Disclaimer-I, unfortunately, do not own Wolf's Rain...so sad.
When Your Alone
They're not gone. No they aren't!!! Hahaha, Darcia, you ass, you didn't kill them. No, they were too strong to be killed they're still here. With me.
These awkward thoughts run through my mind when I'm asleep. It's strange I feel that they're actually with me. Standing by me in my time of need. I'm bloody, scarred, and I can hardly move. As I sit here, wallowing in self-pity, I see them. Oh, I seem them. My friends, the only people who we're ever really there for me. Toboe, so young, so curious and full of life. Tsume, wise for his age and a wonderful wolf. Hige and Blue, oh they seem so happy. Together at last. And Cheza...there you are my love. The flower maiden. Help me. Why can't I move? I'm paralyzed. I have no strength. I feel numb. Even though I see them and hear them I know they are not there. They hover over me. Watching me disappear in the snow. My pride and my hunt did not accomplish anything. I never found paradise. But here with my pack. Just here puts me at peace. I can't explain this feeling, this feeling of nothing. I'm a complete ecstasy. I want to get up and run with them. Praise the moon the flowers, everything. I just want to be alive. But, I can't move. I just can't. Oh god, kill me now. I can't take this anymore. My sanity has run away from me like a frightened toad. Uhhh, if I could just feel their warmth one more time, hear their laughter, and be with them again...then I'd truly be in paradise.