Nevershoutnever!: Losing it

I just lost it. And I can't believe it.
I knew I was only sixteen
but I thought I loved her.
and it'd last forever.

I was only sixteen the first time I really saw Elise Lameroux,

she was the most beautiful and whole thing I had ever seen.

But the thing we had wasn't a fling or a one night stand it was a true love.

Something that some people look for their whole lives and there it was sitting next to me deeply

searching the book beneath her slim hands.

We moved together like a symphony, Harmonic and beautiful.

But the things that I have done who was I Sirius Black to think I could deserve her,

My angel. Elise.

My Elise, she was temporary

and Me I didn't get her