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Hope you enjoy this guys :)

My first fanfic in a long time , please go easy on me , haven't wrote a fic in about 7 years haha!

No flames please, if you don't like it please just don't review ^^; Thanks!

(This chapter had allot of mistakes i didn't realise but all fixed now :) )


Also, rates T for now for violence and language may change later! Slight Destiel, that could change later too!

Dean let out a frustrated groan and flopped down on the motel bed. The boys had just got back from a extra bloody vampire battle, sadly none of there victims survived when they were found, leaving both of them in a foul mood.

Sam grabbed a beer from the crappy quality fridge,

throwing one at Dean and walked into the bathroom to wash the vamp blood from his face.

"I'm sick of seeing innocent people d-" Dean was cut of by the sound of wings and a loud crash.

Sam almost leaped out of the bathroom to find a what they guessed angel, possessing a young male, slumped onto his knees on the floor, In a truly sorry state.

Sam and dean looked at each other and quickly grabbed the beaten angel and dragged him onto the bed. They both starred in awe, neither of them had seen a angel in this state before...his clothes were torn , hundreds of deep cuts all over his body not to mention the many burns that covered his wrists and neck, blood seeping from his mouth and stab wounds on his legs.

For the first time in a while none of them knew what to do.

" He's a angel right? ... he'll just heal...wont he?"Sam anxiously questioned.

The angel gasped awake on the bed, seething in pain, the wounds still open bleeding ferociously. His breath were small and pained.

"Get... Castiel." He wheezed, having obvious trouble staying awake.

Dean and Sam shared a both serious yet curious look.

"No." Dean started "Were gonna need a little more first, how the hell did you find us? why come to us? how do we know your on our side, that this isn't a trick, last time i checked angels heal!"Dean stated.

The angel Gritted his teeth and growled in anger. "I'M DYING DUMB ASS...i don't have much energy, you were the closest and quickest way of getting this message out, now call your angel friend because if you don't GET Castiel now its most likely were all gonna die." The angel started coughing up blood, which confirmed the situation for the boys.

"Hey Cas, erm, we have a situation down here, its kinda urgent too, i think this angels gonna die if you don't get your ass down here"Dean prayed quickly.

They heard the sound of wings behind them, Followed by Castiel pushing past the brothers and rushing to the dying angels side kneeling next to him.

"Yustor..." Castiel gasped the angels name. eyes darting quickly over the angels body taking in the terrible wounds.

Castiel placed his hand on Yustor's chest. Sam and Dean just watched carefully, readying them self if anything kicked off.

Cas removed his hand from Yustor's chest and scowled down.

"I cant heal you" Cas murmured quietly.

"I am going to die, but I need to tell you something... its really important...before I pass on" Yustor gasped out between coughing up blood.

"no, Your not, we can get you help" Cas tried.

"These humans have made you foolish..." Dean and Sam glared at Yustor for the comment but he continued. "We both know there's nothing you can do! now listen" He stopped taking in a deep breath before,glancing at Sam and dean,then speaking in a foreign language they could only guess to be native to angels. The conversation was short before Castiel seamed to freeze in his spot and his skin turned a shade of white.

Sam and Dean had never seen Castiel so scared. This made the boys very uneasy. Cas awoke from his froze state when Yustor Screamed in pain.

"I'm so sorry Cas" Yustor wheezed in english, tears streaming down the angels eyes.

Suddenly bright light engulfed the room when the light faded Yustor had moved on , With large wing shapes burned onto the ground around him.

"What did he say?"Sam broke the silence.

Cas arose from his kneeling position ignoring the question, his eyes were distant, his hands hung over his mouth,then sliding up through his hair.

"YO CAS" Dean shouted getting Cas's attention.

"What the hell just happened!?" Dean asked getting frustrated.

Cas looked Dean straight in the eye causing him to flinch, dean could see the heavy guilt,crippling fear and most of all red hot rage building up inside the angel. Cas shook, unsure of how to deal with the intense feelings inside him. he clenched his fist to hide the anger, making his hands seep blood.

"Crowley did this, that foul, loathsome,evil tortured my old friend, a member of my garrison." Cas growled

"I'm so sorry Cas..." Sam sympathized.

"What for? Its not your fault" Cas abruptly stated.

"Wait, if he was being tortured, Crowley must want something from him...did he say what?" Dean asked being careful with his tone as to not anger the shaken angel any further.

" Hytheroeo " A singled word escaped Castiel's lips.

Sam stared at Castiel with almost a smile on his face "No way, your joking right?" Sams smirked taking a seat on the second bed. Castiel icy scowl disagreed.

"WILL SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?" Dean shouted getting the attention of the two.

"Eons ago, when humans angels and demons were still young of age, a nightmare befell us. unknown to us, Lucifer had started conspiring against the brother that had locked him up forever. Lilith and several of her followers rose to earth, with a wicked plan they started to unfold. They collected some of the most disturbing ingredients from all over the earth, hell and somehow even from heaven and created a mighty seal. A seal named Hytheroeo. Lilith attempted to summon Micheal, on the night of a blood red moon, a time making demons strong but also a time were angels are at there weakest. she was mistaken and instead summoned Omeriah, one of the most powerful,admired,magnificent and I guess you could say'loved' by all of us..."Cas stopped, looking down at his feat, this was so very painful to talk about, it tore at his heart, to talk about his brother.

"Here" Dean softly spoke, passing Cas a beer.

He could see how hard this was for him, they both this was not a happy tale, dean sat down being as patient as he could.

"he landed directly were they had planned and trapped him in a ring of holy oil,before any words could be spoken, thinking they had Michael they cast the seal on Omeriah, and then something disastrous happened, the seal, burned into his skin, leaving a deep mark to be forever scared onto his chest, this seal was created so that demons could control angels, but thats only half of what it did to him. He transformed, his eyes turned red, just like a demons, his skin turned grey, his white hair turned pure black,claws and hangs burst from his skin and his wings was a monster, and so much more powerful and worst thing was the demons could control him. There was a attack on heaven, so many of us tried to reason with him stop him talk him out of it, burn off the seal, we tried everything but all failed, he was killing so many of us. there was only one thing that we could do. we had to kill him. It took countless angels and some arc angels to bring him down but we did after some time but we were all devastated. We discovered the ingredients and either destroyed or hidden so that they can never be discovered again " Cas bit into his lip trying to hide the sorrow that haunted him, after all he was the angel that landed the finishing blow to felt his eyes brimming with turned away from the brothers.

Dean and Sam were speechless, which seemingly happened allot both couldn't imagine how they would feel about that happening to one of them , let alone having to kill a sibling. all they could do was look at Cas.

"They tried and tried again to seal angels but it never worked because since then we have never seen the red moon again, there's no special time or specific number of years it appears, and the seal was forgotten but now demons are far stronger than back in those times and Crowley has every ingredient he needs to make it again. Hes been torturing angels in secret for months." Something seamed to snap inside Castiel,with past experiences haunting his mind anger took over, he picked up the table and threw it into the bathroom wall in his rage.

The brothers held their breath, they didn't really know how to react to Cas like this, usually so calm and strong.

"I'm not gonna let that happen again. I'm not going to be made to kill another member of my family. I'm not" Cas grunted, then all that was felt was a burst of wind and the sound of wings as the angel vanished into thin air.