A/N:This story takes place at the very beginning of the first season.

Neptune High. If you go to school her your either rich or you work for the rich people. We don't really have anything called Middle class here but I guess you could say I'm the closet thing to it.

See that table over there. The one with the blue and yellow umbrella and the pizza delivery guy, I used to sit there. I was Lilly Kane's bestfriend and Duncan Kane's

Girlfriend. But since Lilly's death I was faced with the most important decision of my life and even if most people thought I chose wrong, I don't think I did.

Choosing between my dad and the friends who barley liked me. Duncan broke up with me weeks before Lilly's death and Logan Echolls, my only other friend besides the Kane siblings, hated me.

What was the point of choosing between my dad and them.

Your probably wondering why I had to choose.

When Lilly's body was found, the sheriffs department was called in. As the Kane's are the most respected family in Neptune, my father, the sheriff at the time was called in. And the bad part is that my father went after Lilly's at her Jake Kane. And Jakes reaction was to turn to the press to get my father fired and 3 months later my dad was left by my mother.

My life is not sunshine and rainbows at all.

Between the hateful comments from the 09ers and the hateful comments from the poeople who don't even know me, I consider myself used to my reputation even if half of it isn't true.

Veronica sat at her usual table when her new friend Wallace sat down beside her.

"You've got a pretty bad rep, you know" He remarks but Veronica wasn't listening.

She couldn't help but stare at the 09ers table.

The table had about 10 09er's sitting or standing around but the only people she noticed were the people she actually knew.

Logan Echolls; her best friends boyfriend, and obligatory psychotic jackass. Duncan Kane;The rich kid by birth and my ex boyfriend.

Dick and Beaver Casablancas; Dick was the Beptune High Man-Whore and Beaver was his tag along.

Madison Sinclair; The bitch from hell. And Shelly Pomroy: High School play thing and her bestfriend was Meg Manning, Meg was the only 09er to be nice to Veronica and it may have been because their mothers worked together and were good friends.

Even though everyone else didn't like Veronica, they still knew everything about her and that's the real thing that bugged her.

"Hey Veronica, if you stare to much your gonna break your eyes!" Logan shouted,

Veronica rolled her eyes.

Talking to Logan was definitely not on her agenda today but she had to say something.

"All I want to do is stare at you." She shot back, sarcastically.

Veronica could've ignored them but she enjoyed being the last one to speak because at that moment the bell rang.

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Veronica sat in newspaper class in a corner all be herself when the school broad cast. The class turned to face Meg on the screen but instead of the happy blonde it was a black screen and a distorted voice spoke.

'Veronica Mars: Behind The Bitch'

The voice spoke.

Veronica blinked at the screen.

If this was Logan's idea of a joke she was done.

The screen changed to Veronica's room in strange angles.

The video showed normal teenage girl stuff like dancing and talking bad about her vice principal to herself but there was also not normal stuff like her calling Lilly 2 months after her death.

"Hey, it's Lilly. If you are Veronica Mars feel free to leave a message and if you are anyone else... I probably don't want to talk to you... beep"

Veronica could feel Logan and Duncan looking at her.

The screen turned black for a second

If some of the footage was taken when I had long hair, then that means whoever bugged my room, they've been doing this for a while.

The screen went to her watching a video of Lilly

"Hey V, you look so...- oh who am I kidding, yes I skipped school again, I mean I was there for one second and then I saw Madison Sinclairs boots and I had to get out of there. But I'm sure you look great"

Veronica laughed and left

Lilly used to always sneak into Veronica's house record video messages for her.

The screen went black again and to a video recording of Veronica. She had long hair and seemed to still be in her house.

"Um...- Hey Lilly its V... What the hell am I doing... your dead Lilly!"Veronica said tears running down her eyes

" You used to say being on Canera made you feel better... Well here I am. It's been a month since you...you... you know."She wiped her tears away "C'mon Veronica"she said to herself,

"Dad was fired last week and we got our eviction notice today, The town knows we won't be able to pay for the house so we are out be the end of the month,"she looked into the camera "Logan asked me to choose, between the 09ers and my dad"she gulped "I chose dad"she whispered "Why would I pick the 09ers, what was the point. Duncan broke up with me 4 months ago and Logan hates me so.., honestly.

