Insanley Inlove
Spencer living with Wren five years after waking up from the 'delusions' , afraid to go back to Rosewood because of triggers, was it really a delusion or is Spencer caught in a web of lies.
Also Spencer is twenty three and wren should be around twenty eight. Aaron would be around six , and Toby would be Twenty four.
Spencers POV
Five years later
"Sweetheart there are new neighbors here to welcome us here." Wren said to me as I sat in my new living room. Admiring the wedding ring sitting upon my hand. Looking unnatural , staring me in the face mocking me. It was beautiful , it truly is , but my hand feels empty without the ring hidden within my mind ; and hiding place within my new house.
I guess you remember me right? I am that girl who had episodes of thinking that she was married to the most amazing man in the world, who was only a figment of her imagination. I know, insane right? Don't worry about hurting my feelings , it took years to get out of the state of paranoia I was in. I realize now that even in my dreams I was in denial of the footprint Ian left on me.
Living in a slow paced town in the middle of New Hampshire has its benefits. I didn't know anyone and the hurt went away. i could be myself and not be afraid of anyone knowign the truth about me. we could live happy ,sane lives. No one will know that I was in a mental asylum , they will just know me as the recent college grad with a doctor as her devoted husband. We could live a hapilly ever after.
"Hello I am Sydney and this is Mark. We saw the moving truck yesterday and we decided to greet you." A woman said at the door that looked to be no older than me. Young twenties with blonde hair and blue eyes, kind of reminded me of Hanna, years ago when I was still mentally intact or at least more mentally intact with what was going on around me and I was really happy as well.
"I am Spencer and this is my fiancé Wren." I said holding my hand out for her to shake it with the classic smile of mine that I had. Give them the ole Hastings charm. This was as close to perfection as we could be.
"Pleased to meet you, and we all hug in this cul-de-sac" She said taking me into a tight hug that made me let out an oomph. I put my arms around her and patted her back gently in return. See we could be a happy , people loving couple , I could be a normal person.
"Ignore Sydney, she is just excited. We have been in good spirits. She got a new promotion at the local vet." Mark said to us and Wren slung his arm around me as Sydney let go. We adjusted ourselves so that we looked like we were an upbeat , happy couple that had no problems in the world ; fucking bullshit.
"We are also expecting our first child , we also very excited. Well it isnt confirmed or anything , but we are going to the doctor tomorrow. De you have any children?" Sydney said rubbing her abdomen and I just stared at her balnkly , not knowing what to say. I was at a loss for words as visions kept coming back , but they seemed so real , i feel as though I held my baby boy.
"I miscarried a couple years , ago. I didn't even know that I was pregnant." I informed them and then the naive light in Sydneys eye slightly darkened as she looked on with sad eyes and I felt a tear slip away. To be honest I do not know how I miscarried , Wren said that I stabbed myself in the stomach after the rape to kill myself , but I have no recolection.
"It was a hard time on Spencer , but she was a young sixteen year old girl and after years of help , we are finally in a stable place. "Wren explained rubbing my arms. Maybe one day Wren and I would have children together , i would enjoy being a mother.
So what is real and what isnt?