Disclaimer : I don't own the characters.

This is just a very, very short oneshot about Minako's feelings while she's seeing Haruka who is already married to Setsuna. This is just a little test to see if I am able to write stories from one's point of view. Ah who knows, maybe I'll write a sequel sometime about what happened after this oneshot, but no promises. I hope you'll like this short piece of work.

With 'her' Minako means : Setsuna

Love me, leave her

By

Amnesia Nymph

Here am I once again. Waiting for you to arrive. It almost past midnight now which means you can arrive here any second. You first have to wait until she is sleeping. I don't know how long I will be able to deal with this before I snap. Not only are you betraying her but you're also hurting me. Have you realised that? I guess not, or else you'd be more understanding. If you love her, end this twisted love affair with me, if you love me...Leave her.

''I am sorry.'' I suddenly hear you say. I am surprised to see you this soon. Most of the time I'd be waiting for atleast one hour for you to arrive. I have been sitting here for less than ten minutes now.''For being late.'' You add. I turn around to face you. You kiss me. I kiss you back. When you pull away again I whisper a silent I love you as you claim you love me too. I am not sure about that, are you?

''That's ok.'' I reply while faking a smile. This time you seem to notice my current mood.

''Are you ok Minako?'' Haruka asks me which makes me wonder wheter she really is this stupid or just trying to be nice.

I shake my head.''Ofcourse I am, just a bit tired.'' I decide to lie. She smiles down at me as she places another kiss on my lips.

''Liar.'' She finally whispers. She knows me too well. ''I know you hate to wait but...''

''It's not that.'' I interrupt her.''It's just...are you sure?''

''About...?'' Sometimes I wonder if she's just playing a game with me. It looks like my feelings are nothing but a guessing game to her. To see how far she can push me before I crack. Am I? Am I a game to her? No feelings attached?

''Us. You love her as well.'' I whisper. I know that she hates this subject. Everytime I try to confront her with her marraige with her Haruka manages to change the subject. ''And no getting out of this.'' I add to my previous words.

Once again she smiles, a real one. This surprises me.''You know that I care for her, but love...My love for her died a few months ago.'' When you met me? I wonder. She seems to know what I am thinking right now and quickly shakes her head.''Not because I met you Minako...Setsuna is seeing someone else behind my back as well. I act stupid and pretend not to know, after all...I am doing the same thing to her.''

I feel my eyes widen. Are you serious? Is this your way of revenge, using me for revenge? Again you shake your head. ''I know what you're thinking right now but it's not like that. I don't know wheter Setsuna's fling was a one time thing or...like us but I surely know it gave me a whole different opinion about her.'' I nod. I don't really understand what you are saying but I choose not to care. All I know is that I love you and deep down inside of me, I hope you truly love me too.

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