My Hate Will Last For Never?
Most relationships start out sweet and friendly. Mine started out full of hated and was worthy of its own drama show I'm Etsuko Haruna and here is how it goes.
It was the start of my first year at Seishun Gakuen, I was ecstatic until I met him Eiji Kikimaru. I found him so annoying I said to myself I sure hope he isn't going to be in my class (I totally just jinxed it XD). Five minutes into the day and I found myself surrounded by his stupidity and hyperness in homeroom. He was loud, happy, and at the most childish. At that moment I had hated him before I even met him. Whenever he was around I treated him coldly. I had to admit I wasn't the nicest person around but I could usually control my anger for people but never when he was around. I hope my anger dies down or his hyperness will stop. It should get better throughout the year
Two years later …
I broke my new pen in one hand while Eiji was bouncing around the room making stupid jokes curse the stupid teacher for giving us free time. At least it's almost the end of the day. We had at least ten minutes until last period I might as well use them well. I pulled out a notebook where I keep my ideas for stories or sketches or books, I want to read I love to read, write and draw. After a series of writers block ideas were actually flowing from my brain. Sadly I got interrupted by Eiji while I was writing. I looked at the clock only two minutes passed by 'this is going to be a long class 'I thought to myself before our dreadful conversation started.
"hey whatcha' doing?" he started as he was trying to look at my notebook. Luckily I covered up what I was writing so he didn't see it. I don't know why but I hate it when people look at my ideas before I use them. "None of your business" I replied as I put my notebook away. In place of my notebook I took out my sketch book where I started doodling as our conversation dragged on. "So what are you drawing there?" I rolled my eyes half way until "Don't roll your eyes at me" I hoped if I ignored him he would go away but that's not happening. At that point I wasn't going to hold back my annoyance if he won't go away if I ignore him I'll just have to be so mean he'll leave me alone.
"Why are you always so mean to people?"
"I'm not, it's just you"
I was annoyed because now he was using a kid voice
"Well being mean isn't a very nice way to treat people. It's not nice" I knew he was mocking me andI wanted to punch him so bad, but the teacher was in the room.
I hit my head towards my desk "For once in your life can you not be annoying?" I said as I lifted my head
"I'm not whenever I try to say hi to you give off a like 'I hate you get away from me 'kind of vibe"
"Good! You're aware of it"
I could tell he was getting tired of this. He got and said "why do you hate me so much? You know what just don't talk to me"
As he walked away I felt relieved that he left.
After last period I was walking home. I was thinking about what the said "why do you hate me so much?" I thought about it I didn't really have a reason to hate him; he just annoyed me with his personality. I just realized something I had friends that acted a lot like him but I don't treat them coldly. After I realized that I stopped walking and looked at my feet. I feel like just a jerk. Just because he was being himself doesn't mean I should hate him. I think I should apologize to him after the long weekend.
When I walked about a meter ahead a couple of girls grabbed me and stared to slap me just because I was being mean to Eiji? I don't see what the big deal was, then it hit me he was a tennis player and he had a heck of a bunch of fan girls, fan girls that would do what ever he said. Now I have a real reason to hate him. If he thinks I was mean to him before wait till we get back to school.