I keep these feelings inside

A/N: So, I got bored and I thought up of another story. My other stories are on hiatus, until I find my muse for those stories again or I receive any encouragement to continue them in a rush. This is only a preview of things to come, so don't be confused if I jump in time and there is no connection in dialogue. So if I receive lots of reviews/comments, I'll continue it (or if I get spirited to continue it, I'm a lazy person). The characters will be totally out of character(OOC), Shizuru will be the cheery one and Natsuki will be the broody one who thinks a lot (we need a difference in our Shiznat, can't be too cliché)

Notes:

Black-present

Italics-thoughts

Bold italics-flashback

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Shizuru Fujino walks out of Fuka Private High School with her best friend since middle school, Natsuki Kuga. It was their first week in the prestigious school, and it was a habit for them, to go to school and walk home together. The sky is a dull orange color and the type that makes you feel all melancholic and feel like thinking and writing poems and stuff. Looking around, Shizur notices a familiar figure in front of her.

"Natsuki…"

"Yes, Shizuru?'

"Is that Ahn-oneesama?'

"Ahn-oneesama? The one that moved away from our old middle school?"

"Yes, that one." There was a blush on Shizuru's face as she watched Ahn-oneesama walk in front of them. It was no secret that Shizuru had a crush on the older girl and she was devastated when the older girl moved away.

"I don't know if it's her. She looks kinda different, Shizuru. Distant somehow."

"I'm going to find out if she remembers me." Without wasting anytime, Shizuru rushed to meet the older girl. Being left alone, there was an unreadable expression on Natsuki's face as she watches Shizuru begin conversation with her old friend. With a pained look, she saunters off without waiting for Shizuru. But before she is able to walk away, she feels a hand on her back. She turns to face the owner of the hand slowly.

"Natsuki ikezu, she didn't wait for me." Pouts Shizuru as she catches up with Natsuki.

"I'm sorry, I'm not feeling too well. Thought I'd hurry on home. So was it her?"

"Unfortunately it wasn't. She didn't recognize me." There was a sad look on Shizuru's face. The brunette tries her best to hide her sadness.

"Shizuru…"

"Natsuki, can we go somewhere?"

Natsuki sighs, knowing where this 'somewhere' is. Reluctantly, she agrees. Shizuru holds Natsuki's hand tightly and leads the way to the said place. They walk for a while and arrive to their old middle school. Past the buildings and behind the old sports shed, there is a row of big trees. Shizuru lets go of Natsuki's hand and sits down under the biggest tree.

Everytime she gets sad or depressed, Shizuru sits under that tree and cries. How many times have I seen this happen? She opens her heart too easily and get heartbroken just as easily.

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Natsuki pulls back from kissing Shizuru and whispers softly in her ear.

"Don't cry, Shizuru. No one see's your beauty but me. No one appreciates you but me."

There is a long silence. Natsuki turns and attempts to walk away but a firm grip stops her. She is pulled close by Shizuru who kisses her softly on the lips.

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"Hey Natsuki, I didn't see you. You ran off and left your bag."

"I'm sorry, I wasn't feeling too good. I rushed home and fell asleep."

"That sure is careless of you, how are you feeling?"

"I still feel down. Maybe I'll skip school this morning."

"I see. I'll see you later, after school?"

"I don't think you should, it might be contagious."

"Oh man, and here I was wanting to share my good news. That person who we thought was Ahn-oneesama, really is her. We are going out now."

"……..good for you,…..Shizuru, you should get going, or you'll be late."

"Oh no, and Ahn-oneesama is waiting for me. Bye Natsuki!"

As soon as the door is locked, Natsuki slumps against the door and starts crying.

"….I'm such a bad liar…."

A/N: So what do you think? Looks good? It's gonna be kinds sad though. Don't worry, they get a happy ending though, in like..a few years later though. Please review and give me your opinion.