. "Seifer! Can't you go one day without molesting my brother?! Get out!" To further emphasize his point, Sora pushed Seifer away from me and towards the door. "Out! Now!"

I breathed a sigh of relief as Seifer grumbled something then left the room, nearly running into Sora's silver-haired best friend, Riku, who had come to walk Sora to school. The two of them swapped glares before the blond senior walked downstairs and we all soon heard the door shut after him.

Sora walked back over to me and pulled me up into a sitting position and began scanning me for any kind of damage. "Are you okay, Roxy?" he asked in slight panic.

"I'm fine," I sighed, pulling my arm out of his hand.

"Honestly," Riku said as he stared at me, "I don't see why you put up with him."

I looked to the side then walked over to my closet and pulled out my uniform without a word. Sora noticed the uncomfortable silence and quickly turned to Riku. "Hey, Riku! Why don't you go wait downstairs? I'm sure there's extra breakfast that you can have!"

Riku stood for a moment and looked between the two of us then walked downstairs without another word.

I heard Sora sigh audibly and then my bed creaked as he plopped down on it. "Roxas…Riku is right. Seifer's bad news…I know you know that…so then why do you hang out with him?"

I ignored him and pulled on my shirt.

"Roxas!"

I swung around and glared at him. "You wouldn't understand, Sora!" I snapped.

Sora looked a bit taken aback but quickly recovered and countered my glare. "I won't understand what? That you like getting it up the ass any chance you can get?! Roxas, you're my younger brother, I'm going to look out for you. But you make it hard when you don't try to defend yourself! If you don't want it then say something!"

I opened my mouth to speak but closed it again and pulled on my pants and began adjusting my tie.

Sora huffed and gave an irritated sigh before stomping out of the room saying, "Fine. It's your screw up."

I stopped fumbling with my tie and looked down at the floor. Why did I hang out with Seifer? Whenever he came near me, something involving sex would always result…so why? I sighed and tightened my tie. What a wonderful way to start a school day…

I groaned as I sat in Biology class and stared out the window. We were studying genetics which, in itself, is a pretty interesting subject, but when you had someone like Professor Valentine teaching it, the whole room became one big snore fest.

I jumped when the bell rang to signal the end of class and quickly gathered my books together.

"Hey, Roxas."

I looked up to see a girl with short black hair standing near me. "Oh, hey, Xion," I said back as I stuffed my books into my bag. Xion was in the same grade and my best friend as well as the younger sister of Kairi, a close friend of my brother's and Riku. Just by looking at her, though, you wouldn't be able to tell she was younger than her redheaded sibling. Not because she looked older, but because their faces looked so similar anyone would think they were twins.

"Are you okay?" Xion asked as I struggled to get my books inside my bag.

"Fine," I answered, looking up at her. "Why?"

"You seem a little out of it," she replied. "Did something happen with Seifer again?"

"Shh!" I hissed, quickly covering her mouth with my hand. "Do you want the whole junior class to find out?!"

She shook her head quickly and mumbled an apology around my hand.

I lowered my hand and tugged her arm to pull her closer. "He came to my house this morning," I whispered. I noticed her eyes widen and I nodded. "Yeah…had me pinned to the bed and almost got me again if it hadn't been for Sora."

"Why don't you say something, Roxas? I mean…I know you were okay with it at first. But this is getting out of hand!"

"Who can I tell, Xion? Look who I'm dealing with! Seifer is head of the football team, the disciplinary committee, and he practically has every teacher in the school eating out of the palm of his hand! Anyone'd believe him over me any day…" I sighed and averted my eyes from her face.

"I wouldn't," she said, her face falling into a pout.

"Well yeah, but…you're my best friend. And Seifer…well…if I don't do what he tells me…let's just say it won't be good. Just think of it as a weird form of protection."

"Roxas…" Xion sighed. I could tell from the look on her face that she wasn't happy with the deal I was a part of, but as I said before, Seifer loved being in control. And if I didn't cooperate with whatever he wanted, he was going to make my life a living hell. And I don't mean swirlies in the toilet, being stuffed in a locker kind of hell. That seemed more like a paradise compared to the senseless beatings I would get from the other members on the team…especially from Rai, Seifer's "second in command". Xion was the only one who knew about the circumstances…not even Sora knew. But she was right. This was getting out of hand…but what could I do?

I was pulled from my thoughts as the next bell rang and it was then I realized we were still in Professor Valentine's classroom. Thank goodness for us, it was the lunch period. I slung my bag over my shoulder and placed my arm across Xion's shoulders and pulled her with me as I started walking. "Hey, I'll be fine," I assured her. "This is me we're talking about. Seifer will let up eventually, you'll see."

Xion gave me a weak smile which quickly faded into worry. "What?" I asked, frowning slightly.

"Roxas!"

I flinched as I heard Seifer call me and turned to face him along with Rai and their friend, Fuu. "Yeah?"

Seifer slung an arm around my shoulders and sharply pulled me towards him. "Ready for lunch?" he asked with a devious smirk as his friends snickered behind him.

I swallowed and glanced at Xion. "Well, actually, I—"

"Great!" Seifer said, cutting me off. "Let's get going then."

I whimpered slightly and looked back at Xion as I was forcefully dragged away. "I'll be back soon!" I called to her.

"Wouldn't count on that," Rai chimed in.

"Nope," Fuu agreed.

Seifer snickered and a couple minutes later I was pushed into an empty classroom.

I watched as Fuu and Rai locked the door then took positions on either side of it. I started to turn to look at Seifer, but as I did, I was instantly forced to my knees facing the blond's large and erect member. "You know the drill," he said, resting his hands on the top of his head. "Lunch time."

I stared at Seifer's face for a second longer before letting out a small sigh and taking the throbbing body part in my mouth. This really was going to be sucky day…