Well, I typed a lot, then accidentally highlighted and it deleted it. I've written lots on Twitter and Instagram... and have things here and there. I wanted to look at the dynamic of Negan and his wives, but in a more positive light, as Rick seems to be more unhinged than Negan in the TV show. ANYhow, I've never written, only read on here. I will be doing many edits, so please bare with me. I haven't found anything that deals with this subject, so I hope that I can pave the way... We shall see. Please help me with tips or anything you have. Thanks.
Before… I had friends with husbands in the military. I can only imagine this is how it felt when they sent them off for war. I worry- not because I don't think Negan can handle it (he can handle anything), but b/c I don't know these other assholes. They creep in and attack and kill my family while they sleep… fucking cowards. They've blown my people up (or set them on fire)… I'm still not sure what happened with T's group. I know it's not the Hilltop pussies- they're gatherers. Gatherers don't take on hunters. Did they finally get some balls? Why now? As if Craig was some precious hostage. I think Lucille needs to come out and play. But we have to find them first.
I have a feeling Jesus is involved with these attacks on us. The few times I've ever been around that hippie, I've felt his eyes boring into me. The one time our eyes met, I saw a look of lust? Sympathy? If he thinks I'm here against my will, he's a fucktard. I don't know what the other wifeys have whined about this and that, but not me. Paul Monroe is not my knight in shining armor and he needs to stop calling himself Jesus- he's not MY savior.
If Negan saw me chewing on my jewelry, he might spank me. Although I'd invite that. My nerves are just wracked because I don't know what's going on right now with those mysterious assholes. The jewels are unnecessary, but more proof of Negan caring about us. He's never laid a hand on any of his wives. Since this shitstorm happened to the planet, he has protected me- from biters and men. He's given me shelter. He's made sure that I've been fed. This world has gotten smaller, but he's managed to create something- to create a big community, and for me, a sisterhood of wives. I take comfort in knowing that and that someone physically desires me. Negan has kept me from death's door so many times. I owe him my life and will gladly defend our family against these outside threats against our home.
Negan gives us the best of everything- jewels, trinkets, dresses, frilly things- anything the guys find when they're out. He doesn't have to do that. He wants his wives to be happy. But, most importantly he's given us love. I can't say I honestly trust every wife, but it's not my call who Negan chooses. I just think it's fucking stupid for these bitches to be ungrateful. Negan gives us privileges that others don't have. Why Sherry and Tina would run off w/ Dwight is beyond me. And, honestly, I think Dwight looks BETTER with half of his face charred off. Fucker. And, it's on him that Tina died. Again, why would you WANT to leave? Am I crazy? Primo. Paula. Others left charred because of these mysterious assholes. Who are they and why are they fucking with us? Negan has rules. Every civilized society does (Hello? Lord of the Flies- "you have to have rules"). Negan also has morals. Negan protects us. Why would you want to give that up and end up dead- or worse- out in that wasteland fighting biters?