I'm sitting in my bed and all I can think about is "how did this happen to me?" My family thinks that I am just some body that walks around. The real me left when he raped me that night.
That's right I was raped. At lest I can say that in my thoughts now. For a long time I was nothing, I still am at lest on the outside. Nobody at my school other than my little brother knows what really happened. They just think that one Friday night I just went in to loony toon town and never came back. I have no friends now, and who would want to me friends with me in the first place. I'm broken on the inside and for a long time I was on the inside too.
It's been almost 6 mouths scene that night happened. A month after that night my mom and dad told my brother and me that we were moving. I was SO happy when they told me that because it meant that I got to get away from were it all happened and start over again. But in fact I did move but didn't start over like I wanted I just could not get over it.
Every one at my school thinks that I had a kid and that I'm now on drugs but that just because we are now living in a small town by the name of La Push. It's an Indian Rez., and the only reason they let us on is because this is wear my mom was born. But she left when she was about 19 years old and has never been back until now. She has a brother that still lives here with his family. They are nice they came to see us in Washington D.C. when we were still living there. I used to love it there I lived there for most of my life.
I guess I should tell you about me. My full name is Isabella Michele Black. I am just turned 17 today. (Todays date is September 13th, 2011) My little brother is named Jacob Black. My dad, Billy Black is in the U.S. Army so that means we have moved a lot. I was born in D.C. and so was my brother. When he turned 6 mouths old and I was 3 years old we moved to Kansas and we lived there for 2 years. Than we moved to Texas and we lived there for 3 years. I was going into 2nd grade when we moved back to D.C. and Jacob was going to be starting pre-K that same year. Than when I was just about to be done with my Jr. year in high school my life turned to crap. Now we are at the present time in my fucked up life.
I hope you liked my very first Fan Fic. Please tell me if I should keep going with the story or not. –Bai 3
