Hi guys! Haha after releasing the first chapter of my other story, I was really touched that people enjoyed reading my work so I'm just up right now…typing this up at 2 a.m. pshh sleep is overrated anyways. I hope you enjoy!
Rin stared at the cold hard ground. There was a cold stillness to the air on the roof and it was eerily serene.
What a disappointment. I'M such a disappointment. Everybody's cold eyes staring with disgust once they learned who exactly my father was. "WHY!" Rin screamed. "I still have feelings too," Rin whispered brokenly. Rin curled up into a tight ball. I never asked for this. There would always be these heavy unbearable chains. Someone will always be watching your every move, Shura and even Yukio.
Thank the cruel world; Yukio didn't need to suffer through this. Rin felt slightly warmer thinking of Yukio. Ah that bastard Rin grinned, abandoning me and getting so far. Your pathetic onii-san still needs you, Yukio, Rin whispered softly. There's no one that wants this disgusting demon. Father died because of me, the filthy demon spawn of Satan. Why does Yukio get to be an exorcist and kill Satan? I've always been the protector, saving Yukio from the bullies.
"Oh" Rin chuckled darkly. The situations have completely changed. Yukio doesn't love me anymore. Heck, he HATES ME. I killed dad. I was the weakness that allowed Satan to possess him. I took away our father from both of us. However, Yukio's the lucky one. At least he can still get revenge on Satan… or even me. As soon as I'm a "threat", boom and Rin will be no more. Only perfect Yukio will be left, delinquent Rin will be gone.
"Ha" Even if I do manage to possibly kill Satan, there'll be nothing to look forward to in the future. Hell will come rising, coming to kill the assassinator of the king of Gehenna. The Vatican wouldn't let a spawn of Satan remain alive. He may snap one day, show his oh so true lineage. It'd be too dangerous. I wouldn't even be able to ever have a true family. Nobody wants Satan's spawn and if I were to have children… The world is truly too cruel. I'll never be able to give someone else happiness and have someone that's truly my own.
But having children is a pointless dream; it'd be diabolical for anyone to subject an innocent to the inevitable pain and judgment. There'd be demons hunting them along with exorcists. No friendly hands offering aid, just pain.
Rin paused in his brooding, let's try to think positive! You still have great friends! Wait, what friends. Innocent Shiemi, such a flower, she'd never return my love for her. Why would she when she can possibly be with Yukio? Bon head betrayed their growing friendship. It was such an abrupt change in loyalties, ready to slaughter me right there. Konekomaru's reaction would become a familiar pain.
Rin stared at the floor once more, and this time, it seemed so welcoming. And who was Rin to deny the warmth? Rin smiled closing his eyes and took the leap.
"RINNNN!" Kuro called. He scanned the empty roof. Perhaps he's back in the dorms? I can't wait to play! Rin is so incredible and I wouldn't replace him with anyone else. Kuro's ears drooped, I still miss Shiro so much but I think Rin and I…we'll both be ok. Kuro stared at the clouds. Shiro! Don't worry about us! Wahh is that food I smell? Maybe Rin's cooking something for me? Kuro happily raced back to the dorms searching for Rin.
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