((A/N: i desided to do a Colette fic. actually its just her journal entry's from the trip. anyway, at the begining of each chapter is a song that goes perfect with the entry! i know, Colette talking about dieing is a little over done, but i really wanted to write something where she's not a complete loser. when its like this it means she's writen it down, normal is actions. ok? ok.
i do not own Tales of symphonia. i spelt the name of the first town wrong. i'm sorry.))
(Sacrifice- T.A.T.U.)
Isealia, The day before I leave
Colette sang softly along to the music as she wrote in her journal. Words flowing form her feather pen.
Tomorrow I leave. It's strange to think that soon my life will be over.
A tear fell from her eye, rolling down her face and falling onto the paper below.
I'll miss it here. Something about this place has always kept me warm.
Today I got my oracle. It didn't take me by surprise or anything; I had been preparing for it my whole existence. The Cuxis crystal was given to me and I was told to head to the first seal.
I'm not scared of the tasks to come. I've never been.
But, Kratos took me to say goodbye to Lloyd.
And he told me he wanted to come with us.
I wish he could, I really love him…Well at least as a friend. I don't think I could ever date him.
But I lied to him.
I don't want him to see me become an angel. I don't want him to see me…
Die.
The only thing I've ever been attached to is him…
And I don't want to make it any harder to let him go…
Someday I hope he'll know. Know that I did it for the world. I sacrificed myself because there is no other way.
Know that I lied so he won't be hurt.
Tomorrow I set out. On a journey that will ultimately result in my death.
Please forgive me Lloyd.
I did it for the world.
(( note she is not in love with Lloyd that way. just to keep all u anti-lloydxcolette people off my case.thanks for reading. it was short but the second entrys almost done and will be up tomorrow. please review/))