Summary: Kanda have a lonely past that he never forgets. One day he decided to go to the beach and saw a girl... A strange girl that he never seen before, So he fell in love for the first time and decided she will only be his girl. Yullen.

Disclaimer: not mine

Kanda was all alone inside his apartment, no happiness but loneliness and despair inside his heart, so he decided to walk to the beach to feel better. he grab the coat and wear it, grab his favorite sword that hide in bandaged and wear behind his back, grab his two keys for the house and the car and go outside and locked the door. He walks down on the stair and goes to his car where he parks and goes inside his car. His engineer start to life and drove fast, and then Kanda was finally there and park the car and go outside and take the keys out and his car engineer died. Kanda put the keys inside his pocket, turn-around and saw a girl sitting on the palm tree reading some books, when the girl finished reading the last page of book and closed it. Kanda was surprise what he saw because she have a long white hair, a strange star pentacle with a zigzag line across the cheek and a strange black glove hiding on her left hand. The girl notice her and smiled brightly, Kanda's heart beats faster and faster and feels his blush was coming out, he coughs with his fist and looked away. The girl was bit confused and giggle a little instead; Kanda heard her giggle and glare at her and the girl stops giggling and smiled brightly. Once again Kanda feels that he wanted to blush but control his emotion so that nobody will see him blush. (of course the girls was kyaaaaying so that i never put the girls screaming) the girl stands up and go to Kanda, Kanda never knew what to do so he cross his arms instead and look at his left side and "Che!". When the girl finally nears him she smiles again and Kanda saw it and look at the girl emotionless.

"What are you looking at? Moyashi" said Kanda still crossing his arms.

"I'm not a beans sprout" said the girl pissed off.

"Oh! You learned Japanese, nice one moyashi" said Kanda trying to act cool but close his eyes and instead he feels calmer.

"Stop calling that! And besides why are you looking at me" ask the girl. Kanda opens his eyes and look at the girl.

"Because of your appearance, Baka moyashi." said Kanda feeling better because he becomes calmer.

"You're rude but I have a name" said the girl piss off.

"Che! Who cares about your name moyashi" said Kanda smirk.

"It's Allen! Baka!" said Allen shouting that all the people give attention to her. Allen blushes.

"Oh... a guy's name I see" said Kanda smirk.

"Hmph! who cares but-" said Allen cut in sentence because she heard calling her name and that voice seems very familiar to her.

"Crap! It's my brothers if they see me like this I'm so freakily dead!" said Allen worriedly, she run and pick her books and turns to Kanda.

"Um..." said Allen.

"Kanda" said Kanda whispering, closing his eyes and still crossing his arms.

"BaKanda! See you later!" said Allen shouting, turn-around and run away very fast. Kanda became pissed with a vein pop on his head.

"Moyashi you're freakily dead!" said Kanda pissed of go to his car, use the car keys and the engineer starts to life and drove away.

'This feeling...is my first time...I want her to be mine forever' said Kanda's thought closing his eyes and open it immediately and drove away.

Author: Kanda has the same colors hair and eyes and the car was blue no roof (but he have roof on his back car).