Ok so my very first (but certainly not last; oh so many ideas)

Soul Eater Fanfic!

So in honor of Blackstar, Yahoo!

Here we have a little action between Soul and Blackstar, enjoy the lemon

May be a bit OOC sorry

Warning: Yaoi, Lemon/Lime, language

Don't like don't read

Disclaimer: I do not own Soul Eater

Thanks

Zach

Chapter 1

Soul's POV

I had met Blackstar and Tsubaki about a week or so ago. Blackstar and I had quickly become friends, and though sometimes he could be a headstrong idiot, I liked him a lot; maybe even more than I knew at that point.

When I finally realized I liked Blackstar in that way, I changed a lot. I had never really been one to put myself out there for fear of being hurt, I was known for being quiet, and closed off, but that all seemed to intensify after I met Blackstar. I was sure he was straight and that seemed to make my pain grow, as I had no way of expressing my feelings, not that I was one to let my emotions out in the first place. A depression grew over me, and I certainly hadn't been acting like my normal self, of course my nosey meister Maka noticed to; she kept prodding for answers, so uncool of her.

'Soul, are you ok? You look like you're deep in thought.' Maka said startling me a little; I forgot we were sitting on the couch watching TV.

'Yeah I'm good, just thinking.' I said giving her a toothy smile.

'Ok, don't stay up too late, we have class in the morning.'

Maka got up and walked to her bedroom, I could feel sleepiness tugging at my eyelids so I decided to go to bed as well. I climbed into bed, and pulled the covers over trying to hide from the initial shock of the cold. Once I warmed up, I drifted off to sleep, dreaming of Blackstar.

'Soul, wake up, we have class.' I heard a voice say. I woke up to see Maka standing in my doorway.

'I don't wanna' go, I'm just not feeling it today, Maka'

'Soul why don't you tell me what's wrong, you've been moping around the apartment for the last week, you're more withdrawn than usual, you get angry or upset for almost no reason….' Maka wasn't able to finish as I interrupted her.

'Maka just leave it, there's nothing wrong, now will you please leave me alone, you're being so uncool!' I yelled partially turning around and shoving my face into my pillow.

'Fine!' Maka stormed off the class leaving me alone

I partially liked being alone, It felt safe almost, like I never had to explained anything to anyone, but it does get lonely at times. Today was one of those days where I just wanted to lay in bed all day, not out of laziness, it just seemed safe. I was content in keeping my inner feelings locked away forever, there was no way Blackstar and I were ever going to happen, and though it killed me, I knew no one could ever know, especially Blackstar.

Maka came back from class later that day; I was sitting on the couch aimlessly in thought.

'Did you enjoy your lazy day?' Maka said in a half serious half angry way.

'Yeah I guess, how was class'

'Average, though Blackstar was concerned about you.'

I turned to look at Maka in disbelief. 'He w-was concerned?...About m-me?' i asked in both happiness and confusion a streak of red appearing on my fair skinned face.

'Yeah even an idiot like him has noticed that you've been acting weird, we're all concerned about you. Why don't you trust us enough to tell us your problems?'

'There she goes again, prodding away at my internal turmoil' 'I do trust you guys, but some things are better left unsaid.'

Maka just shook her head and huffed. 'This isn't done, I'm going to get dinner started then we'll talk a little more."

'You don't understand do you Maka!? I do not want to talk about it, just leave me alone and stop being so uncool!' I yelled walking out the door, slamming it behind me.

I stepped onto the streets of Death City to go for a little walk.

I had been walking for hours and my feet ached, I stopped for a while and leaned against an old stone wall, it was a pretty cool wall, it looked medieval or something. Architecture was something I enjoyed so I took some time to admire the wall, the whole neighborhood I was in seemed to be of an older style of architecture, this was a part of Death City I'd never been in before.

I decided to start walking again when I heard a familiar set of voices.

'Yahoo!' *thud* 'Blackstar, please get off me!'

I recognized it as Blackstar and Tsubaki, so I ran up the street towards the noise where I saw Blackstar sitting on top of poor Tsubaki.

'Hey it's Soul, hey Soul!' Blackstar yelled when he noticed me walking towards him.

'What are you up to? Besides tormenting Tsubaki?'

'Nothing much, Tsubaki and I are just training.' Blackstar said with that big dorky grin I came to love.

'What are you doing in this part of town?' Tsubaki asked me, as she got up from the ground and dusted her clothes off.

'Well I just went out on a walk to calm down after I got a little upset with Maka.'

