Nico was sitting at his desk and he knew that it was time to go. He said that to himself a million times but this time he knows that it's or real. He's tired, just so very tired. His father and everyone pissed him off, like life for him wasn't bad enough today. He goes to get the rope, or his sword or a gun, or whatever he chooses to use because he is that desperate to leave. He's ready.

He thinks of it as a game... the first one dead is the one who wins. No ones at camp, even if they were, they wouldn't care. It's the perfect time. If he doesn't do it now, then he's gonna look down on himself even more. He's going to hate himself even more. No one knows, no one will know until later on. Instead of getting a paper and pen, he gets a video camera and a chair.

He's standing on the chair. He decides to go with the rope, he's gone instantly and there's no noise. One side of the rope is tied to the top of the ceiling fan in his cabin while the other end is already around his neck. He's in tears and he knows it's for real this time. He turns on the video camera and just stares at the red light blinking upon his eyes. He starts to mumble a speech.

"I'm sorry Percy Hazel, Jason, Father and everyone else, but this world is just not my place,

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in,

I've come to realize this world's full of sin,

There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space,

I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race,

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced,

Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place,

It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon,

You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon,

As it shines bright, throughout the night,

And remember everyone's facing their own fights,

But i can't deal with this pain, I'm not a fighter,

You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know that I died in vain,

Because the world around me is the one to blame,

And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone,

'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on,

That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school,

So I'm going by the law majority rules,

My presence on this earth is not needed any longer,

And if anything I hope this makes you stronger,

You're the best friend that I ever had,

Such a shame I had to make you so very sad,

Just remember that you meant everything to me,

And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key,

Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write,

And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight

I'm watching over you from the clouds above,

And sending down the purest and whitest dove,

To watch over you and be my helpful eye,

So this is it world...

Goodbye!"

He's even sorry for himself, for not being strong anymore, for breaking down, for putting too much pain in their lives. He stares once again at the red light blinking upon his eyes. One foot is off the chair as he mouths the word goodbye. He has the remote control to turn off the camera in his right hand. His pointer finger is on the off button already as he slowly pushed the very button. As soon as the red light goes off, he goes off.

Both feet are now off the chair ... the chair is on the floor. The room is fulled of silence. He's dead, He's gone and there's no coming back. Everything is over. He doesn't live in pain anymore but everyone else will.