A/N This story is a Merder story. I have wanted to write this story for awhile so let me know what you think.

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters in this story. These characters are all owned by Shonda Rhimes.

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It's the first day of my senior year of high school. My junior year was the year my life changed forever. I never in a million years thought that I would be dating one of my teachers. We have been keeping it a secret for quite awhile now, but my person Cristina Yang knows about it. We are waiting to tell more people once I'm graduated even though I'm 18 and it is legal. It has been hard keeping it a secret, but I know this year will fly by and we can live without hiding our love for each other.

I get ready for school. I put on a loose black v neck shirt with Jean shorts and white converse. I grab my backpack and head downstairs. I'm not surprise when I find and another empty house and a note from my mother saying she got called into work and won't be back until the following night. I quickly grab a slice of pizza from the fridge and eat before heading out to my car for school.

I arrive at school and spot Cristina by her car talking to Alex.

"Hey guys!"

"Hey Mer. Ready For our senior year?" Cristina says.

"I can't wait for it to be finished. I just want to live my life." I say almost forgetting Alex was there too.

"I'm going to go find Izzie. See ya guys later." Alex says heading off to find Izzie.

"Mer did you forget that I'm the only one who knows about you and mcdreamy?"

"Yeah sorry I just want this year to be over so we can live our lives together without hiding anymore."

"Well I just saw him walk into school, so you should go see him before school starts."

"Yeah I'll see you later."

I walk into school and head to the anatomy room. I walk in and spot Derek writing on the marker board. I lock the door and head over to him.

"Hey babe." I say startling him.

"Oh hey you! I didn't hear you come in." He says giving me a kiss.

"Sorry to startle you. I just wanted to see you before school."

"Well I'm glad to see you. Ready for this school year?"

"Just want it to be all over with. I don't want to hide anymore."

"I know by fast this school year will go by fast, and before you know it we will be together forever."

"I love you so much."

"I love you too. I have a few minutes do you want to..."

"Do I ever say no?"

At that moment he picks me up and sits me on his desk. We start making out. That is all the farther we get. We never have sex at school only because I'm the kind of girl who doesn't like to keep quiet during sex and the last thing we need is getting caught.

"I love you and I will see you later." He says pulling away.

"I love you too and my mom won't be home until tomorrow night so you can come over."

"Ok I will text you later. Have a good day."

"You too." I say walking out into the hall.

A/N I know short chapter. I promise they will be longer. I wanted to see if you guys all liked this before I do more. So let me know what you think.