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ok, This is a songfic to the song 'You Could be Happy' (hence the title) by Snow Patrol.

Enjoy!

Oh, and this takes place after New Moon, not Eclipse.

You Could Be Happy

You could be happy,I won't know,

but you weren't happy the day I watched you go

She was sobbing. Sobbing over the almost-death of that blood sucker. But she left anyways...for him.

My Bella left. She left for Italy. To save him. He, who had caused so much depression for my Bells, him, who left her, and him, who she still loved.

She didn't love me.

Not in that way, anyways.

She. loved. him.

She is gone.

Lost to me forever.

Because of him.

And all the things that I wish I had not said,

are played on lips 'till it's madness in my head.

I wish I had told her.

That I loved her.

But I did ask her. To stay. Here, safe, for Charlie...for me. But she left. My Bells left. For him. She left for him, she did not stay for me.

Because she loves him.

Not me.

Is it to late to remind you how we where?

But not are last days of silent, screaming, blur.

She left quietly, silent tears streaming down her cheeks. Got in her car and left for Italy. She left me. Her safe harbor. Her home. Her friend. Me. For him. I don't think I will ever understand, how she could love that blood sucker that much.

But then again, maybe I do.

I would do the same for her, wouldn't I?

Because I love her.

Most of what I remember makes me sure,

I should have stopped you from walking out the door.

I suppose I could of stopped her. I'm definitely strong enough. But the fact remains that she loves him. Not me.

And what good would it have been? I would have had to kill that Alice girl, and then I would have broken the treaty. But I wouldn't have minded, I would have broken a thousand treaty's, if she loved me.

But she doesn't.

She loves him.

You could be happy, I hope you are,

you made me happier than I've been by far.

But she did make me happy. The happiest I've ever been. Maybe that's why I love her. I really have no idea, I just do. I suppose most people would think I would hate her, after she left me like that. But than it wouldn't be love. And this is.

Somehow everything I own smells of you,

and for the tiniest moment it's all not true.

Everything does smell of my Bella. Nobody knows that we can smell that well, but we can. Although most people just smell of salt and sweat, but Bells was different. She smelled good. But not in the way of wanting to eat her, like that blood sucker, but the way of...just smelling good.

Some times I do get a good whiff of her, and it is as if she never left.

But she did.

She left for him.

Do the things that you always wanted to,

without me there to hold you back, don't think just do.

We did so many thing together. Unlike when she was with that thing, he never let her do anything. But I did. And I did it with her. As her friend. But nothing more. Always just a friend.

More than anything I want to see you girl,

take a glorious bite out of the world.

But thats all I was, a friend, her brother, never any thing else.

She made her decision, she chose him. I alone would never be enough.

But if she is happy, then I supposed all is well.

I just want my Bells to be happy.

Fin...

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