This is a series of HannahxAlois stories I wrote while I was depressed!:D Yeah, I know, doesn't sound that cool but deal with it! I'm a messed up girl. Anyway, here you go, some cutesy little Alois and Hannah
Disclaimer: no, I DO NOT own Kuroshitsuji or any of its fabulous characters if I did they probably would have little to no clothing on… except for Lizzy… she would be my little teddy bear.
(Yes, this was inspired by Lady Gaga's Do What U Want. Again… DEAL WITH IT.)
I walked in your room to wake you up in the morning. Your sweet face looking so peaceful in its angelic rest. I touched your cheek and felt the heat in your body escape from you. I think to myself, "Why would anything ever want to leave you?" and smile.
This is the only time I can touch you. The only time you aren't able to do anything about my hands feeling your skin. How they beg for me to pick you up and hold you near. How they beg me to take your small face in them so I can tell you that everything will be okay… that I won't ever leave you and I love you. My arms, how they crave to hold you, how they ache to be your shelter. Instead, you seek shelter in the wrong arms… they only wish to make a meal of you. A feast.
You wake and see me. Startled I stare at your look of horror and dismay. You hit me and I fall to the floor. You call him and he comes to your command like a well-trained dog. He orders me to prepare your morning meal and I look up to see your eyes shining up at him. He doesn't deserve you.
You told me to plant white roses. I did. You walked outside and called me over. You screamed at me and said I had planted the wrong ones. You said you had wanted them to be pink and yellow. You hit me again. I fell to my knees. I could see the thrill in your eyes. That thrill that thrill of power that you… and I... wanted you to have. The feeling I know you love. I want you to do as you please with me. No matter what it will never hurt me, you are the thing I love the most. I love you more than anything in this world. I don't care if you do not see it.
I saw how you held on to him today. I saw how you begged him to stay with you and love you. I simply could not take it. He is so cold to you. He did that thing he does with his spectacles for you… you were mightily amused. I smiled to see you so happy. It's not often I see your sweet smile so warm and genuine.
I want you to be happy. I love you but you can't see. Do whatever it is you want with me. With my mind, with my soul… with my body. Anything at all. It will not matter. I will love you forever. I love you.