This is a Jax and Tara love story, with a little twist. Tara never left, she and Jax have been together since they were 15 years old. I don't want to give too much away but I hope you enjoy.

Chapter 1:

Tara comes into their bedroom with a cup of coffee and tries to wake Jax; he is not a morning person so this is usually a difficult task. She loves watching him sleep though, knowing he is home safe and sound. She fears for his safety everyday which can be mentally and physically exhausting, so knowing he is home in their bed away from the danger is the best part of her day.

Jax stirs in their bed and sees her sitting on the edge of the bed, and slowly a smile creeps across his face at the sight of his beautiful wife. He reaches out and grabs her hand; she leans down and kisses him.

"Time to get up my love. I've let you sleep in long enough; you have a long day ahead of you." Tara says as she hands him the cup of coffee she brought in for him. "I wish you could come with me, I worry about you when I am not here to protect you." Jax says as he sits up on the bed.

"I will be okay, your mom and I are going to have a sleep over. We will take care of each other" Gemma is like a mother to Tara… Tara's mom died when she was a little girl and the Teller/Morrow family has taken her in as their own. Even though Gemma and Tara fight like crazy sometimes, the love never fades.

It's a crazy, dysfunctional family but Tara wouldn't change it for the world. "I need Chibs with me, so I am going to leave Tig behind to make sure you guys are safe." Jax says. He trusts all his brothers in the club to take care of things when he is gone, but Chibs is just a little more level headed so when it comes to Tara he likes to leave him behind to make sure she is safe.

"That's fine love; you know I feel safer when you have Chibs with you anyways. The worrying and the fear work both ways my love, I worry about you like crazy until you back in my arms again, so please be safe. "Tara says as she gets a little emotional…. Jax and Tara have been together since they were 15 years old, she is his world as much and he is hers. They have a kind of love that most people envy, and epic I can't breathe unless you're with me kind of love. That doesn't mean they don't have their fair share of problems, what relationship doesn't especially with what Jax does for a living.

Jax comes into the kitchen where Tara is making Abel breakfast; he leans down and kisses Abel on the forehead. "I should be going baby, you call me if you need anything at all okay." He says walking up behind her; he puts his hands around her waist and kisses her neck. She turns around in his arms so they are face to face but he still has his hands around her waist. She puts her hands around his neck. "Please, be safe and come home to me and your son." She gives him a peck on the lips. "I am always careful baby, I will see you first thing tomorrow morning… and I am going to take the rest of the day off and spend it with you and our son." He says walking over to Abel, he kneels down next to him and says goodbye.

Jax kisses Tara and he takes off on his bike…. Tara gets her stuff together and she takes Abel to day care and then heads over to the Garage. Tara use to be a doctor, but one of Jax's enemies kidnapped her to send a message to the club and her left hand was severely injured and she is no longer able to operate. She wanted to be a surgeon, but she still gets to practice medicine of course only when one of the guys it shot or injured, but she doesn't mind in fact she likes being able to help. She also helps Gemma run the garage, not to mention being the wife of Jax Teller is a job all on its own.

"Hey, sweetie… Where is my grandson?" Gemma says to Tara as she is walking up to the office. "I took him to day care today, I have a lot of stuff to do and it's just easier this way. You will see him later tonight, we are having a sleep over remember." Tara smiles at Gemma "Yes, of course I remember." Gemma says

Gemma: We better get to work, then because I have a few appointments later and you will be stuck here by yourself

Tara: Okay, let me just get some coffee and I will meet you in the office

Tara and Gemma have their fair share of issues throughout the many years they have known each other, but when Clay, Gemma's husband and Jax's step father passed away the whole family has become so much closer through their grief. Especially because since Clay's death they have found out some very disturbing things about whom he actually was. Turns out he wasn't the man everyone thought he was or who he led everyone to believe he was. Gemma hasn't dated anyone since his death and it's been almost 2 years. Clay passing away made Jax President of the MC and he appointed Chibs his VP.

It's now 4pm and Tara has done all she could do for the day, she leaves the garage to go get Abel from day care and Tig follows her to Gemma's house.

Tara: Well you get the groceries and our bags out of the back, while I take Abel inside.

Tig: Yes, of course.

Tig grabs the stuff out of the truck and follows Tara into the house

Tig: I have to check in with Jax, so I will be outside if you need me ok?

Tara: Okay, tell him to call me when he gets a chance.

Tig: I will

Tara tries really hard to not call every minute to make sure he is ok; she knows he is busy and doesn't want to bother him so she waits for him to call her as hard as that can be sometimes. Gemma walks thru the front door and is greeted with the biggest hug from Abel as he runs to her from the living room where he is playing and watching a movie while Tara makes dinner.

Gemma: Grandma missed you today

She showers him with kisses and hugs

Tara: Dinner is almost ready, you hungry?

Gemma: Starving, thank you. Have you heard from Jax?

Tara: Not yet… Tig just checked in so hopefully soon.

About a half hour later after they had finished dinner, Tara's phone rang and it was Jax finally.

Tara: Hi, baby. You ok?

R: Hi, Mrs. Teller… my name is Robert, your husband has been into a terrible motorcycle accident and he is in the hospital. You should get here as soon as you can.

Tara stood there frozen…so many thoughts and questions ran through her head but she couldn't speak. She wanted to break down crying but she knew she couldn't let herself, she has a toddler to take care of and if she fell apart what good would that do anyone. She finally spoke back to the man on the phone.

Tara: Where is he?

Robert: He is at Mercy Medical Center in Stockton, CA

Tara: Okay, thanks for calling we will be there soon

Tara hangs up and Gemma is at her side with Abel, hanging on her every word to the man on the phone.

Gemma: What happened?

Tara: Jax was in a motorcycle accident. We have to get to the hospital.

Tara goes to tell Tig they need to go, and when she opens the front door she is greeted by Bobby, Juice, and Tig the only 3 who stayed behind on this trip… it was supposed to be short and easy trip. Gemma and Tara pack a couple bags, mostly for Abel but who knows how long they will be there. Bobby drives Tara's car while Tig and Juice follow on their bikes, luckily the hospital is not too far away, but it feels like the longest car ride of her Tara's life.

**I hope you all enjoyed the first Chapter... feedback is appreciated good/bad. Opie will be in my story but that will come later. I am going to work on Chapter 2 right now, so that should be up shortly.**