'What happened?' Tsubaki asked.

'Nothing much, she just keeps on insisting there's something wrong with me and won't leave me alone about it.'

Blackstar got a serious look on his face and he turned to Tsubaki saying. 'Tsubaki you should go home, I'll be there shortly, I'm just gonna' talk to Soul for a minute.'

'Ok, I'll get dinner going.'

Tsubaki left and Blackstar turned his attention to me.

'I don't blame Maka, in fact I concur with her.'

I didn't know Blackstar knew such a fancy word like concur, not that it's some big intellectual word or anything.

'Not you too, you're supposed to be my friend.'

'Soul if I wasn't your friend I wouldn't be concerned.' Blackstar said with seriousness on his face and in his words.

Aww! He does care!

'I-I can't tell you, it's too personal, I mean, I might lose you as a friend altogether if I told you, you'd hate me.'

Star looked at me with concern in his eyes.

'Soul there is nothing you can do that would make me hate you, you're my best friend; even if you aren't a big a star as me!' Blackstar said finishing with a huge grin.

I just stood there and stared at Blackstar wondering if I could really trust those big blue eyes, that showed so much care and concern. My heart wanted to tell him everything right then and there, but my brain betrayed my heart, telling me that everything about this is a bad idea, the fear I was living in was stagnant and I begged for fresh air; but the fear inside me was too great. I would rather live in misery and keep Blackstar as a friend, than tell him how I felt and lose him forever.

'I'm sorry Star, I just can't.'

Blackstar's expression changed from care and concern to overwhelming sadness, and hurt.

'You can't even find it in your heart to trust your best friend, you know that hurts Soul. You may not know but I truly care about you, I just hope one day you can learn to trust those you truly care about you.' Blackstar turned to walk away.

'Blackstar….wait.' Blackstar turned and looked at me still with sadness but also with concern.

'If I tell you, will you promise not judge me, no matter how you feel?'

'Of course Soul.' Blackstar's face looked at me with care, and inquisitiveness.

'Ok here it goes, *sigh* we've been good friends for a while now, and I've always liked you, your fun, and funny, and just a good friend in general. As our friendship has developed I come to realize some things.'

Blackstar just looked at me his face full of care; instead of his trademark grin, he had a simple smile on his face. A smile that said, I'm there for you.

'Some things that have tormented me, because I've kept them bottled up, thinking I could just pretend they didn't exist. You are my best friend, and I couldn't imagine life as a student at the DWMA without you. I guess what I'm trying to say is….I-I lo…MMPPH.'

My sentence was cut short by a pair of soft, warm lips pressing against my own. It took me a few seconds for my brain to process what had just happen; it was like I went into shock.

B-Bl-Blackstar, is k-k-kissing me?

Blackstar broke the kiss and looked at me for a few seconds before leaning in for another one, at this point I was calmed a little so I leaned in pressing my weight into the kiss.

This kiss was much more passionate, and he even managed to coax a few small moans from me. Blackstar's tongue pressed against my lips, demanding entrance, I eagerly granted it, and our tongues were soon exploring the inside of our mouths. He began to gently bite and play with my lower lip while putting one hand on my back and another behind my head bringing me in closer while gently holding me. Another moan bubbled up and escaped my mouth. Blackstar broke the kiss, our lungs demanded air. He stared at me with a smile and gently wiped away a bit of drool from my lips. He wnet in for another but I stopped him, giving him a serious look, he took the hint.

'I know where this is going to eventually lead, and I'm not ready for that quite yet.'

Star grinned and giggled slightly while nodding.

'So I guess you have the same feelings I do? Was that always the case or was this just spur of the moment?' I asked.

'Well I've always liked you, I just wasn't sure if I was gay or not, I mean I still had slight feeling for Tsubaki, but that's passed.'

'So where does that leave you and I, I mean where is this going?'

'Where do you want it to go?' Blackstar asked eagerly

'Well you know how I feel.' I laughed.

'Well I suppose we should test the waters, hahaha.'

'Man I better get going, Maka probably has dinner almost done, she'll kill me if I miss it.'

'Yeah Tsubaki probably is close to being done cooking too, I'll see you in class tomorrow.'

Blackstar gave me a light peck on the cheek before turning around and walking towards his house. I headed home, feeling like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders, I actually smiled a bit, a real smile, not a fake one like I'm used to giving out.

Woohoo!

Our first little chapter is done!

I hope you all enjoyed!

Review it! Or you're asymmetrical garbage, lol jk

Thanks

Zach