And my mom started drinking again, so" Berinica sobbed, "Was it my fault?! Did I do something or say something to you. I never told anyone this but you were supposed to come over to borrow that stupid pink sweater and now because you blew me off, you're dead so what I'm trying say is..."She took a deep breath "Is it my fault?"

The screen went black again to an empty room. It was Veronica's apartment room.

Veronica could remember the day as soon as she walked through her bedroom door.

Veronica opened the door and slammed it and slid down. She later her head between her knees and several minutes later, her head bolted up.

It was the morning after Shelly Pomroys party

Veronica stood in front of the mirror in her white dress and grabbed an elastic off of her desk and tied her hair back, she stared at herself for a few minutes and grabbed some scissors of her desk as well and held them up to her hair and snipped. As her hair fell to the ground, tears rolled down her cheeks and she stepped back grabbing a broom and sweeping the hair up. Veronica eft for a few minutes and came back.

Veronica remembered when she moved to the apartment, she made her bedroom almost identical.

As the camera changed point of view.

Veronica sat on her bed but quickly scanned her room and saw all the picture frames and posters. She started with the pictures, some she turned down, some she threw out and some she kept.

She turned down most of the pictures of her and her mom but the ones with her mom and her dad, she threw out.

She kept all the pictures of her a Lilly but turned down the one with Duncan and Lilly. She turned down the one with Logan and Lilly and kept the one of Lilly and backup. The final picture was they homecoming picture. It was Veronica and Duncan with Lilly and Logan. She thought for a second and grabbed the photo and walked away slightly but quickly turned around and dropped into her garbage. Veronica walked away a tore down all her posters and opened her closet and pulled all the clothes out and threw them towards her closet.

It was the day she changed

The final video was in the sheriffs department. At first Veronica thought it would be of her father walking out with a box of his stuff but it wasn't.

Veronica walked through the door and walked to the reception desk

" I need to report a crime" She said softly

The receptionist looked at her and called for Lamb.

As he walked out of his office, he chuckled "Veronica Mars, what a pleasure"

The camera changed to the sheriffs office of Lamd looking a Veronica's ass as she walked it

"That's a nice dress"Lamb sniggered

"I went to a party last night,I went to show them I didn't need them"Cerojica said before she could ask

"I was handed a drink and I drank it"She said tears running down her face

"The drink was drugged"She added softly

"I woke up in Shelly Pomroys guest house" Her voice cracked

"I had to walk because of my car and the words it said 'slut' and 'Abel got he wrong girl', I don't remember anything" She looked down

"Oh Veronica Mars, let me guess... was it Jake Kane or are you going after different fathers now... Maybe it was Aaron Echolls" He chuckled

"I don't remember what happened except walking in and bumping into Logan Echolls" Veronica said

"So it wasn't Aaron but it was his son'he smirked

"I never said that" Veronica said

"Veronica Mars I find it hard to believe you drank,

I mean last time you were caught drinking your daddy had to drive you and Logan home from the Neptune High homecoming while Lilly was happily safe with her LOVING parents"

"I just..-"

"Veronica you should take a trip to the wizard, ask for some backbone"

When the bell rang, Veronica grabbed all her stuff and rushed out as soon as possible.

She could hear all the whispers and feel all the stares, she rushed to her locker as quick as she could and walked outside to her regular table. The stares and whispers were still there but as soon and Meg sat down, they all went away

"Hey"She said softly

Veronica looked at her

"I'm not an emotional trainreck, I swear,"Veronica said, hiding her emotions

Meg wen to say something when Madison Sinclair walked by

"You liked my message on you car?She asked, smiling and walked away

It hit like a brick and she jumped up and walked over to the 09er table, Meg following her.

"Veronica, don't do anything stupid" Meg said, but it was to late.

Veronica grabbed Madison's hair and pulled her up and grabbed Logan's slushie and poured it all on Madison's head

"Do not try me Madison because I'm the bitch from hell"Veronica spat.

"If you touch my car again, I'll do more then stain you crappy extensions" and Veronica walked away.

Whoever bugged my life, did it a long time ago and I'm going to find out, no matter what!

A/N: Chapter 1 done ;)

Hope y'all enjoy