Tesra POVA

Nnoitra is yelling for his morning tea like usual. "Hurry up, Tesra!" Nnoitra screamed. And as I walked in to Nnoitra's room, i saw him pick up Santa Tesra. He threw it at me but it only got the wall, but thank god it didn't hit me.

-What took you so long, Tesra?

-S-sorry Nnoitra. I'll be faster.

-What ever! Just give me my tea!

I handed it to him and he quickly grabbed it from from me and then poured it all over smirked at me because he knew that I got a little annoyed by that.

-It was to late! Go make another! And go fast this time, Tesra!

-Yes Sir

I stepped out and ran to the kitchen, made the tea and quickly walked back to Nnoitra's room. As I stepped in once agin, Nnoitra was laying down asleep. I set his tea down on his night stain and walked out.

Nnoitra POVA

Tesra walked out and i sat back up to drink my tea. I didn't wanna get out of bed today so once i finished my tea, i set the cup down and i tried to go back to sleep. Then i heard Tesra talking to Harribel.

-Tesra, where is Nnoitra?

-He is still asleep, Miss Harribel.

-Go wake him up, and when he's up tell him to come to the meeting hall.

-Yes mama.

-Oh and Tesra, why do you even deal whith him?

-I don't know. Why do you ask?

-Forget I asked, just go and get him up, please.

-Okay.

what the HELL! I wondered what she meant by how he puts up with me but I still lay "asleep". After about 5min I heard Tesra walked in. He said in a quiet voice,"Nnoitra, you need to get up. You have a meeting with Lord Azien." I growled at the thought of Azien.

Tesra POVA

When Nnoitra growled at what i had told him, i apologized and bowed, praying not to get slaped.

-Tell him i don't fucking feel good!

-Yes Sir

-Oh and Tesra come back to my room when your done.

-Yes Sir.

I walked out and ran right into Azien. He was smirking at me but that quickly went away once I told him that Nnoitra wasn't feeling good, but he understood and calmly walked away. I went back to Nnoitra's room and told him he didn't have to go now. He did some what of a little laugh and sat up, looking at me with a happy death glare.

-N-Nnoitra? Did i do something, or something to upset you?

-Tesra, come here now.

-Y-Yes Sir.

Nnoitra grabbed me and pulled me down on to his bed, griping his hands around my neck. Chocking me, but what did i do to make him do this? Did i say something to upset him? I wanted to know but as i thought of these question i started to black out and to add to that i was on my last breath.

-N-Nnoita, p-please stop.

-I'll stop once your heart stops beating!

-What did i do?

-Nothing, I just don't like you. Tesra.

-I-I like you, N-Nnoitra. And kill me if you wish but i will still be with you no matter what you do to me.

-Shut up!

-But that is the truth. I will never leave you.

-Shut up! Shut the fuck up!

-I-I love you, Nnoitra.

-Shut up, god damn it!

Tesra POVA

I do love Nnoitra and if he is going to kill me i really wanted him to know this because love is turn even when it is one sided. I looked in to Nnoitra's eyes, he looked somewhat sad. I wanted to talk to ask him why but i lost feeling and everything was going black, but i could feel Nnoitra loosen his grip. So in that short time i got half a feeling in my hand and reached up and put my hand on Nnoitra's face. His eyes grew wide as he stared at me.

-Tesra?

-What i tell you is true Nnoitra, it will never be a lie.

-Shut up. How many times do i need to say that before you die!

-Say all you want, but i will still say what i mean.

-Shut Up! Shut Up! Shut the fuck up, already!

-Nnoitra! Please tell me if you truly hate me.

-I-I don't know.

-Yes you do.

-I hate you Tesra. And it will always be that way. In your world and my, it will be one sided forever, no matter what you do or say.

His word broke my heart, but for some reason i didn't think he was telling me the truth, but if he was i needed to kiss him. At least once and never agin.

-Nnoitra, if your words are true let me go and you will never see me agin, dead or alive

-Oh really?

-Yes sir. I will leave this place and go somewhere far away from you and everyone else.

-Fine.

He released me and got off, i sat up and took a deep breath. Because if i was going to kiss him he mite forget our deal and kill me. I leaned toward Nnoitra and as i got closer to his face his eyes widened and once i was to his lips, it felt so nice. Just to feel his lips press against mine made me so happy and as i got away i walked out and left never to go back to him as long as i live, even throw i will miss him so i said i would leave and i would never lie to Nnoitra about something like that.

-I love you Nnoitra. I hope you don't ever forget me, i know i will never forget you. Bye forever Nnoitra.